hello world.
i guess i'm a bad girl that keeps abusing people around me.
be it intentionally or unintentionally, i dont like who i am and what i'm feeeling recently. its quite contradicting like how i can hate the person i am now. i feel spoilt and stuffs.
especially t yoou. ): i really hate 2007, and i missed 2006 ): alot
now ppl's gna tell me t move on. i know, but .....howells
anyhows, i need a break from everything, i can't catch up.
i just need to isolate myself from the world and everything. i dont even have time to think for myself... alright i'm not gna update EVERYTHING here, it'd be stupid.
i think i'm gna like, isolate myself until my major exams are over, which is during the 2 months vacation. i'm soooo gna take a looong break. and there's lots of catching up to do.
sorry for gettting crazy and mad over some of the littlest things. this is why i dont like myself now. "if you dont love yourself, how can others love you? " HA! i dont expect people to like the mee now since i dont even like it. i hope i'll be back, the normal one. feeeling so bad everyday.
im missing out on every small details in life.
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to youBut you just smile and take my handYou've been there you understand (:It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern starsPointing me on my way into your loving armsThis much I know is true
That God blessed the broken roadThat led me straight to you love you! <3