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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
woke up at 11+am!! dangs, i'm suppose to wake up at 9am to prac =<
i bet shunta's gonna be like " see, told you yiqing's a pig liao..." and he goes on and on....
so i managed to prac for a while before going out to meeet ly for her rehersal at esplanade
i guess the sound quality there is damn good, so yea no wrong notes please yiqing.
after the rehersal, ate our XIAOLONGBAO & guo tie, yep this time no more la mian! =P
tired of suntec, marina so ended up going to CHEEENA-TOWN again to shop around for our competition "costume", it was horrible, couldnt find anything we REALLY REALLY like, the stuffs there are so omg-ing OLD , sad =<
LY HAD HER 4TH CUP OF MILK TEA FROM MOS THIS WEEK ! <-- i think
then went for geco practice.
was rather reluctant to go for prac nowadays, perhaps because of the lack of motivation, and the practice seemed fruitless. i want rozie back !
managed to practice my songs for awhile cause shunta's a slacker, opps haha, he's gonna kill me if he sees this here. but he wont be here so i guess its alright to say that =P
i neeeeeed to practice! PROM'S TMR NIGHT, almost died when i called zls to tell him tht i'm not coming for prac !
bestfriend coming over my house tmr, mom's doing the make up and fetching us to hilton hotel tmr . i'm not looking forward to prom at all, i dont know why. are you feeling that way too? i bet ly will agree c:

alrights, enough of nonsense, byeeeeeeee


Monday, November 27, 2006
woke up at 10am <-- A GREAT ACHIEVEMENT
so i'm suppose to practice :D
i love practicing ; i love music
i can never imagine my life without music, thank god -
meeting bestfriend later, suppose to call hoonjiajia for something (:
hehe & yiqing's sixth sense is always 99% accurate, tested and approved!

right, back to practicing :D
all the best alrights, to those taking part in competition
especially my dearest LY KHR TZW ---<3
AND also koh xiaole, derek, jessicalow my beloved juniors from cchmsco, not forgetting my rocking mates in GECO. i love you guys so much for making my day

pray for me :D
i can & i will, please hold on to faith& let hope show you the way
-filled with love


hello :D
alrights, i love each and everyone of you who never failed to make me smile like a retard and embarass myself in public places !
woke up this morning, was reminded not to be late so so so many times by my teacher, damn cute (: so i went nafa, mom fetched me!
was in no mood for lessons in the morning, oh! before i forget
SATURDAY was hcco interaction day, so ly&i were like babysitters, bringing our darling juniors to hcjc and fetch them back later. i guess it was fun, but ly&i went shopping at suntec/marina/bugis! so we were VERY hungry after reaching suntec, but we insist on eating only at 1230pm. YAYS had fish and co. okays we agreed that we should SHARE cause the serving is damn BIG i tell u, we were so full =(
throughout the shopping trip, ly was HIGH initially, then it was my turn, but i become low suddenly -_-" we were so worn out and desperate that we wanted to just buy a pair of BATA heels, but thank god we went bugis and found heels for ourselves, quit expensive =l <-- at least we got something =D but which woman in the right mind would wear these torturous "things" but it looks good la, at least it made ly look taller =) and we were like "FOR ONCE!"
rushed back to hcjc to fetch our little juniors from their interaction, went back to school took bus with ly, by then WE WERE SOOO WORN OUT ):

I SLEPT THE WHOLE AFTERNOON until 7pm, when i woke up i was like " why is it so early? no one is at home?! gosh, i'm gonna be late for school " & it took me 1 min to realise its actually 7PM at night =l then i prac-ed at night! not alot, but i promise to prac tmr! 9AM!
-i will wake up and not be like a pig i promise!
hehe, i miss wongy..........
talked to steph just now, promised to show her pictures from prom cause she promised me to show me hers =) alrights so i think i need to clear my camera or just buy another memory card. aww i misss stephanie chiang ! SO MUCH.
alrights, mom's nagging
byee`

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Friday, November 24, 2006
right, i feel like a lousy emo-shit now
i realised i haven't been doing some self reflecting for a long time
and it suddenly came to me that, yes its time, i should really wake up
it's not easy being me
well i mean i'm lucky to be blessed with all the wonderful friends that i have
but somehow, i dont know who to talk to, so i ended up talking to myself like what i am doing now. recently, loads of stuffs just came crashing on me at once.
the irritating PAE, 1st three months. i really dont know what to do and what's the best choice for me, everything sounds wrong, everything that i do seemed like a risk.
i know you guys are gonna go like "life's all about taking risks"
but can i just whine like nobody's buisness for now before i start going crazaye again?
because i HATE TAKING RISKS. i was nver an adventurous person
i dont know if talking to joel helped any whee bit just now, well i guess it did
i know you meant well, i know you didn't want to see me suffer what you're suffering now
i know despite your irritating-ness you always tried to cheer me up.
i need chaaarlie now, the candy mountain!
yays (: hehe
i'm starting to miss ----- alot.
it was never right from the start . good bye


so like i told bestfriend i'm gonna update the min i get home before i forget about what happened
TODAY'S BESTFRIEND SHOPPING DAY :D
met ly at orchard 3pm, as usual, i was late
then we headed to heeren to shop for gowns, PROM IS GETTING IRRITATING
i don't wanna go =< but still managed to get a pretty elegant gown, full length
hopefully i wont overdress that day and ly got herself a darkpurple one which is cute =D
then walkd around went to taka bought our all time fav - BO LUO BAO from crystal jade
shopped around for stuffs, then we thought of going over to chinatown to YUE HWA GUO HUO to check out some CHEEE-NA stuffs (:
so we decided to take the train to chinatown !
TOOK A LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME to find our way out of wisma i think
cause we couldnt find the right way to the mrt station -_-"
ly was like " L2 L2, but whre's L2"
then after walking in circles, we realised, L2= LEVEL2 <--- WTH!
reached chinatown , went to YUE HWA GUO HUO, nothing much la just walked around and crapped as usual hehe (x
then we decided to head over to VIVO CITY
saw yeeling ada and peizi there (:
attempt to buy shoes for prom, but to no avail
such a BIG SHOPPING CENTRE, yet i couldnt find a decent shoe to wear
its even harder than finding the dress , i bet ly will agree
shopped and walked until legs almost broke, i can feel the accumulation of lactic acid
our stomachs were grumbling too, had craving for dimsums and XIAO LONG BAO
so we decided to go crystal jade. walked and searched the whole vivo for crystal jade
finally found it! was so happy , but it was short lived
we found out that it doesnt sell XIAO LONG BAO!
so immediately LY and i wanna leave that lousy crystal jade!
then suddenly this waitress took the napkin and placed it on our laps and started arranging the plates and stuffs, so wee were like OH SHIT !
then clever and genius me thought of this idea, WE ASKED THEM WHERE IS THE TOILET AND WE GRABBED OUR STUFFS AND RUN AWAY! omg damn scary la, so embarassed!
we hid in the toilet in case they were suspicious, then after then WE RAN!
CABBED ALL THE WAY TO SUNTEC FOR CRYSTAL JADE'S LA MIAN XIAO LONG BAO!
omg, we're like SO HAPPY LA! ordered 2 "longs" of xiaolongbaos + shui jiao LA MIAN + 1 guo tie, THATS ALOT WE COULDNT FINISH IT! =l
hehe after tht we were so full, it was already 10pm then went home liao
but guess what, we were so full and bored tht we took the LONG LONG WAY HOME
we could walked by city link to city hall MRT STATION
but we walked to esplanade, then to RAFFLES PLACE! on the way, we walked past this path with loads and loads of CRUSHED/ALIVE/DEAD SNAILS omg, GROSS!
i was SCREAMING AND SCREAMING! grossed out!
then haha, finally we reached RAFFLES PLACE MRT .so took train home (:
thats the end of our day, we were tired and happy and felt GUILTY, right ly?
on the way back joel msgd me about something that caused my HEADACHE ):
why why why! i dont know its so hard, sigh

but i still love my best friend (: yays- had fun SATURDAY OKAYS? dont leave me alone, i'll be so bored! hehe alrights tired, BYE


Thursday, November 23, 2006
sorry for not updating my blog
was kinda busy since Os was over !
watched a few movies after Os, flushed away, material girls, grudge 2
gosh i wanna watch STEP UP! =<
didnt really practiced alot this week, right i'm feeling bad
i know i have to practice & i will !
yesterday went to VJCO for their practice, i guess it was alright
had quite alot of fun, however i was the ONLY YANGQIN there <-- bad bad bad!
but hey! i managed to survive okays
then met LY for geco, had bread for DINNER AGAIN
geco was fun fun fun, oh! and the sheng guy came today, like FINALLY
hehe was quite happy with the attendence today, KOH XIAOLE FELL SICK AGAIN!
serve her right for eating so many fried stuffs ! take care girl , i miss you! =(
so like i'm going to orchard later with LY =D
yays shopping! i feel guilty for SPENDING SO MUCH!

MUMMY COMING BACK TMR :D
yays more clothes more clothes ! cant wait
i love my mom! okay la and my sis okays..stupid ass haha!

OH NO! I'M LATE SORRY LY!


Saturday, November 18, 2006
well, my life's back & music's back into my life :D priority
thank god wongy woke me up just now, or i'll sleeeeeeeep until 4674866 hours, exaggeration...
yesterday had our last paper, GERMANY, really gotta thank kaili for going through that particular part and both questions came out, LON & treaty <--- I WAS SO HAPPY
after the paper, i wanted to go marina square to get my jacket
BUT instead, i went to bugis that nothing-to-do-but-just-walk-and-take-neoprints-place
with alice ykt & the usual gang
i would say it was QUITE boring or mayb i was just having my PMS
but hey! my pms sld be over alrights..haven't been feeling pms-y for sucha long time already
i just dont know why, seeeeee i dont like going out in a biiiiig group =(
so we reached bugis at 445pm? and guess what, we walked around---> LITERALLY WALK
and took a neoprint, then they need to leave
i was sooooooo frastrated again, it was 540pm btw
ONE FREAKNG hour at bugis, i'd rather go to marina and get my jacket
& so, yiqing got really pisssed
she decided to roam around bugis ALONE <-- see what a nice way to celebrate my freedom
couldnt stand that feeling of being alone, so called xiaole and jess, then wawa, then sheila!
& i met those people at toapayoh for dinner :D
yiqing became happy again.
we played the dee-dee-deee game, it was so fun and funny
sorry to xiquan for SOMETHING! argh, i wasnt looking at my phone during that period ):
geco was fun today, quite tiring, well gotta pray for rozie's who's taking her exams next week i think :D i love geckies, they made my day!

in conclusion, yiqing don't deserve nice friends for being so easily pisssed off, but i wasn't angry or pissed after FIVE MINUTES -_-"

guys if u're reading this, SORRY okays, you know me =D
yes yes i know what you're thinking, AHEM.

I SHOULD PRACTICE NOW! WONGY'S GONNA SCOLD ME FOR SLACKING. stupid
frowns, but i love practicing (: lessons later, BYE!


Friday, November 17, 2006
PLEASE HEAR MY CRIES OF HELP!
I'M LEFT WITH GERMANY & I'M HALF DEAD, ZOMG HELP!

everyone's rejoicing after the chemistry paper
yet we still have another paper to go, HISTORY D:
but i'm not gonna screw this paper, ONE HOUR THRITY MINS
then at 4PM tmr, it'd be over & i'll be SO HAPPPY
perhaps mentallyexhausted tooo. O levels, i'm proud to say i've done what i can do.
& even though for geog and amath, i felt that i've screwed it, at least i've tried.
hopefully i'll be pleased with the results, oh wells (:
after Os, its competition that i'm worried about
i dont know how my fellow juniors are doing after missing lessons for THREE WEEKS
not practising for TWO WHOLE WEEKS, i really hope it's still there
the music, i meant..
i've "conquered" O LEVELS, so this year's NAC is nothing as compared . isn't it?
yes yes, koh hui rong if you're reading this, i'm sure you'll be like
"DONT WORRY" :D but , you know! i'm still a human, and i admit i do get stressed
but hey! i'm still pretty much alive alrights.
i think the NAC competition is a good summary of my 'music' this year 2006
i won't disappoint my teacher, i won't disappoint myself, i won't disappoint my parents, i wont' disappoint my friends who have so much faith in me despite the fact that i always flop on stage, which is REALLY BAD D:
i wont disappoint my beloved lala&momo&blackpig <3
SUREEPORN HO YIQING, YOU CAN DO IT!
alrights, wth am i still here? STUDY GERMANY ! bye-
it's all ending in ONE DAY! i smelll freedom

i've learnt so much, i've grown to be more confident, i'm instilled with
the
pride for my music, i'm enriched with the experiences i've gained
throughout the
year.

ps ; de xin! ask me out when you're back in singapore (: loveyou

; ruru, you also okays ^-^ always retard honey ed, i'm so jealous =P neuohuibkabduiehdoihsafkjbqkwjbduisabfkjbake I LOVE MY JIE JIE really!

; Ly, twin we got loads of catching up to do and concerts to catch! i miss you and you better practise hard alrights, love u


Tuesday, November 14, 2006
so i guess my back is gonna be so i-dont-know-how-to-say-but-it-hurts ):
because of all the books that i've been carrying during Olevels period and pre O levels period
this is bad, yiqing you better stand straight!
had amath today, wasn't as difficult as i thought it would be but still
i found it harder than prelims - dangs, i know i know, how could i right?!
but yea- still managed to finish everything :D yays
so tmr's geog paper1 - hopefully my common sense will come into handy
pray that the questions will be like ----------!!
goodluck to those taking physics tmr (:
double good luck for oinky ; <3
o-m-g exams are getting on my nerves nowadays
and i'm so glad its ending soon, can't imagine me taking Os next week
well, to those still taking exams until 20th, while i'm enjoying my life out there
I'LL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS ! haha
i miss the smiles so much, the pact, you&me we'll fulfill it together, after Os =>
but till then, study hard pig!
aiya, whatever la >=(
so tired now, i'm at the point of saturation...
bye!


Monday, November 13, 2006
studied with xiaole today :D
well, amaths tmr & i really really hope what i practised since prelims will come into handy
please pray for me so that tmr when i see the paper, i won't stone and stare as though the questions are saying "hello, who are you?" to me. argh! please please please!
went for miss tay's wedding at AHS church yesterday, was alright
then went marina with joel n sylvia, om-g we did something that was so EMBARASSING
and its all joel&sylvia's fault XD
i'm worried about the paper tmr.
anyway, imagine me without you is a darn nice song i swear =>


Saturday, November 11, 2006
& yes, I SURVIVED THE FIRST WEEK!
there's still 06 days to go (:
amath, chemistry, geogpaper1, history
hehe :D i'm so happy
but yiqing's sick, down with the horrible flu
she needs a miracle to happen now, so please pray (:
well, did amath today, yays did almost all the questions for integration and differenciation
saw shakir and bashir in macs today, primary school friends
okay, now i'm starting to miss my primary school friends
liping ): remember the GIRL'S DETECTIVE CLUB, etc? i still remembered
we will catch up right? well, some say once you're in secondary school, you'l forget about your primary school friends.
i kinda agree, but NO I DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN, you guys taught me so much
those memories we share were reallly special, and they're kept in my heart <3
sigh- i still keep those letters that we used to write.
now we each have our own live, our own friends in our different school
we may go on our different ways now, but we'll meet at the crossroads once again, like how we did back then.
I LOVE&MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH !
): argh, so emo.
oh wells~ hehe


Tuesday, November 07, 2006
had a weird dream last night
dreamt of geco :D
dreamt of cats!
dreamt of coffeshop, i seriously think i should buy 4D i remembered there was a 4 digit number, but apparently i forgot what were the numbers!
dreamt of an unknown guy
too much exams eh?
so i kinda studied geog tday saw andy again (:
all the way from 11am to 730pm, was feeling super stressed just now
i dont know why, cant seem to finish studying
THURSDAY : BIOLOGY & GEOGRAPHY PAPER 2
i know i know, WTH right!
tmr's english, gosh PRAY FOR ME ALRIGHTS !
well, for monday's paper, i guess it was alright
emath, hopefully there are not many careless mistakes
ss, hopefully everyone dies with us ! okie thats mean.
hahaha

ITS THE TEN DAYS COUNTDOWN!
OMG I CANT WAIT!!!!!

so yea, my mom says she's gonna get me a laptop
if i get 1st for NAC this year
sounds impossible, but like what i've said
I'LL TRY MY BEST IN EVERYTHING I DO
both in studies and music <3

love all !


Saturday, November 04, 2006
yiqing will try her very best
THIRTEEN DAYS, it will be over soon
just these thirteen days i promise myself to try my very best
just these thirteen days i will prove to myself that i can do it
the faith, the believe, the trust :D
hardwork pays off don't they?

to you. well we're worlds apart
the distance is really too much, though not literally...
the disappointment sometimes.
i guess at this present state we're just fine
thank you for everything
but gotta say goodbye for now.
for you & me,
we belong to different worlds
sorry-------------------------------------------------
rawrs whatever. haha
friends. (:


mug mug mug mug!


so i have been slacking my friday, which is bad!
2 weeks later, today, I'LL BE FREE, praise the lord :D
i'll be jumping smiling laughing screaming boo-ing moo-ing yq-ing
& MUSIC, will come back to me. dont worry, its not gonna leave me.
but yea music will not be on my priority list just yet.
gotta study you see (:
well. went VIVO CITY today, darn sinful, yes i know
met xiaole the slow pok
then wanted to buy my puma jacket, but we were so UNLUCKY that the shop was still not open
dangs! but i managed to buy that really nice and cute skirt (:
oh! i still want my puma jacket, that addidas one is not bad too ...
then met wenqi and jaslyn or something i dont know how to spell her name
but she's from hwachong (: aww i spent my day with smart asses from raffles and hwachong, hopefully they can pass me their SMART GENES !
SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET 3-6PM
we ate alot, okie only XIAOLE ate alot
gossip, damn funny laa :D *melvin* ahem
yea..was SO FULL..
then shopped around. gosh i saw this shirt i like. gotta buy it ! after Os.
uh and we went to toapayoh to meet xiaowugui for geco prac
and as usual, you'll always be late whenever you're with XIAOLE
so poor jessica had to wait for us.
today's a fun day, sinful ....
tmr suppose to meet ly, study in school
they're having open house tmR!
yays

alrights, byee!

<3


Thursday, November 02, 2006
alrights, decided to forget about hiatus-ing
cause i've been coming online now and then, so might as well blog.
i got no-life to update, tell me how?
14days till the end of Olevels
33days to first competition, CONBRIO!
37days to yq youth cat.
i really want O levels to be over and done with quick!
can't stand studying whole day ):
almost died.
some random thoughts, if only living in self-denial helps.
well we gotta admit that sometimes we do live in self-denial`
sigh` guess exam stress is making me feel moody now and then.
i can't eat in peace, i can't sleep in peace, worst of all, i cant practise in peace!
been doing alot of thinking nowadays and reading some stuffs too.
it makes me feel how small our world really is.
we're in singapore, complaining about how far woodlands and parsi ris are apart.
yet we overlooked the fact that , in places like US, where their states itself is 23242 times bigger than singapore, their people had to travel from one state to the other, which is FAR.
they are not complaining, yet we are.
isn't it ironic?
singaporeans like MYSELF should really feel contented with what we have.
no i'm not pinpointing anyone - and if anyone should feel insulted, haha- feel free to tag.
but hey! i dont think anyone reads this blog =l so yea.

& yes i still miss stephanie and jenny.

Sureeporn Ho YiQing♥
seventeeeeeen
i love the music & the SUN, omgosh! BEACH!
" Dear god, please make this world a happier place. Amen"
cause you are special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way :D
i'll love all who loves me too! :D


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