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Thursday, May 31, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEQI :)

guess what! its raining and i'm cooped in a room with 3 walls and a sliding door(HAHA) doing nothing, i've got the urge to go out alone now. srsly- why can't we learn how to be satisfied with what we have. why can't we be contented and not ask for more? why do we have unlimited desires and wants? its so materialistic, it disgusts me. i wish i was living somewhere far far away, where there's nothing okay, maybe a little something and lots of sunflowers, away from this hustle and bustle, away from facades. ALRIGHT, just let me daydream before i'm being brought back to reality where its quite a sad sad world we're living in. (not saying that there's no reasons for us t smile and be happy about living here but many times we just indulge in our own happiness and forgot that there are still others living in darkness, out there) - alrighty i'm just bored, VERY BORED.
^^ PEACE OUT haha
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just got back home (: from dinner with my 127 year old boyf. omgosh!
had the pizza ! had cravings for it since IDK when! yays ^^
walked ard bought stuffs and ya i'm back home now :)
thank you nice boyf for stopping me from taking a cab home just now
even though i whined so much( i swear i get irritated by my whinings)
but i really needed that, someone t stop me from spending unneccessary money
srsly~ alright i hope your nose don't hate you so much now so it wont run away oks (:
/ & i think i love you more each day <3

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sheery : i missed you so much :) we should meet up SOOON!

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
think of all the things that go together, that dont seem quite complete without one another. not just the silly little things like peanut butter and jelly or ball and bat. but things like talking and listening, give and take and love and respect. maybe why, after all, there's a you and there's a me. (:

/anyhows, ANGST ANGST ANGST! ANGSTY pfft ):< but but but, I'M STILL VERY GRATEFUL and rather contented. HAPPY&GAY! even though i still don't feel like talking the whole day. there are still the littlest things tht makes me smile. and yes ly thanks for the laughs yesterday, i've not laughd like that since IDK when. :D & its the laughters i missed, the times when i'd look around and see everyone laughing with me. that air of happiness.
on a random note, dont you think i love you's such powerful words, yet so over-used. so say it like you mean it! because love's a strange and wonderful feeling. alrighty, darn p. for making me feel like that but yea, i'll love smelly mellie poooo even though you're stinky and stuffs. YOU'RE SO BUSY ):< busy like a beeeeeee <- haha this sounds so retarded. but yea i'm exercising my FAITH now <3

its holiday tomorrow! LIKE FINALLY, A BREATHER. i want t goo out tmr. i miss the beach, just suddenly~
xoxo, yq


Tuesday, May 29, 2007
/ pictures from weekends!

bff me and bfff (: okays j i know you're jealous right-
see i'll take a pic with you too (: we're happy people. GAY'S THE WORD!
ly julian & i ! yays
presenting the bald-but-cute rockn` senior!
nice HAIR fred (:

hahahahahahah
and this is moses (: HAHA
SO CUTE OMGOSHNDOAFNOAS! !


^^ cause you make me smile like no one else could!

<3

























BFF WONGLY'S THE BEST! (:






she made me laugh&laugh x 10000 @ starbucks making us look like total tards but i still love her!














met up with bff tday after my super-hard-chem-prac-which-i-think-i'm-gonna-screw ): but my tcher was really nice t guide me along and i had t REDO it like 3 times! anyhows, we met at cityhall, had subway for lunch. went t walk ard, bought this shirt and i really need retail therapy! next thursday :D ! bought tickets for SHREK 3, was quite good, freaking hilarious. hahahahaha quite GAY- then we headed t town. shopped ard and settled @ starbucks at wisma. HAHA thats our new chillout place. nice place t mug with comfy chairs too. sat there, stoned and studied my chem and her bio. WE'RE HARDCORE MUGGERS alright! hahahahaha. then we spent our last 15mins or so, CAM WHORING. srsly. that was when we laughed sooo much that i had this really bad cough and throat after that. heh heh it was super funny, and yes we took like 30 pictures / i think haha


thank you bestfriend for making my day ! and make me laugh like shit. but it was fun.


WONG LIANGYU YOU DIRTY YELLOW MONKEY. I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING- HAHAHA! xoxo <3

love, yq


Monday, May 28, 2007
NOOO, guess what. PLAN A FAILED MISERABLY AFTER 3 DAYS ):<
bet you lovely darlings missed me, RRRrright?
anyhows, other than feeling stressed, life has been rather mundane yet hectic recently. and the side effects of having t much stress = headaches
plus p. dangs, sometimes i wish i wasn't a girl. yet again (: i dont wanna be a les and yes i know you're not gay too. so i shall stick to being a girl and stop thinking about going for a sex change or something. (alright, you know i'm kidding right? ) I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT! FOR 7TH JUNE (: even though vacation's like only for 2 pathetic weeks. still, ITS VACATION!
i just finished my 1/4 papers today. Microbiology, alright i admit i didn't really put in my BESTEREST EFFORT but still, it was definitely more than what i put in during the QUIZ. i'm gonna study for IPC later, proomise! booopooo got 7 weeks of works t catch up! zomg. i can hear the "I CAN DO THIS" (going on & on in my head) oks have fun holiday-ing those secondary-school-and-jc-people. gimme 1 more week ! i need retail therapy but first, START SAVING YQ! tsk

TO THE NICE BOY WHO IS NOT SHORT, boyf/bestf
goood luck for your testsssss this week alrights! prove your mean lecturer wrong that you're so gonna pass and own that paper like what you told me today! &&&&&&&& GET WELLL SOOON :D i lessthanoneplus2 you - bcause i'm so glad that you're my bestfriend tooooo, even though i know you're gonna be like " you got a whole army of bestfriends " but still but still! you're special ! cause you're the most spastic one ! cause you bring out the best in me, like no one else could (:

shout out to bffwongly ( the-less-than-most-spastic-but-close-to-being-the-most -spastic-bff-i-ever-had ), thanks for your encouragement tday ytd and always
woman, lets go out during my term break alrights! OOOOONE DAY JUST YOU&ME, shopping and chilling and talking. it'd be fun (: i miss you though i saw you last saturday <3

shall be nice and reply my tags/

steph : stephopajfsagnsbkbw you're so random, but i love u ! hahaha coconut! naaaah- it isn't THAT BAD you still look pretty (:
jojo : L-O-V-E that spells love (: recieved your love, thank you so much ! haha oh and someone owes me a bday present since IDK WHEN! tssk study hard alrights! ^^
gy : thanks for reading the LOOOOONG POST though ^^ and cutie? P-LEASE HAHA KIDDING. yea, the aircon was being gay and i almost froze t death! but i'm still alive and kicking , no worries (: take care!
estelli : hello !!!! thats super sweeeeet, i missed you too and OH MAN, you surprised me during the election with those questions you asked. I'M SO PROUD OF YOU, srsly ! & what! i don't sell fish, where's that fishy smell? haha loveu!
anon : (: i'm glad you're alright now.
alice: HELLO I MISSED YOU TOO OCTOPUS! lets go t your house during the holidays (: ask me out!

ps/ keeep tagging and keep my blog alive, it needs you like i need oxygen. HAHA so yea (: i love you all <3


Friday, May 25, 2007
sheesh- dear yq here is trying to accomplish something rather impossible
blog on hiatus until my common test(s) are over, which means 2 weeks later (:
i'm feeeling so empty nowadays, cause elearning sucks(right?) srsly`
I MISS YOU j ):
its goodbye blog, until 7thJUNE
with maybe an exception on 31st may/4thJUNE (:


I HAVE THE WEIRDEST FETISH
I LIKE TO JOG AT THE MOST UNEARTHLY HOURS(1AM-ISH)
I'M SO GONNA START JOGGING TMR! yes my motivation <3
BEEN INDULGING MYSELF IN SINFUL INDULGENCE.
BEEN EATING WAAAAY TOO MUCH ):<
GO YIQING!

-yq

ps/ jeremy wong xinrui don't worry too much though its your stressed up period but you know what i'm gonna say and what i've said. i'm sure you can do it! love you <3
pps/ xq! dont worry alrights, i'm sure things will get better ! i love you tooo !
(: remember to love yourself for who you are! because you are special <3


Wednesday, May 23, 2007

dearest girls in class that made my smile everyday :)

SQthebiatch(: , zihui, xinfang, arfah, sit., rachel,delia & penny! <3
look at clarence! HAHA this was like how long ago?


cchmsco volleyball team (: and omgosh, JINGWEN was still urms. a little boy!



& this was during the committee chalet 2 years ago i think. the whole of yangqin section, then! omg i look fat ):<>

i was feeling so stressed tday again. with microbio commontest next monday. alrights, START MUGGGING! everyone seemed t be so busy recently. juniors and those in jay-ceees will be having their vacation soon and i still have 2 weeks to go. on a lighter note, its FRIDAY TMR! i know sq's like so excited over it, RIGHT? mie mie mie mie! -wink wink- what a stupid biatch =P HAHA. IDK why we tend t treasure the stuffs when we lose it? okays just reminding myself to cherish everyone around me :) primaryschool bffs are gonna perform in AJCO CONCERT TMR, and i'm a tad bit sad that i cant watch them like i've promised them to bcause of geco ): maybe i'll pop by awhile? i love you guys alot tooo ! JORDIN WON AMERICAN IDOL! :) hahaha i dont care if u like blake or whatsoever, bcause i srsly think that he's just some gay fag doing some beat-boxing tricks on stage. hahahahahha okays shan't be mean.



pffts, PMS SUCKS BEEEEG TIME ):<



no worries, i'll try to be happy okays and yes a smile a day keeps the pms away !HAHAHA, sorry for feeling so random today. been like that since morning.



& i love you more each day.



love, yq





fred's like the cutest and craziest senior :) missed u goospla !
my mind's like messed up or something
was a tad bit disappointed with my microbio results, kinda expected it cause i didnt really prepare for it. alright, MY BAD. & this knocked some sense into me, i was reminded by how much i slacked the past month. promise to start listening during lectures and do my tutorials dutifully (: UHUH!
omgosh, math test tmr! and microbio common test next monday. i need a miracle , LIKE NOW! i can do this :D -i hope
someone's not feeling well and is stil at co TSK. someone's not feeling well and had icecream for dinner TSKTSK. someone's not feeling well and doesnt wanna sleeep early TSKTSKTSK. can u eat something PROPER other than biscuits? alright that was RANDOM BTW. haha YAYS because the week is ending soon which means weekends are coming AGAIN! but i really dread the end of weekends which is sunday night. ): i need motivation!
sigh, is it my bad? sometimes i just wanna disappear and go to somewhere ulu where life is simpler/happier. was thinking whether life will be the same if i never talked t you(s), if our paths never crossed. will our lives be any better? will you even know i exist ? will i still smile happily today, will my purpose of living be different? will my perspective of the world still be the same? its just so amazing how time literally flies. 2006 was a really eventful year, shed lots of sweat and tears. met lots of people and some became an important part of my life in one way or another. stephaniechiang left for taiwan, i was really sad, still remembered that video i did for her. we're all living our own lives now, but i still truly miss her , and sometimes when i'm alone or in school i'll remember the times when we had our little talks, our little walks to the watercooler. that scene when i was sending her off. and yes jennynieh you too (: that scene 2 years ago is still fresh in my mind, i can vividly see you smile, and that trying-not-to-cry-but-failed-look. its pretty amazing despite the distance and the not-so-usual-way-of-talking->email that we are stil able to share our worries,joys and perspectives and stufffs. thank god . yes i'm looking back, but whats wrong with loooking back? i mean, yea we need to look forward. but when i'm looking back it doesnt mean that i'm stucked there, not moving on. so sometimes i'll just blog about what happened in the past to remind me to start treasuring the present. because life's just full of coming-togethers and partings. ( don't worry, bcause i told you i need a lifetime to figure you out. believe me like how i've always believed in you and yes god too. i love you ) anyhooos! its gonna be the end of the month so yea, MONTHLY EVALUATION and permisssion to get emo (: but i'm not emo though, just thinking about some stuffs. seemed that some things just change even if i tried holding on, i just hope that you're happy and stop living life selfishly(sorry for being so blunt) but yes, its becoming more of a chore and it shouldn't be like that. you can't change the world, so start by thinking how u can change yourself for the better so that the world will smile, because of you. to you, i'm just someone that you think will never understand you and your thinkings, someone that is from a totally different world. are u even sure that you understand what your heart truly says? do you know how it feels when i tried to reach out but you're pushing me away. i'm just sorry that i can't be the friend you want me to become. just hope that you'll find more motivation and reason to smile and be happy, not for the sake of smiling but because the world gave you reasons to. when that day comes i swear i'll be so happy for you that my smile will stretch from one side of my ear to the other.HAHA imagine- omgosh. alrights.
i know life's not gonna be smooth sailing i know that there'll be rocky roads ahead of us & i know i'll not be so lucky throughout my life. but i'm so glad i'm not walking this road alone, because ive got you and my thebesterestfriends. my angels in disguise indeeed, how true (:
IN CONCLUSION, may has been really great, realised that i've widened my perspective. learnt alot through going through shits(not literally). & yes, i feel closer to god. its a really really REALLY special feeeling. its like talking to someone, pouring out your emotions and doubts. then POOF! you get your questions answered. don't you think that its WAN-DER-FOOOL? (: you came into my life, okay actually you WERE there since i-dont-know-when. thank you for everything too okays. i know you've been giving into me , yet sometimes you're soo mean. but i know i've got your hands to grab when i feel like falling, and thats prolly the reason why i told myself to smile despite everything going in the wrong way! thank you <3 & thank god AGAIN.
- ALRIGHTY, I KNOW ITS A LONG LONG POST BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO READ IT, ITS JUST TO REMIND MYSELF TO START TREASURING EVERYTHING AND YES, START MUGGING. HAHA
-love, yq

I LOVE YOU & YOU(S)


Tuesday, May 22, 2007
school's beeen usual, with exceptions of more homeworks and tests ):<
omgosh so freaky, right sq? i love you bitch & we're so gonna shop soon
alrights, after school went over woodlands to meet jeremy.
had lunch at pastamania, walked around and thought of what to buy, but couldn't think of anything constructive and goood ): !
so we got tired of walking, went over t library and did some work. read this rather meaningful book i took from the children's section. HAHA- srsly! its quite a goood book. laughed so much when i was editing the CATS PROJECT. jeremy was sooo super duperly mean! FROZE IN THE LIBRARY AGAIN
had dinner @ pastamania and sakae (: well, i had cravings for sushi-s suddenly!
pooor j's not feeeeeling well ): get well soon okays, i'll pray for you <3
dont worry because whatever happens i'll be here so you wont feel alone (:
i love you more than yesterday, really&truly

love, me


Monday, May 21, 2007
someone should be feeling guilty for making me freeze in the library now
but no worries (: i understand, so i'm alright <3!

right, found this in my sis's blog, the lyrics are like, nice-

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

(Chorus)
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love
you still

From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long
to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do


In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going

'Til that day
I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart

'Til my dying day

- & you won't be alone! yes, even when you're feeling emo tssssk-
i prooomise

love, yq


Sunday, May 20, 2007
CCHMSCO @ TJCO CONCERT! -thanks j for taking this pic, no i didnt forget about you (:
my dearest nick ho! cutest brother!

sorry that you loook spastic/retarded in every pic you take with me except for THAT ONE or TWO hahaha out of like, 20? haha! no worries <3
okays, isnt the sky pretty?

MY SUNDAY, was woken up by j's msgs and phone calls. OKAY not really, because i didnt really hear/feel the vibration and continued sleeeeeping. until my alarm started ringing then i got my ass of my bed. got ready to go out of th house t clarke quay, I'M SO NICE please. because of someone i have t go there so early, and get baked under the sun. not really =P until jere finishes his 'performance' with SPCO. thank god for nick and ivan or i'll really bore to death, i swear. you're so lucky i've got gooood patience and endurance (: after that we went t have lunch with nick ivan hazel(nut)&vick and bernard @ VIVO! shared the bacon ripper thing (: NICE- then, ya. walked around went to EMO PLACE! i miss that place alot! especially at night! bcause we were BAKED in the sun, SCORCHING HOT. u can literally cook instant noodles in th water! well someone became a "TAU SAR PAU" today (: HAHA! it was damn funny, cause we wanted to look for ivan at the arcade, so jere&i walked over, but he didnt wear his shoes so it was so freaking hot. me, being so nice and stuffs gave me a side of my slipper, and we were like, HOPPING there. damn funny and fun ! after that we went to church, afternoon service, jere was soo tired and i was quite tired, thanks to someone. left after praise and worship. felt quite guilty, but yea just for this once! =D went t jere's house for dinner, his dad cooked! hahahahahaha it was nice, like the veggies (: omgosh, nick was so tensed up just now because someone was scary! tsk- =) steph was sooo funny as usual. oh we sang that carrie underwood's song just now. quite fun! but i think i'm losing my voice. steph's going OBS tmr, dont get stung by jellyfish! you can catch them t make peanut butter and JELLY though (: HAHA! i love you! and take care!
tooooooooook cab home, the end
i dont don't love you <3
- you are my strength when i am weak
thank god for you, because i know i won't have to walk alone.


Saturday, May 19, 2007
its a sunny saturday morning/afternoon (:
woke up at 10am, i know, its damn early RIGHT!
had my ass stucked on the chair starring into the computer screen since then
talked to koh huirong ( like finally ! )
she made me soo excited and high early in the morning!
can't wait for tjco concert at night, not only because bff ly is playing but bcause i'm seeing alot of cchmsco people, which will make my day ! later i'm gonna go SP t play badminton! gosh, i never touch that sport since, IDK when! i can't even find my racket ): hahahahaha omgosh-
alright, will update more later @ night..till then..
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back from concert and dinner @ lps
went t sam's house this afternoon he passed me wang se's recordings! haha
thn headed over t sp for badminton with xq j ivan and nick
it was FUN (: we sld do that more often! ahhh! and i have this really bad wound that was caused by the abrasion of my poor index finger and th racket ): so my fingers have 3 plasters altogether.
anws, after that we went over t SCH for TJCO concert. bought ly this chocolate tulip thing, BUT YEA. as always, that chocolate part dropped off ): hahaha! but oh wells, you know i love you right ly ? <3!
concert was alright, abit of disappointments from th soloistsss but shant elaborate. was happy that i saw alot of people! BFFS FROM PRIMARY SCHOOL liping xinhuan manhua were there! (: !
wanglong and peiyan were damn funny . (ok random)
after concert went t have dinner, thn went home.
alright here's th funny part, AGAIN- IDK why funny things happen t jeremy
he acc me t jurong east cause someone was suppose t stay over at SP for th river raft thing th next day which is less than 12 hours later. uhuh-
then he wanted t go over th other side of th platform t check out if there's still train back t dover from jurong east. thn he entered th middletrain(THE MIDDLE TRACK @ JURONGEAST, if u get what i mean) CAUSE he needs t get over the OTHER SIDE....so yea, instead of using the escalator....
BUT BUT BUT! hahaha when he entered, thn it says "DOORS CLOSING..." damn funny tried t squeeze his way through but, ATTEMPT FAILED cause he was blocked by so many people. so took all th way t bukit batok then cab t SP
- quite funny. hahahahaha
alright, need t wake up early tmr to go clark quay, so i better sleeeep early tooo since someone's giving me morning call . goooooood night people!

love, yq

i love you more than barney spongebob and patrick <3


woke up by my stupid stomachache this morning ):
skipped cats and soccer tday.
went over SP t meet jeremy then headed for geco.
geco
went macs with him vick and ivan
headed home
walked in the rain
& here i am (:

so you can pretty much tell how mundane life is .
i'm not sad dont worry (: just tired. as in literally.
let me try t think about special stuffs that happened tday.
hmmmmmmmms.... alright nothing, I THINK
its funny when you're able t make me smile for the stupidest and weirdest reasons or even with no reasons at all. so retarded! oh wells (: hahahahaha
looooove you & all <3

-yq


Thursday, May 17, 2007
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just had dinner, well mummy cooked! some prawn-fish-wildmushroom-chillli-spicy-thing (: i swear it was so hot that me & my sis were like, OMGOSH. she's bloated now anyways, damn funny.
after school went met j and we went t queensway ! hahahahaha wanted t buy FBT. then we sat at ulu macs which has no WIRELESS. shared th macflurry&saltless fries (: talked and left that ulu place. this is the funny part. we were waiting for bus t bring us back t where we came from(queenstownmrt) suppose t take 51 but super duper blur me saw a 61 and i actually boarded it! i remembered wrongly ): ! 51 &61 not much of a difference! but j was like " 51's SBS and 61's SMART leh! " so yea, my bad. alighted at some place after holland V. then we WALKED all the way to bounavista mrt. srsly it was so humid i was PERSPIRING while j was SWEATING. hahaha . so so relieved t be in the train, cause its AIR-CON! heh heh. then we took the train t jurong east and change another train. :D pooor j was so sleeeeeepy ): ! tsssssk
then i was kinda irritated by these two northlight students, tried t take picture/video of me/us i dont know. and its so damn freaking obvious. so i was like STARING AT THEM and gave them THAT-LOOK( if you know what i mean )thn j exclaimed something loudly, which i forgot what was it. but oh wells. hahaha we're NICE people who dont bear grudges. went home- and here and i am...
thanks for the strong hands and arms for me to grab without fail (: HAHAHAHAHA
dont know what t do if you were not there, srsly, i may just land flat on my ass or smthing. and i have a GOOD BALANCE okays. alrights, maybe not but i shall practice balancing. <3!
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isn't peizi aka cow the cutest and lamest thing on earth (:
you just made my smile! i chance upon ths picture on pztan's friendster and i was laughing and smiling to myself! our dearest chemist and my tutor for chem! pulled me from a F9 to....okays not really good but well, satisfied results. i really missssss you !
alright, so who's gonna tell me there arent reasons in the world t make you smile? because i just did ^^ and there are many more.
i chose t live my life, the way i want to.
i'm happy being me. so, love me for who i am and not what i try to be..you know sometimes i just can't control myself but ill try t be someone i am not, sometimes its because i need to accomodate, sometimes its because i'm tired being me. but you will always pull me back, reminding me my loves and hates. (: so i snapped out, trying to be someone i'm not. thank god for all the angels in disguise, srsly :D

love, yq <3


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

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i have nothing much to update about my mundane life ):
quite busy recently ... i'm stlll trying t memorize the stupid peptidoglycan thing. omgosh- like why do we need t know what has N-Acetylglucosamine and N-Acetylmuramic acid gotta do with the stupid cell membrane. i just think long names are pretty cool. but i'm not cool with having t memorize it. ): !! srsly, remember t congratulate me if i do see u tmr. like lets say, 4pm? i just can't wait till school ends tmr! cause that means weekends are here AGAIN! i'm sorry for repeating whatever i've said last week and last last week. but yea, its that feeling every week! that time passes so quickly! i'm so serious, but dont you wish that time would just stop sometimes? oh wells- ! there's nothing much t update yet ive typed so much rubbish. haha it needs some skills too alrights (:
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alrights, feeeling stressed cause i'm cramming every little informtions into my head now hoping that it'd be stored there under "LONG TERM MEMORY" microbiology's sucha killer anyways.
i was feeling so cranky and i was giving that i-dont-wanna-talk-look again. tell me its pms so i have a reason t feel like that. but i know since there's no reason for me to not be happy, then b happy! :) right?
thank you for trying to cheeeer me up ! i was like a gazillon times happier after i talked t you (: yays! <3
mummy's coming back tday, promised j that i shall not t have any major/minor quarrell with her this time. imma goooood girl!
oks, i was just taking a breather after cramming all those microbio stuffs. back to mugging. GO YQ!

love, yq
-i love sunshine


omgosh, save me cause i'm cramming my pooor head with microbio stuffs now
): i'm wanna sleep so badly but i know if i sleep now i'm so gonna struggle tmr!
and math is like still uncomplete. so yea ):
i'll just do my best for that test on thursday and pray that everything goes well. HAHA that is if i can remember whatever i've studied. :)

- please dont take my sunshine away <3!


Tuesday, May 15, 2007
today was a rather nice day apart from th few hours in school
so like, sq(labpartner) & i were rushing, PRACTICING SPEEED during IPC prac today. it was damn funny. we were the first grp to finish. but guess what. we pipetted the wrong volume. so we were like, oh shit! hahaha then th teacher kept laughing at us. omgosh-
then...jeremy came over waited till lesson's over and we went to cchms to collect my o levels cert (: saw alot of familiar faces in schoool after collecting the cert, went to look for my darling juniors, they were, well...doing some serious business. but ended up gossiping most of the time! tsk! =D after that acc j back to sp since he has some meeting with his classmates or something. someone ended up sleeeeeeeping for 30mins and did nothing! while i was trying to study microbio while listening to songs. which FAILED. heh heh
- anws, THANKS FOR THE DOUGHNUT (:
after that we met sam at jurong east ! haha has been a long while since i saw him. didn't change alot, but well, maybe his hair is wheeeeee longer than before. vick came along too. so we just sat there and talked. well as usual, sam did most of the talkings . oh oh xq got her new qin already! yays ^^ arent u happy? haha
then we talked until 7+ and went home. vick took th other line and jere took with me. played puzzle bobble ! alighted at marsiling and we sat there and talk and do stupid stuffs. omgosh -_- hahahahaha but it was funny.
then after missing a few trains j decided t leave. but pooor him, got stranded at angmokio haha! cause it ends there. awwwwww nontheless bet he's practicing at home now, RIGHT (:

i shall be nicee, so here goes. thank you for all the little stuffs today.
never knew such small actions can mean so much.
i smiled because of many reasons, and one of the reasons is prolly bcause of you (: / <3

love, yq


Monday, May 14, 2007
helllo, MY HOT AND SEXY SHOE KILLED ME TDAY.
i had this super bad blistery fooot. and i walked barefooted after school and towards the way home. really couldnt stand it! spastic, i know. haha
anyways, i DRAGGED my ass to school today. (not monday blues) but badd's having monday's blue though (: cheeer up yo! had physio presentation today. was INPROMTU, thank god eye-candy eddie ong was kind enough to not ask me any questions. alrighty, it was ok i think. OK FOR INPROMTU. haha
lunch at alumni clubhouse was HORRIBLE. it took them 35 minutes to send me my sirlion-rubber-steak. i swear it tasted like rubber and th steak sold in the coffeeshop downstairs is like a million times nicer. everyone finished eating.. thn mine came. THANKS BADD FOR EATING SLOWER today .yays
MICROBIO PRAC TODAY WAS HAVOC.
with neo clarence and cc as bench mates. haha its omgosh-
first partner, cc had to ditch me cause of his interview thing ):
i had to do FIVE -5 ! stupid smear myself. and i actually stained my fingers and labcoat! plus plus plus plus i kinda burnt my finger cause i was poked by the innoculating hoop. its HOT- alright, we were scolded or rather. NEO was scolded by th teacher cause he was playing afool . omgosh. haha it was crazaye. spraying ethanol to spirit lamp. haha! but it was damn cool. neo's sucha slut. tsk and CC, i'm NOT BIMBO PLEASE. must be the shoes. tsk!
after that we were late for IPC lecture. drkueh became smarter and locked the BACKDOOR so we cant run away. BUT guess what, 3/4 of the class still ran away after 1 hour during the break. haha so much for class spirit (: we ran through the FRONT DOOR BTW. haha its not as if we sneaked out.
thats bad ! i shall try to LISTEN DURING LECTURES! i dont wanna fail this module! ): okoks. i will listen and be a goooooood girl, I PROMISE. ( cause i hear someone nagging already ) sorta. if you get what i mean, which i dont think you do. but OH WELLS. (:
i didnt have my pancake today ): i shall kick the habit of eating pancakes from canteen 1 before badd and cc gives me THAT-FACE again. whats wrong with pancakes? haha and apple-orange. omgosh i'm gonna like, drink that tmr !
going back cchms t get o level cert tmr! oh man oh man. haha i miss chungcheng! the lake, the cheeeeeeeena-buildings, the loveliest and cutest and craziest juniors i can ever ask for, the teachers and everything there. lovely memories, really <3
love, yq


I cannot help it I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me

Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved

And I feel you holding me

Oh, oh
And when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone

And I'd rather be in love
Yes, I'd rather be in love
Oh, I'd rather be in love with you

And I feel you holding me, oh

- the lyrics (:



haha! this is a funny pic but cute (:
jere's eyes are closed or it'd be picture perfect ! haha
ok, someone's eyes are finally opened.
i love you steph! pretty
steph nick & i <3
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2nd attempt(FAILED) cause i fell .....alright no comments!
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HAPPY BIRHDAY IVAN! :)
@ the station waiting for train. and we missed ONE train to take this pic. thanks to?? haha JEREMY WONG.
anyways, this is damn funny. cause sam called j while we're watching a walk to remember. so we kinda paused it. and this was the scene we paused at. we were like OMGOSH- hahhahaa!
SWEEET <3 i love her voice. and shane west is cute (:


i'm back, i'm tired and since i'm nice i shall blog about today.
went to church in the morning, was late, took cab. i woke up at 9! omgosh-
anws, service was good tday cause it was really funny (:
after service went t tekka as usual...yada yada etc etc...those usual stuffs we did
then 'chilled' at jere's grandparent's place again. sat there and sang songs!
we were blasting...well sorta, haha!
we decided on what t do for the day, since its ivan's birthday.
so we went DG, played arcade. omgosh steph and i bought this white and red heels each, we're gonna like take turns wearing it. (: haha! i've cut the furry-thing on the red one already! so its pretty now. anws, after arcade chilled at TCC. omgosh- i swear that "TIBITS" (inside joke) was sucha bitch and a hag. urgh! haha but poor her was bitched by jere , right at her face.it was super funny. then we went t buy stuffs and headed to novena t meet dearest xueqi and nick, oh and jonathan came along too! hahahahaha, sat at BK cause xq has t leave early ): OMGOSH, did i mention how i love(love) michelle branch's song lyrics <3 uhuh, then after xq and jonathan left we went over to ivan's (:!
WATCHED TWO MOVIES, A WALK TO REMEMBER & BRING IT ON
it was super funny. and awtr was so damn sweet and touching <3 i watched it the 2nd time. hehe...well the first was on YOUTUBE btw.
dinner was chickenrice and hokkienmee, yums. (:
and i knocked my head on the table while trying t stand up ): !!!
nick left soon after. then we brought out the cake and sang ivan a birthday song. he was so spastic! tsk-
TOOK PICTURES! well, i will upload it tmr or smthing. sorry ):
i'm quite lazy and tired now. haha
i hope ivan had a meaningful birthday, well, SPENT WITH US.
had my fair share of laughter and joy today, i think i'll die tmr during physio presentation. i feel screwed~ oh wells! pray for me!

love, me

i suck at keeping my own feelings, seriously. ):
i love you <3


Saturday, May 12, 2007
<3 !



me nick xq (:
this was like, ages ago! nick took sucha spastic picture of me. tsk!
the thing we were doing today.
NIC! hahaha omg you're so retarded
attempt t use the timer (: yays!
the pretty fountain at CHJIMES

anws the place is damn nice !


right, these are SOME OF THE PICTURES WE TOOK (: heh heh had fun

well, went t school early in th morning for CATS proj discussion. seriously quite waste of time and i literally dragged my ass to school..i was freaking tired! then went over SP t meet XUEQI. and i " ommmmm-ed " for 1 hour ! i've reached a higher level of stone-ing. ! STONE-ING IS AN ART! its not easy okay. then met nick at BUGIS! hahahaha shopped around went karl heng to get jiaobu. ate sakae. and i had THREEEEEE EBI FRY! omgosh- i know i'm not supose t eat prawns(right ly) but yea. haha its tooo nice for me to resist it... after that sent xq t work! CHIJMES is a pretty nice place, seriously.there, i almost died-ed when i almost slipped and fell again! haha i think i scared the shit outta nick. but he was like laughing and laughing. -_- evil! & NICK WAS SUCHA BITCH TODAY! tsk tsk... haha

hmmms then met steph jere at dg (: they played the arcade. wellls, being proud of my school(ahem) i wore the PE tshirt and got chased out TWICE. the 2nd time that woman was behind of me and i was like " omgosh, she's behind me! " to steph, and i ran out! hahaha i swear she was STARRING. oh wells! hahaha steph's damn evil today, cause she kept laughing, for the weirdest reasons. that butt crash hurts ! tsk tsk. anws, went starbucks when NICK spilled, wait no, or rather.. SPLAT MILK on MEEEE ): ! hahaha TWICE. it was super funny! heh heh.

shoped around PS, nothing much, jere tried t search for pants , but it was in vain. awww dont worry .. QUEENSWAY! hahaha :) then we went to SAKAE, AGAIN. dont ask me why and if i'm going to sakae again tmr, i'm sooo gonna puke. after that, went back t arcade again, couldnt go in so i sat at the stairs and read my jodi picoult's TENTH CIRCLE which i have yet to complete SINCE LAST YEAR. haha! then they came out and we talked and stuffs... went back shopping cause jere wanted t get his mom some mother's day present! hahahah. body shop makes me feel like bathing, seriously. haha! anws. weather was so hot and humid though it rained, and i felt so damn sticky today, super gross. ): after that we went home! i was so tired ! but now i'm energetic again, weird .

sorry to keep you guys waiting today ): felt so guilty. but you know i love youss, right steph (: HAHA!
i love xq,jere,steph&nick for making my day though i'm really really tired. haha but i had my laughs tday (: <3

before i forget, HAPPY SWEET 16TH IVAN!

and mom, if you're reading this that is( which i dont think so ) HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY! since you're like overseas now, guess ill just send an e-card or something. HAHA (: i love you mom! though yo're kinda unreasonable sometimes. but still, heh heh <3>
-love,yq

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