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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

changed my blogskin cause i was too tired of seeing the same thing everyday.
today's a VERY boring day, nothing much to talk about
pretty no-life oks. D: how sad!
has been raining the whole afternoon, too lazy to get outta th house to meet ly
rain never fails to remind me of jenny and steph D: oh man!
its weird how people like to make life more complicated
simplicity serenity genuinity( if there's sucha word) haha!
more of these, less problems less worries less sadness..
but life's a paradox. like it or hate it, we still have to live with it
short post today, got no inspiration or whatsoever to keep me writing on.
or perhaps today's really BORING. and i dont wanna bore you guys tooooo much
:D have fun people, tmr's yet another boring day

^^ love y`all

" My tears have been my food day and night. While they continually say to me, 'where is your god? ' "
psalm 42:3

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

woke up, watch tv, went to school to settle some admin stuffs, so like i officially withdrew from school as of tday.
was watching aquamarine, quite nice. argh i so wanna live in a house by the beach
even though tht means my yangqin will either rot by the moisture or decompose
ahh i love the beach, just damn beautiful and pretty !
hehehehehehe, yea in my dreams :(
" love is something closest to magic... "
anyway i'm damn bored now with nothing to do. zzzz
maybe i sld just work in the cc with wanhua and cheegake. 6bucks an hour
or maybe. DEREK'S DAD COMPANY. and i'l end up being a maid.
sweeping the floor. zomg!
gonna watch A LOT LIKE LOVE LATER :D !
right, so like i wanna watch ALOT OF MOVIES like epic(though they say its not v nice) NORBIT and DREAMGIRLS! ASK ME OUT ! i'm like super freeeee now D:
hehe i bought marshmellow today ^^ yum yum

i'll pray for you :)
oh ! love y`all !

* drum rolls please *
the great production of cchmsco !
happy belated CNY .

cute juniors, nice seniors ! and omg tzw the NGs ! ok damn funny
but i think my reputation is totally screwed . ahhhhh!
hehe :D love cchmsco jiayou juniors!

Monday, February 26, 2007

its crazaye to be blogging so many times a day, but heck.
anyway, ok firstly i have to say tht i may not be able to prioritise stuffs very well too but at least i know what i need to do and what I SHOULD BE DOING.
and i really dont like people getting all jealousy about some stuffs.
its super childish
and some people are just being ultra mega irritating. you came without anyone asking. and now you're acting like, i dont know, beyond words.
and just by typing this sentence is an insult to my intelligence( not implying tht i'm some smart ass or whatsoever. but yea ^^ )
i dont hate you, but i just dont like you..alot
bcause its really tiring to be hating someone 24/7, so zzz

this video brings back alot of memories D:
miss my harmonians lot!

right, so like many years from now, willl we stilll look at this video and smile?
!! i know i will !!

SUREEPORN HO YIQING, stop being and acting like some emo shit. :D

once upon a time, 18 people embarked on a journey to a place called istana
these young warriors have no idea what's gonna happen and where on earth is this place, istana. they wonder if it has anything gotta do with iguanas.
all they know is they have a mission to fulfill, THREEHOURS of nonstop craps.
here goes....
the pass to the 'sacred' place

upon reaching, they were amazed by the 'beauty' of the place.
as though aliens on foreign ground.. well, they decided to take pictures!

after some time, with a touch of magic, PEOPLE APPEARED AND FLOODED THE PLACE

but it was so boring, so they decided to take MORE pictures

xiaole & I , preeety sky ^^

oh loook ! its yq xiaole and pmgoh :)
well, my face is too retarded loooking in that picture, so i had to ...ya :)
( u know what i mean :x )
this picture caused us alot of sweat and stitch(from laughing too much)
cause xiaole had to elbow her way through the freaking crowd
zzz :p

& this pic is damn funny la, look at the one at the LEFT.
we were about to take this picture when some unknown ran out of nowhere!
and just so nice tht she was caught IN THE MIDDLE :D
then we decided to take another one after our laughs.
damn cute right!

as light turn into darkness, these young warriors were extremely exhausted~!
but at the same time, they bcame extremely CRAZAYE.

told ya, 'aliens' on foreign ground :D
ok, i'm damn sad tht my face is always blocked by the stupid reflection. D:

well, end of the day, had alot of interesting experience, these warriors survived!

i love these crazy people!

and this is my favouritest POD (FYI, its picture-of the-day ^^ )

derek me and jessica

DEREK KOH, photographer of the day heeeheeeeee

so cute right!

& they left this pretty place with alot of laughters

(:

lots of love, me

" hey patrick! i'm so bored, lets play scissor-paper-stone! lets play lets play lets play lets play!!!!! "

" DUUUUUUUUH.......................... "

p/s : damn bored now. haha

Sunday, February 25, 2007

today, woke up super early.
thought i was late but someone was later. made me wait for 20MINUTES (ahem)
" Walk by faith, not by sight " :D so people, close your eyes when walking oks.
service was quite ok today, not very boring. amused by some people.
had lunch @ usual place, ee meeeeeeeee. DAMN FULL ( you'll know what i mean ltr )
then rushed for ge prac! i was AN HOUR LATE.
xiaole called to ask me help her buy lunch @ macs, i was NICE so i helped
then derek msged saying SHUNTA GOH has a SEVERE BACKPAIN! i was like oh man!
so i rushed to watson and bought yoko yoko for him, quite worried cause derek said it was SEVERE, so i was wondering how severe it was .
i LOST MY MONEY LA D: then i was rushing like shit, argh! ran out watson attempt to dig in my bag hoping i can find some notes or coins tht add up to 6 bucks so POOR ME can afford to buy yokoyoko for shunta. YAYS ^^ managed to dig a few bucks out
rush rush rush, prac abit, then got ready to go istana already.
ATE MY 2ND LUNCH AT CC oks. PINEAPPLE FRIED RICE. zomg you have no idea how full i was after tht D:
@ istana , STUPID damn humid and we had to perform under a tent
thank god i was under the freaking fan! hehe, played songs
leehsienloong came, then mm lee, then pm goh, then president came.
ok, the part about playing the songs is BORING.
interesting part is during the break, we went to th area where everyone was eating
xiaole me derek jessica stanley :p walked around eating AGAIN.( bloated after tht)
then derek had to THROW OUR FACES BY ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS. omg !
hehe infront of MPs and those PA people.
we actually wanted to take picture with leehsienloong but yea, the queue was too long and time was running. so we saw pm goh, me and xiaole wanted to take a picture with him.
this is the funny part. OMG! we tried to push our way through la, like so many ppl wanna take pic with him. then when we were infront already.
some aunty asked US to help them take pic and passed us the camera.
argh! we were damn frustrated already, after waiting for so long. hehe
but WE NEVER GAVE UP
so the brave xiaole mustered her courage and said " PM LEE CAN WE TAKE A PICTURE WITH YOU ? " he just SMILED and said YES SURE.
- LIKE FINALLY - then we were all LAUGHING LIKE SHIT LA.
anyway, PICTURES WILL BE UP TMR. abit lazy to upload now :p
took TONS OF PICTURES ^^
( anticipate ok! )

gossiped with derek and gang after that :D
oh ya, derek lost his shirt at the cc and the indian man found it.
random but yea.
went home took a cab shared with derek ^^
the police at istana are SO LAME. haha
and istana is actually very pretty at night !
that was my day, quite fun :)

tmr's the day of th istana performance, 3 hours of pure torture
but still going t church in th morning :D
anyway, today went cchmsco in th morning and met jere and ivan at dg
USUAL HANGOUT, arcade. zzz! and xq slept and met us at GE instead! our neoprints!
then went to cc and prac prac prac . they kept suan-ing me like nobody's business
so evil, especially xq and jeremywong, ivan also abit. d:
I'M OUT WITH STUPID AND SLOW PEOPLE THAT .... cause me to be slower than usual
but aiya, talking to people like jeremy is an insult to my intelligence.
did stupid stufffs again, and keep banging into things. URGH
now i have a small bruise on my leg D: ( i'm not accident prone la oks. th problem lies with you not me ^^ ) so i sld keep a distance...... HAHA
beeeach .

i like this picture. jeremy me ivan & xueqi :D

hahahahhaa, US again, minus jeremywong. that anti-social retarded porcupine

and had sakae with xiaole @ heeren :P eh! i didnt know heeren has sakae oks.
right, now i know. haha

hehe, my STANDARD TICKETS, trying to collect them cause i thought i couldnt get the deposit . then a miracle happened ! jeremy put in the card and it worked, i got my deposits! OMG i think th machine at woodlands isnt really working , cheat my feelings, i was so traumatized when i couldnt get back my deposit oks D: haha

jeremywong if you're jealous tht your pic isn't upthere.......
HERE'S ONE SPASTIC PIG OF YOU :)
UNCLE LA PLEASE. hahaha

enough of pictures before anyone slaps me .
gonna go sleep already, gotta wake up early tmr, hope i wont be late. ^^
-LOVE YOU YOU YOU AND YOOOU

Saturday, February 24, 2007

shit, stomach feels weird its not as if i never had my dinner
I HAD OKS @ pepperlunch. weird.
" i think my stomach has a hole, i'm dying sooon "
ahhhh bleass me.
BTW
there's this freaking beetle thats in the study room now, and u know how much i HATE FLYING STUFFS, ESPECIALLY INSECTS LIKE BUTTEFLY DRAGONFLY BEETLES..
i'm gonna seek refuge in my room .like NOW.!

mum's nagging shit now. >=(
just came back from ge not long ago. hahaha cause slacked at macs with xq jere and ivan. :P anyway today was a crazaye day
(still nagging, yakking non-stop)
was too bored so went to SP to look for jeremy and xq :D since he's having his audition. so yea
then they started practicing their gig songs. and i was either stoneing or doing rubbish, like playing pinball on xq's labtop, and writing rubbish and creating rubbish pictures :P well i was BORED. all the way until 3+ oks!
aiya, and they were laughing at how WOLS i was the whole freaking day, how nice D:
i'm not la, look who's talking man. zzzz
after that we went to town had PEPPERLUNCH! hahahahhahahaha
then shopped around taka. walk walk walk damn TIRED.
went for ge, quite boring, cant wait for nxt week. reason, WE'RE REUNITING like FINALLY~
thn suppose to shop for nick's present toooo :D then ge at night cause th other grp performing and we're gonna prac. haha.

YOU KNOW, no you dont.
i'm superly duperly bored now. right end here.
NIGHTS ALL <3

Thursday, February 22, 2007

back from ge practice.
was late and was suppose to meet xiaole @ 5pm, and 5pm i was still near my house
REASON BEING, i FORGOT MY WALLET. dangs! i was still laughing at xiaole cause she told me she forgot her wallet too...
ended up cabbing to heeren, 14.50 BUCKS ok D: i'm super broke
ok reason why i'm broke. I SPENT 30 BUCKS AT SAKAE.
koh xiaole ~! hehe yea la we ate alot and xiaole had no money so i had to pay everything. seee, i'm nice :)
practice was, quite boring, maybe bcause i'm feeling quite SICK .
hehe. OH YA. then derek's parent fetch me home.
ANYWAY, this is the funny part.
bcause me xiaole and jeanette are going home and we were thinking whether to cab or to take the train, then i remembered derek! :D so we ask him if he can fetch us
oh man, but he say his dad drove the mini car instead of the usual 7seater one. ( to save petrol ) SO he was like, there's no way we can squeeze so many ppl behind cause his mom is there too. thus he can only fetch one person, HE KEPT TEMPTING ME la. zzz
but me being nice dont wanna ps xiaole and jeanette so we walked out.
SAW HIS DAD AND MOM AND THEIR CAR. hehehehehehe . uncle's damn nice offered us a ride. but we saw the car and the number of people. we really DOUBT we can squeeze in
but well, HE INSISTED. =P
so ME DEREK XIAOLE JEANETTE STANLEY UNCLE AUNTY all squeezed into the small car :D
( look who's the man! )
and i was in a YOGA POSITION LA, leg was half dangling in the air, so dots.
lying down behind aunty. zzz
BUT IT WAS FUN. hahaha!
:)

SIGH, i was quite...... ( indescribable feeling )
when aunty asked me what marks i got and where am i going.
i said i got like 12 and 8 after bonus, she was like. WHY ARE YOU GOING POLY
so wasted. wth D: right told myself not to be affected already. so yea
I'M ALRIGHT :D tmr will be better cause its FRIDAY . prolly going school to hand in the withdraw form IF I CAN WAKE UP that is. =P

bye people. night night
to those that are still not sleeping, GO SLEEEP ! :)
for me, i'll continue my DATE WITH A VAMPIRE after american idol
hehehehehehe . love y`all
-hugs!

poooor alfred is sick D: get well soon oks ^^
anyway i overslept thats why i'm at home now. I'M GUILTY i promised atiqah and sarah to come today but i didnt, felt even worst when i told them i'm gonna withdraw soon.
i'm damn sad la, you know they're like my gossiping partners, really REALLY will miss them so so SOOOO much.
i think computers are stupid, and playing uno with the computer is so dumb, BECAUSE I KEEEEEP LOSING and the computers keep winning( right? i bet mimi will agree )
HAHAHA! its so freaking hot now. SO SO SO HOT.
omg i'm melting. AHHHHH i'm typing craps now...
have not been eating proper meals since the start of CNY.
COUGH COUGH SNEEZE SNEEZE. argh! down with cough, DANGS! i wanna go KBOX again one la. ohoh and headache D: how nice.
guess what my breakfast lunch dinner have been PINEAPPLE TARTS. ! =x
later gonna meet xiaole @ somerset before going for geco prac. HEHE
jere's having his audition tmr! hope everything goes well ^^ jiayou! ~

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

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p/s: mimi~! if you're reading this.hahahaha i know you'll make your right choice
so dont worry so much la oks! :)
do what you like and stick with it, dont be so indecisive. it'll only make things worst. remember " if god is for you, who can be against you? " ?
smile, hate to see you bothered by this thing due to your indecisiveness
:D :D :D :D :D

>=( !
omg i was freaked out just now la okays
i'm like alone at home, and just now, i was ATTEMPTING TO BAKE CAKE.
i was happily mixing the thing, and preheated the freaking oven.
THEN "TICK" electricity tripped. OMG OMG I WAS SO SCARED LA!
then msged xq ! freak i didnt know what to do!
then i remember my mom loooking at the box thing.
so i looked at it too, and saw tht one of the thing is at the opposite direction
i WANTED TO push it up so tht its the same direction. BUT I DAMN SCARED I'LL GET AN ELECTRIC SHOCK or smthing laaaa. haha!
then i mustered my courage ( yiqing's a brave girl alright )
and pushed it back, damn hard la oks. then TADAAAAH
LIGHTS ARE BACK COMPUTER ON, EVERYTHING, EXCEPT THE FREAKING OVEN.
i was DAMN SAD OKAYS, you got no idea how much i anticipate baking.
RIGHT, I CAN COOOOOOOK oks :D
just bought my dinner, so pathetic, having it alone :D
anyway, REWATCHING MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE, zomg i love that show okays :)
kuangtianyou and maxiaoling are like the cutest couple. but its damn sad, i remeber crying like shit when i thought maxiaoling died la okays D:
hehe, right go EAT ! will be back i think :p miss me !

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

hehe here are the pictures as promised :D not all but yea kinda summarise my day and stuffs like tht. STILL WAITING FOR TZW to send me th stuffs we took tday! haha

hehe, this is my cute little littlest cousin :D
she brightened my day and i hope yours too!
damn cute right!

anyway, this was what happened during our CNY reunion at grandma's house :D!
cousins are cute, this is our YEARLY TRADITION, vivien will lead everyone into a amusing and interesting LION DANCE . and that picture on th 2nd row last column ...
i asked her what the hell was it! and she said " OH, its a smiley face. the '88' are the eyes, it means 'FA FA' in chinese. its good luck la! " how cute right, I KNOW! FYI, vivien's the one with me in the picture! lol, super hyper active kiddo. :p

and this was the mass bai-nianing pictures we took tday.
look at how cute alfred is! and yes DDR is fun fun fun !
i was quite freaked out by mingda's german shepherd. but still i wanna take a pic with it cause its super hmmmmmms. 'MAN-LY' haha. aiya you get the idea.
right, i think i look stupid and retarded in most of the pic. zzz.

YES, THATS THE BROOOTHERS!
AARON ALFRED EDWIN, edwin's damn cute! hahahahhahaa

know you're sick of my face, but still YES. hahahahahaha! yours truly :D
what i wore yesterday when i went out .
dangs, i just realise everyone is CUTE TO ME.
ahhhhhhhh, hahahaha but cute people always make my day though :D
yays. ! okok fine ivan, i can hear your " oh cute means ugly but funny " so yea, ADORABLE . baaabaaaablack sheeeep.

^^

today was fun, i woke up early la oks :D !
so my mom and dad flew overseas already, i'm the only one at home
damn scary la, cause sis bro and maid went to my dad's shop to help out today
MASS BAI-NIAN-ING today with cchmsco people.
ARENT YOU GUYS JEALOUS THAT I GOT ROCKING FRIENDS ! (:
first stop was at TZW'S PLACE, hehe WE HAD A NEW PRODUCTION WILL POST IT UP ASAP, WHEN TZW POST IT UP ON YOUTUBE :D damn funny, and I'M IN IT! my FIRST production oks!
then we went over to ALFRED and AARON'S house! damn cute la edwin :D!
hehee took pictures, will post it when tzw sends me everything
anyway, ALFRED LOOKS SO CUTE TODAY!
next stop, ly's house, played TWISTER, zomg i'm damn bad at that game >=(
then we went to mingda's house, HIS GERMAN SHEPHARD IS SUPER NICE, damn BIG AND DAMN CUDDLY, took pictures with it too! upload ltr, its in my phone, damn lazy la oks
ate alot too, hehe his mom and dad are quite friendly had fun laughing at th dumb variety show tht was showing some supposedly " SUNSHINE HUNKS " in this contest. but THEY WERE PATHETIC, LIKE SERIOUSLY.
oh oh, then we went to JESS'S HOUSE! omg damn fun oks
we were so sad that the Dancedancerevolution mat couldnt work initially. DANGS! but YIQING DIDNT GIVE UP, and later, JESS'S BRO SAVED THE DAY! so the battery was flat, thats why. SEE LY must be tht time u guys went over during christmas and finish the batt. hehe anyway DDR WAS DAMN FUN, at least AT LEAST, we didnt MALU ourselves like how i did in the ARCADE OKS. ! :D it helps to burn calories too, damn coool
I WANT A DDR MAT FOR BIRTHDAY! anyone kind soul, i promise i'll be REALLY nice to you :D hehe.
the guys played twister AGAIN. hehe
oh we had chocolate fondue at the end of the day :D yummy GRAPES
omg, I CAN REALLY FINISH A WHOLE BUNCH OF GRAPES! and ended up BLOATED.
dangs! so the whole day was full of FUN CRAP LAUGHTER FOOD !
i love cchmsco, i love my juniors. :D

love youuuuuu <3
hugs and kisses.

Monday, February 19, 2007

so sleeepy now. just now was having sugar rush, and now i'm damn tired.
right, went out with xq jere and ivan tday :D
played arcade, went KBOX! then jere had to leave for his grandparent's hse.
bleahs, but we were all so tired.
hehe went high on the songs towards the end la, and the guys had to complain about th lack of english songs on the playlist. oh ok, not the guys or rather mr jeremy wong. laughing our heads off when xq attempted to direct translate the lyrics of the songs, some sounded really wrong and it was SUPER FUNNY i was laughing and rolling like seriously la. d: was quite fun. love to go high with those crazaye people. screaming and screaming but amazingly we didnt lose our voices. haa!
ivan's going crazy over huayang too. crazy guy. hahahaha!
anyway i think jiro is alot adorable-r than wuzun. d:

" but only love can say, try again or walk away
but i belive, for you and me, the sun will shine one day"
something about you made me smile ^^
sometimes its quite tiring, but something made it worth while.hahaha
bet u guys dont know what i'm talking about so dont bother.
i think i'm fine. so yea =)

p/s: read jenny nieh's email to me just now, and i cried like buckets( right.. haha!)
miss her so so much, hope she's doing fine. i wanna see her again la.
nini, LOVE YOU MANY MANY.
hugs and kisses!

p/p/s: ask me out tmr! its SO BORING

Sunday, February 18, 2007

this song is a must click
its the song my group is playing now for geco. DAMN NICE
a tango piece.

dots

hehe =P

haha reunion dinner yesterday was amusing, wasnt really that bad :D
my lovely and cute cousins cheered me up and made me laugh like crazy
yes i know i've got alot of cute people in my life, like my juniors cousins friends :) I AM VERY BLESSED
oh and people who are willing to act retarded and 'spastic' tgether with me, people who are willing to hear my whinings. thank god for you guys
I REALLY WANNA ADD PICTURES took lots of pictures yesterday
" can i can i? please please please please please ....okay, what about pretty please ? "
hehe, i'm a happy girl.

right watched this show yesterday at 1am, louis koo's in it. {hotness}
haha you guys know i dont go googoogaagaa over guys, but louis koo and edison chen are the exceptions. ^^
made me realise that this thing called love, tiring interesting saddeneing heartwrenching sweeeet. if love is so tiring and saddening sometimes why would anyone fall in love, bcause of one minute of sweetness ? why get into a relationship at this age when you know that you wont get marry with the guy you are with now, when you know that its companionship tht you yearn? some may not agree with what i've said, but i will never get into a relationship just for the sake of companionship or the fear of lonliness. to you, i'm sorry
sadly, thats what i see in relationships amongst teenagers these days
there's this quote " that guy may cause me to have a second of adrenal rush, for a split second my face turned red and hot, my heart thumping so loudly. On the other hand, there's this guy that i feel oh so comfortable with each time we hang out. we laugh and have a hell lot of time but we're more of good-friends. " ( note that this is a quote directly translated from chinese ) hahahahahaha! which one will you choose?
i'll rather be with someone i'm comfortable with, having hell lot of fun and stuffs like that.
bcause sparkles dont last forever, soon they will fade away and you'll find that, hey! he's not the one...how silly of me
hahaha it will be soooo amusing to have your face blushing each time u see your guy . and imagine your heart keeps thumping when you're going out with him. better pray that you have a strong heart or you'll probably cant take the pressure. d:

>=( so bored. been eating and eating and eating like a pig.
mimi dont u dare say me cause i bet a lollipop you ate like 10 buckets of rice right :D
oh people have fun oks!

p/s: JENNY NIEH CHIH NING, its your 18th birthday, i love you so much. missed you many many. hope you're having fun in taiwan and come back soon, i love nini <3 - big hug-
kisses ^^

Saturday, February 17, 2007

right, TEXTS. i think i'm banned from posting pictures for ONE WEEK already D: hahahaha before someone starts a strike.
anyway, i really really dont like renuion dinners, not being anti-social or whatever . but YA . just dont like it. well except for the gooood foood
oh and i missed my grandpa alot <3
haha i miss speaking in hakka :D ! i know how to speak my dialect ok.

i dont know why, but that feeling keeps coming back whenever people say " hey.which school are you going ? "
me " ohh i'm not going to a jc, hmmm poly taking bms"
them " omg why? u sld go to a jc, you'll suit jc more. i thought u said u wanna go to acjc."
me " haha, ya "
-smile- marks the end of conversation.
then i'll be thinking like why did i make that choice, is it really wrong?
even though i knew that it was right, i told myself its the choice i made. but somehow or rather, people's opinion affects me, it swayed my stand.
pray that god gives me the strength to continue this journey
that things will work out well
that i will not regret on whatever choices i made

i wish i was strong enough, i thought i was
but truth is, sadly the opposite.
god, please give me the strength and make me a stronger person
amen.

ok i was telling xq i was sick of my face D:
bcause i was editing all the pictures we took yesterday and today
and i became super sick of it :x
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE'S EVE! :D
watchd miss potter today, some parts very exaggerating so we were like laughing.OH! the paintings are really pretty! its nicer than the last one we watched, which was.. PAN'S LABYBRINTH! zzz..hehe played bishy bashy again! then went for geco.
before i forget, went back cchms , which means i skipped IJC's CNY celebration. oh tenghui was super "SEH" today a.k.a ultra coool !
hahahahahaa good job juniors! ^^

omg! picture of the day !

did i mention how the teachers loved us :)

freaky friends, i was the normal one :P

CNY CELEBRATION WITH CO PEOPLE!
darling juniors!

this was YESTERDAY when i was back in cchms helping them.
^^ and that's the road we used to walk together, its a walk down memory lane. really really miss walking out with them despite how i used to pms when they walk SUPER DUPER SLOWLY UNDER THE SCORCHING HOT SUN! hahahahaha, still love them ! <3

decided not to upload ALL my pictures, cause its really ALOT.
hahahaha :P
take care people, shall turn in. my mom's nagging..........
LOS! ( LAUGH-OUT-SOFT ) cant shout at night, so ther's no way i can LAUGH-OUT-LOUD , FYI its "LOL" :D

love y`all

Thursday, February 15, 2007

everyone was like " OH, you're finally back in school. omg where have you been ! " hahaha damn amusing, cause i was almost late today ! stupid bus. school was boring, nothing worth mentioning.
so everyone's been giving me that " HUH-why-poly!" look. feels weird so i have to explain everytime they ask. anyway i was abit pissed at miss su(GP tcher) dangs. must she like comment on the slighest thing " SPECIFIC SPECIFIC....specific specific" ( and it goes on.)
went back cchms today! oh yea.
helped them SPRAY paint the pink shirt for their performance tmr.
my hands bcame BLACK after that and i couldnt really wash it off
but hey, the shirts are prettaye.
then after that ly&i went to buy teeshirt and spray our own design!
like so nice, OKS! ^^ wearing it tmr to cchms and to geco.
hinthint- I'M GONNA MAKE ONE GECO ONE SOOOON!

so, i'm QUITE HAPPY TODAY, basically bcause nothing unhappy happpened. tmr's friday!
:D :D :D hope everyone's happy now. yays

lots of {love}
- yq

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

i'm mentally exhausted.
went to NP early this morning, and i've made my choice.
i was really worried and scared cause i was alone there, dad dropped me off . anyway i'm pissed with someone. so like.. thats your problem not mine. damn irritating D:
gonna do biomedsci in NP/SP and acjc's my 3rd choice. i cant believe i forsaked acjc. but yes i'm not gonna regret bcause its my choice. and i'm gonna live it to make it right. haha
and im still irritated. blahs, dangs!
okoks, shant be bothered.
:D i dont know what's gonna happen in the future, quite scary . but i'm doing what i like so yea, wish me luck !
and pray that everything will be alright . ( amen )
happy valentines`

i'm worried .i try to make myself feel less worried.
i tired to calm down, but my heart was thumping so hard, that i felt like crying. there, i stood infront of the place, all alone. the first time i felt so helpless. i tried to be strong, but the thought of it made me uncertain. i need affirmation, i need the strength, i need the believe, i need the strong faith. i need to know that i can do this. FYI, i'm not regretting. just worried. i need a break from all these. i need to sort out my thoughts. i need not answer to anyone, but myself. I AM SCARED. really.....
i'm really amused by my own fear. i dont know wth i'm doing and thinking now/ i'll be alright soon. back into meditation ( ommmmmm.)
-& it goes on.....

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

meixuan . say "cheezels"
spent some time in the afternoon and i sort of thought about the choices i've made. i guess i'm gonna stick to planA which means....yep
so like, once upon a time, there's this girl
who wished she was the besterest friend she could be
she wanted to be there for all of her lovely friends whether sad happy or just plain depressed. sometimes she just dont know what to do.
for that. she feels lousy. perhaps for the fact that she cant do anything to make things better. but still, i love them.
( oh right, so drama-rama )
mummy's back in singapore. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaaa
but they're( dad & mom ) gonna fly to someplace on the 3rd day of the newyear for a holiday, how nice D: i'm like stucked here alone.

right, gonna go into deep meditation ( ommmmmmmmm.... )
i'll make tht choice, bcause i want it. not because of ANYONE
there is no such thing as a wrong choice, bcause you're out to make it right. you've made that choice, dont loook back and never regret. do the best outta it. RIGHT!

anyway, i love the strawberry doughnut :)
tmr's valentines already. got a date . hehe
i love y`all
i love my friends.
god bless.

-happy girl

Monday, February 12, 2007

there are just some decisions to be made, and i really suckd at making decisions. YES, STOP WHINING, cause i'm not the only one being super bothered by it. D:
went to town in th afternoon met sarah and amanda .
then met jere after that. WE KEPT WALKING IN THE WRONG DIRECTIONS laaa, thanks to someone with a lousy sense of direction :)
we took like forever to decide on where to have lunch. couldnt find sakae so we went all the way to doubyghaut and ended up having PEPPERLUNCH. after lunch went to SP and got brainwashed. ( yes i'm thinking about it seriously, but i really dont know what to do. for once, i feel lost ) then ACJ, walked around hahahahahahaha trying to avoid tchers and his friends from co . & went shopping. bought my top from topshop :D hahaha! blahs then met xiaole after tht for dinner @ sakae.
went for geco extra prac. was really tired

i dont know what's wrong with me la. freak i'm feeling super howrwirnownroiwwible now. if only i could smile my troubles away.
anyway, i really dont know what to say already.
but i really really am concerned yet i'm lost for words.
just hope and pray that you'll be ok soon. bcause i know tht feeling aint good. THE WORLD IS JUST GETTING DEPRESSING AS DAY GOES BY- how nice. ( really hate this feeling , please )
on a happier note.
v day's coming soon, hahahahaha { spread the love around } :D
right, who's gonna even bother.

blahs, LOST FOR WORDS. so bye

p/s : sorry for such a stupid and emo post bcause i dont know what to do and what to say. i'm just dumb. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

- i'm just destressing. i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine. I'M GONNA BE FINE..
i'll just.. pray

.PLAIN RUBBISH (:

Sunday, February 11, 2007

SUNDAY :D
went to church in the morning, it was quite fun tday and th songs were quite nice. had lunch at tekka centre. couldnt finish my fried rice, thought of sending it to africa via DHL though, cause it was rather sinful to waste you see, when the other children in the world are suffering D:
right, oh! we went to PS tday, went gelare and ARCADE !
BISHY BASHY , used t call it wishy washy though d:
" ACCIDENT PRONE " so horrible, ate icecream and got stained on my shirt. walk at the stairs almost fell on my butt, HOW NICE right.
thank god i didnt fall flat on my face.
hahahaha, COWDANG!
then i went to meet dearest LY and sheila too
went to town for the 2nd consecutive time already, getting quite bored
guess what, had DINNER at pepper lunch AGAIN. haha!
oh! bought this BIMBO shirt, LY bought the GREEEEEN ONE!
hehe, and we printed out this pictures from this machine in orchard.
OMG damn nice okays! show you guys some time later =)
up next, lots of pictures hehe, pretty ones ok!

@ town with sheila and LY .
forgot t tell u guys, ly & i tried to learn SPANISH from this book above.
ARGH, DONT BUY cause it doesnt work. hehe, malu-ed ourselves by attempting to read simple sentences :l

we tried to jump, but ya, FAILED ATTEMPTS d:

YAYS, like finally we had successful attempts right :D
atiqah has sexaye legs -wink wink- ( i find this thing irritating, so ya, i'm trying to irritate you guys :P)

DUMB & RETARDED MOMENTS- i dont know what we were doing but ya, looks fun right! haha! damn cute

OMG, I THINK I NEED MY MANICURE. D:<
hehe, trying/attempting TO ACT BIMBO :) ended up retarded .

oh oh! pretty right, using the self timer thing !

@ the funfair, I LOVE MY FRIENDS. :)
so u guys can guess how i got my sunburns laaaaa D: HOT SUN
scorching HOT.

SURPRISE, omg she's a super big surprise. MY PRIMARY SCHOOL BESTIE :D i was like o-m-g WHY ARE YOU HERE, you're here you're here and starts jumping around. I MISSED HER !

okays, right -ME haha. look at the cardboard thingy, pretty and damn cute right! :)

hahahahahahaha, after a few unsuccessful attempts due to the lack of cam whoring skills. we finally took a decent one.(2nd row 1st one) =P

say CUTE! i hope this will cheer you up oks.
i know its a tough decision but yea, there's no such thing as a wrong decision. if you've made tht particular decision you just have to make sure that its right and live with it, you're not alone (:
CHEER UP COWDANG!

- i love you you you you & youuuuuuuu
( i dont know why i'm so high in the middle of the night )
but do hope those who are stressed up wil destress
those who are uphappy, smile
those who are crying, dry your tears
let the weak say i'm strong
and the poor say i'm rich :D
god bless <3

Saturday, February 10, 2007

i shall skip the details of yesterday
like how my hands trembled while getting the results
how i freak out and cried even before getting the results
all i can say is i'm abit sad, but contented and satisfied.
-I'M REALLY ALRIGHT.

tday's IJC's funfair. woke up late, as usual-
i hate everything tht has gotta do with balloons. FREAKY
my fingers get blisters from tying the balloons
my legs get blisters from walking round and round and round.
my arms legs and FACE, was BADLY SUNBURNT ( well it was an attempt to SUNTAN but ended up being burnt ) D:
super red. so like, i'm AN OVERCOOKED LOBSTER THAT FEELS LIKE CRAP(CRAB) hehe.
after that went to meet ly & chingkee @ esplanade.
saw peiqian ! hahahahahahahahahhahahahaha
then went to town with ly, LEGS WERE HURTING, bought new flipflops from FOURskin. :D yays.
then had PEPPERLUNCH for DINNER. yums !
took neoprints, bought cute necklace went home
hehe, had fun laughed like crazaye tday, bet everyone thought we were crazy on the streeets la.
acting bimbo is fun :P
oh we bought irritating necklace and took super irritating neoprints today, should have made it even more irritating! hehe nvm, next time.
neos damn coool next time show u guys :D !
alot ALOT of pics to upload, maybe tmr ?
argh gotta wake up early D:
gonna sleep already, take care people. love all !

-the red hot & sexaye :)
HAHAHAHAHA

Thursday, February 08, 2007

so like i'm listening to some cheena radio channel now :D
today's a happy day! school's boring though.
met up with NY people, and the surprise! haha, failed la
cause i couldnt find lighter and started asking -_-
omg, and i MALU-ED myself in bugis again. blahs-
toook pretty neoprints ! yays!

us @ bugis. harmonians in action!

the birthday cake surprise at AJISEN :D !
lighting-the-candle-ceremony

after the birthday song, asked YKT to pray { her birthday wish } hehe

& she blew the candle!

xiangrui & i ! hehe and the cake i bought, damn nice la. :D

oh! the box thing :P i think its cute

argh, and they had to put an ice pack D: hahahahaa

so we started to cut the cake, an unsuccessful attempt
look at the squashed berry ! YKT ! haha

after much unsuccessful attempts, we decided to dig in after giving a slice to the ajisen aunty. :D

and that was how it ended up, YKT had to bring the excess home.
but the cake was NICE ( i bought it ) hehe
but we were bloated la okays.

went shopping after that, didnt really shop la, xiangrui bought this dumb snail scotchtape thing, WASTE MONEY! :P

WELL, was only able to capture xiangrui poor xiuli & YKT behind.
oh and mocking bird :D!

OUR NEOPRINTS, ITS PRETTAYE OKAYS!
-super cute

one of my favourite !

* SCANDAL PICTURE* (hintz worzz)

hahahahahahahaha

i think this pocky is cute :D!

not forgetting the popcorn :)

after tht xiangrui left and we decided t chill.
YKT and I

MOK and TURKEY refused to face the camera! D: !

but we still ended up with a group picture without xiangrui :D

OMG- this was the dumb dumb dumb dumb ultra stupid, SUPER UNGLAM picture D: ! but i find it damn cute . so yea :P
YKT took it laa, stupid girl. at least take one with a less awkward position can -_-

right, today was FUN :D love my harmonians so much.
tmr's the results, dont know what to expect and i dont wanna think about it now. so yea . for now, lets be happy ^^
GECO TMR. =D

lots of love.

Sureeporn Ho YiQing♥

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i love the music & the SUN, omgosh! BEACH!
" Dear god, please make this world a happier place. Amen"
cause you are special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way :D
i'll love all who loves me too! :D

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