/ for everything that i was...

spent time blog hopping, reading my junior's blog, reading random blogs from cchms. i can't help but to start ____ again.
i'm so glad i didn't transfer out the other time. thank god for his plan, for bringing me to cchms, a place where i truly felt i belong. i don't mind exchanging another 4 years there.
you know how it feels like t be missing home when you're far far away? how you missed your siblings and parents. thats how & what i'm feeeling now.
haven't been emo-ing for a long time. other than occasional angst has been a long time since i felt this sudden surge of emo-ness.
EVERYTHING ABOUT CCHMS IS LOVE. i can't explain
perhaps you won't understand what i'm saying now, perhaps you don't know how it feels like. so just, let me say whatever i wanna say.
"Lost love is still love. In a different form. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end. Love doesn't."
got this from jamie's blog which i find it rather true.
i feel so 'home sick' suddenly.
but i'll just smile...

wo ai zhong zheng.
wo ai 4hm06`
yong yuan yong yuan. forever&evermore