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HEY ! just came back, okays not really. from dinner @ sakae(again) we should seriously try smthing new. :D anws after tht we walked around . did alot of stupid stuffs again, kept laughing. i want that patrick la (HINT HINT) okays then urms... walked talked and walked around...my laptop is heavy, i insist it is ! haha ^^ oh ya, then went home after tht. <3

ps/ i cant believe plan A failed right after i typed. AHHH so tell me how?

pps/ feeeeeeling sick D: kept sneezing, must be you're dusty la. thats why you wanna sneeze too. tsk! haha

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i'm like alone in the library now, feeling random.

much as i looooooooooooooooooooooove ttty,
maybe i should like stty or something.
okay lets seee how loong can this last..
tired of making decisions, tired of taking initiatives.
but guess what, thats life D:
pretty pathetic huh. but hey, seriously i'm not whining about life alrights
i love my life the way it is. <3
those friendships and th trusts, you have no idea how much it means to me, truck/lorry/bus lots!
i hate to admit how it feeels different, as though its evolving into something else.
this uncertainty- you know how it feeeels? do you?
i really think i do, and this isnt gonna work out i think, slaps! i'm thinking too much
oh wells, i sld just TRY to preoccupy myself , why? hmmmm bcause i said so <3
anws if you think i'm talking about you, you're right, if you think i'm NOT talking about you, you're right. wait, WHO ARE YOU?
hehe wait, guess wht, maybe its goood to be raining for one day and sunny on the other day
on sunny days i shall b OUTSIDE, enjoying my life, beaching or whatsoever
on rainy days, i'll stay at home to do work study mug or you know, just THINK about what you've done. its always gooood to do some self reflections, sometimes ^^
it makes you feeel, yes hate t admit it. EMO. yet lucky, happy and everything.
i love it when it rains. ( JENNY ARE YOU READING THIS? HOPE YOU ARE! CAUSE I MISSS YOU SO MUCH )
-SHIT PLAN A FAILED. oh wells :D imma happy girl. <3

( OMG I'M NOT FEELING EMO, THANK YOU =D )

"Time waits for no man. Time heals all wounds. All any of us can
want, is more time. Time to stand up. Time to grow up. Time to
let go." - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy.

- found this somewhere ^^



i hate the effing weather. its humid and there's NO SUN. omg
anws just went for NP's orientation thing, people are nice.
well, saw SOME familiar faces like th cello guy from dont know which school. he was like HEY!haha and saw hongwei! omg another primary school mate. well he recognized me first so i was like starring again. uhuh~ made new friends, really nice people. like pearlyn nisa sulimah tht nice girl tht lent me pen and th other guy which i forgot this name.so like its quite fun and nice ther. at least i dont feeeel weird. :)
right, didnt go t th beeeach D: quite sad but oh wells
so i'm typing this down. oh and bought this white lab coat. HAHA cooooool. and damn it, spent like 7 bucks on a stupid goggle, i think tht aunty cheated us, cause it says there tht those with specs dont require goggles in th lab .
meeting sarah for lunch ltr , since she's at IJ.
wells, DINNER. hahaha i dont know. i'm gonna like go shoppping alone ltr or sit at some library or cafe using th computer. oh wells, better "ENJOY" whatever holiday i have now before school term starts. i think there's alot of stuffs to learn and mug. omgosh i MISSS muggggging!!
HAHA .
some stuffs i cant type here, i find it weird. OH WELLS i alawys end up typing it eventually i realise. DANGS guess its time i learn t keeep some stuffs to myself. or whatever secrets or feeelings i have will be known to all. WHICH I-DONT-WANT-IT-TO-HAPPEN.
hahahahaha there are surprisingly more guys than girls i think in my course either that or its equal. kinda used to having more girls than guys in my class already. its always like tht since like, sec 1? hahaha