for a moment, i had th urge to shut this stupid blog down.
but i realise there's too many memories and i cant bear to delete this blog
then i tried restricting. and people complained, right min ru.
so, you know what. i'm not gonna talk about anything anymore.
i remember saying this some posts earlier. so like, yea
想一个人, 虽然this emptiness是难免的
the feeling of fear 也会因为this emptiness & arise.
但我也不想因为我的执著与任性造成了不必要的误会.
所以, i chose to '封闭' the so called reality and my 错觉 i suppose
"聼多一點,說少一點" will do everyone good.
& i know what to do now. that is, to shut up. & that means, stop saying those 有的没的
覺得不必要让the whole world know what i'm thinking.覺得那樣比較對
- bye