right, decided t blog again to stop me from thinking too much
forgot t mention , OMGOSH! who on earth will give someone a present.
THEN TEAR THE PLASTIC WRAPPER AND LISTEN TO IT BEFORE GIVING IT TO SOMEONE
well, i know of a pig who did that. ): ! evil
never ask for more in a one-sided-thing.
bcause sometimes you'll just be sad-ed by the fact that its only you alone that thinks the way you do. isn't it?
how i wish i had the ability to know what you're thinking.
in the meantime, i know i've been saying this ALOT of time
but i should really slowly drift away, cause i don't wanna end up feeling even more hurt in the end.
sigh, dont know what i'm saying anymore, i'm just trying to vent out my bottled feelings. and pray that this feeeeeling will fade, but it gets stronger everytime.why? i feel so silly and stupid sometimes.
being a girl kinda sucks sometimes ):
i'm just another friend you know, i'm just someone insignificant in your life i guess
ahhhhhhhh please, MAKE ME HAPPIER, i hate my current feeling.
haha i feel so 2 faced, like i've got split personality. OMG scary.
its like the angel-devil thing, and its going on in my head now.

i need t cry
i need a shoulder.
ages since i cried, but heck, if its gonna make me feel better
then let me cry a river, an ocean.