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.i'm sorry
wth am i still feeeling so pms-y for.
shut up yiqing shut up. hello i think i'm emotionally unstable.
i think i should stop gossiping and bitching so much.
bcause you'll hurt someone you never wished to hurt.
and that sucks.
i was being too direct and frank recently tht i started calling people bitches
i'm not supppose t judge people remember. whatever happened t me.
have i changed? i dont know but i dont wanna change.
somehow no one stays the same forever . D: WHY CAN'T I!!
i wanna be 16 every year. i wanna be happy everyday. i HATE PMS i dont wanna PMS.
jennny ): tell me what to do.
i have some major cheering up to do.
hahahahahahaahaha CHEER UP yq ! booo you're so lousy, s-m-i-l-e
i'll be alright. :D
its time to believe fairytales dont come true.
& so is my wish.

i'm so tired ):
TRIED to sleep ytd but yea it was so noisy, the guys were playing mahjong in th middle of th night. slept WEIRDLY on the sofa -_-
haha went t sch tday for their interaction with some malaysia co and nanhuasec.
HOOHOHO like i'm so proud of my juniors :D jiayou!
we REALLY REALLY can do it! yays!
and got some juicy gossips and news! OMG! haha i still cant believe it.
anws told ly tht i felt like a bitch recently, dont know why. i just keep whining non stop ): poor friends.
hahahahahaha- TMR'S 18TH! so like, to be happy or not?
i feel tht its just another day, like someone asked me what's my plan tmr.
i'd be like, NOTHING. i dont know :D
oks PATHETIC right i know . but whatever
FINE, I KNOW I'M PMS-ING NOW, so just let me whine for all i care.
( tsk, must be the lack of sleep )
wish i was happier, but somehow i just feel alone. rawr ! dino dino dino
BARNEY ! barney songs cheer me up.
" cause you are special special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way ! " RIGHT-
seee barney says i'm special.
anws, ITS bestie steph chiang's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~! omg missed u so much, stupid girl you're in TAIWAN until like dont know when >:( i miss hanging out with you, i miss eating healthily
STEPHANIE CHIANG! <3
and SYLVIA'S birthday too! hehehe love my senior! yays <3
pictures up ltr, gonna upload them like now and need t edit them.

dont bother. everything seems so wrong.
don't know whats happening, but ... yea :D
thats all i'm gonna say. cause i'm feeling so abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz now!
haaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
still love you all. kinda hate myself for feeling like tht .