xueqi xueqi xueqi
i guess different people have their own standards of music appreciation/different views and opinions too. music, is subjective
now you know your mistakes and stuffs, so work on it and convince others
using your music . cause there's no point going all -depressed- over it
its not even gonna help a bit!
信心 ,失去了also can be found.
cause i find tht 信心 is an accumulation. remember the rock?
you have to be a strong strong girl xueqi
perhaps this time you didnt play that well, but with the experience and exposure i believe and am quite certain that you'll improve.
while there are some who may dislike your playings, never forget those that appreciated your music. by losing this thing called -信心- isn't it disappointing to those who have always believed in you. i must admit there are flaws in your performance, but not alot of people can play 100% on stage, its the overall feeling that you gave the audience thats important, because people dont usually remember you for your individual mistakes but rather, the impact you have caused after you finished playing your last note.
why do i see a contradictory in the way you think?
i can confidently tell you this that, xueqi , ni真的， 没有那么差
pleasepleaseplease be strong cause there are sooo many people out there who believed in you
dont be disappointed and sad and depressed cause it makes me depressed too D:
loads of love, yqing

music is a paradox indeed.