i realised some stuffs that i find it rather hard to put it into words.
anyway, on a random thought, i love it when it rains. it reminds me about alot of stuffs
then memories start to come back.
jenny's one of the most mature person i've ever seen for her age. i guess its because of the stuffs she went though overseas.
sometimes i wonder if i'll be that strong girl i said i was.
because no matter how strong i appear to be, no one knows whats beneath that facade.
the fears i have & usually, i wont tell anyone this because i knew what they were gonna say and there's no one but myself that is able to help.
next, be true to yourself. this is one of the hardest thing to achieve i guess.
because we humans tend to belive only what we want to believe . thats how the human's mind works. we tend to loook at the pretty stuffs and overlook the rest. we look at the pretty flowers by the roadside/garden, yet we forgot how much care and effort is needed until the flowers bloom. i'm sorry if this is a lousy example but yea, you get the idea :D
Genuine,this is th theme of the year for me !
somehow, i cant sense the genuine in people anymore. i used to, but now i cant
i dont know if its me or the people around me. okays i shouldnt blame them. but yea, i dont sense it anymore . no one touched my heart since like you guys did.
-talking about this made me realised how much i missed 'genuine' in my life.
tears kinda whelmed up not in my eyes, but my heart.

-jenuine. =)
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