i belive many of US are back to school D:
went to my "new" school which i'm quite certain tht i wont stay long there.
but yea, i get to learn new stuffs like socialising with people which i find it kinda hard nowadays
i still remembered my first day at CCHMS, i had quite a problem too.
but as time passed, socialising was no longer an issue but how you maintain your friendship
i guess i have to learn how to adapt, like what xueqi said
it's important tht one learns how to adapt to a changed environment which reminds me of what moses said before about how musicians should learn how to adapt and play in different places and environment =l i guess i'm really bad at adapting, but i'll try!
its funny how i'm afraid of the dark, how i'm afraid of BUTTERFLIES, how i'm afraid of ballooons but yet what i fear most is human beings, ourselves. (how ironic)
i know its silly tht i'm afraid of making new friends, therefore i chose to keep to myself.
a day at orientation made me realise how weak of a person i am. i need someone to be there with me, i need comfort, i need company, i need my friends to be high --> there with me
but yiqing, grow up, its time to walk outta this comfort zone and get into the real world.

i missed you -
but i rather you not know anything, bcause sometimes, ignorance is a bliss. a blessing in disguise.