booooooring day D:
woke up, stared at the television, watched i shouldnt be alive AGAIN
then mom and dad decided to go soup restaurant for lunch
so yea, went to causeway point. lunch was alright
- next went to thomson road to get flower pot . haha
- home
was feeling not-so-well just now D:
oh! and i dyed my hair, it's suppse to be LESS obvious. i'm a good girl okays
just that i'm just super duper lazy to dye it since sch reopens
anyway i really cant stand th colour of my hair since like dont know when
cause its giving me that, you-know-what-look which is ..... ya you know
& my hair stinks now, HYDROGEN PEROXIDE. dangs cause of the DIY dye
today, i feel sick. which is good cause i'm suppose to be like tht until wednesday
but nontheless i'm still going back to school tmr no matter how much i dread it

sometimes i wonder, what lies ahead
what if i say tht its true? or what if i say its not true?
i may be lying to myself, but what to do
i can't tell you because i'm pretty sure it will affect everything
easier said than done, i can give advices to others, yet i cant do what i preach
some folks tried astrology, some turned to crystal balls
how i wish it was tht simple
but all i need, is to be able to wash my brain
please let this lust fade, please let this infactuation cease with time
please just please get out of my life D:
for everything is wrong to start with in the first place
you dont even care, so why should i?
why should i even be so bothered by it
its JUST SO UNFAIR/ why am i the one suffering from these troubles
yet you're freee from all these craps?
- but sometimes, i cant help but get all sour over some stuffs D: pffts

not to worry, yiqing's still yiqing
i'm still pretty optimistic about life, no suicide =l
hahahahaha! yea just feeling, UNFAIR! <- a childish yet true word
yea yea, and you'll go, " nothing's fair in this world yiqing"
hahaha- then i'll be like " YEA"
and start whining again.


p.s : YOU, get out of my life just for awhile. just for a moment
just let me feel less silly and dumb. for whining and speaking to myself in my blog
its all because of you ! x( bleahs!