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kinda bored now so i guess i'll start talking to the blog.
sometimes i think, i think tooo much.
SYF is coming soon for both JC and Secondary
cchmsco, where i had my best and worst memories. where i found friends that i know i'll treasure. qin bing ma yong, our song :D our concert on 180606 . i hope my darling juniors rmembered what i've 'taught' and 'said' but i'm sure my dear huirong will be there to guide them along. well, i miss those times i had sectionals with them. tht time when we ordered pizza in cause we were sooo hungry. those extra practices we had. seeing how the liuqin-s practice so hard, how the pipa-s hold auditions then and now, how the ZRs get scolded by me for not practicing enough. i've seen how you guys improved and i'm sure you guys can create another miracle and fulfill our unfulfilled dream. argh, these are all the past, but i'm kinda missing it alot. i'm proud to say i have really great juniors, well those that i know la . ESTELLI, by any chance if you're reading this, i missed you so much, i really hope you're doing fine and hmmmm dont ever let anyone bully you alright! i hope cchmsco will do great and make everyone WOW ! hehe okok enough of bragging


back from school !
laoshi called me in school just now and i got the shock of my life, i thought what had happened!
he just said there's this erhu girl from nafa who needs an acompaniment for her performance on febuary and this concert in march. just talked to her and she's gonna play tan dun's piece ): qin qiang and another piece i forgot the name but i'm meeting her on thursday. haha. i dont know just dont know if i can do it. but i hope that through this, i can gain more experience and exposure. ah please pray for me! D: cause she sounds professional & i'm scared.
avoidance, the impractical yet only soluble solution. sometimes i have this feeling that you're avoiding me. but fact is, i'm actually avoiding what my brain tells me, i'm ignoring the fact, fact that we're not meant to be. fact that we're each living in the world of our own. blahs, yiqing stop thinking about it, has been so long, its time you move on and get a life because everyone's doing so except you !
argh dongxiao sent me the recording of tht tandun's piece just now
it's great, i like tht song, BUT it sounds so so so so so scary ):
ahhhh okoks shall stop freaking myself out.