finishd my preliminary today, thank you to all those that came down to support despite the early hours, without the encouragements and faith, i would have done worst than what i did
woke up at 6AM, i couldnt sleeeep the night before, i was literally stone-ing on my bed, that feeling is horrible with wild thoughts that run though yr mind..headed for esplanade, met derek and the others. crapped and stuffs, met rina! thanks for the hot pack, it really kept my hands warm => thank u soo much! then saw xiaole and geckies, talked laughed etc. then i went backstage . i swear its the part when you're waiting for your turn that's torturous, my heart was beating fast "lub-dub" x 1254674872 / sec !
soon it was my turn, i didn't know what to do. i remembered that lady at the door asking me i was ready twice, & twice i said NO I'M NOT, omgomgomgomgomg! told myself to calm down
then i jumped at the door, okay stupidly i forgot that the door was OPENED and the audience had a clear view of what i was doing, great -___-
made mistakes and stuffs, wasn't my best, but that was my best on stage and i'll have to accept the fact that i'm not a very good performer b`cause i have SERIOUS STAGE FRIGHT, alright yuheng stop saying there's no such thing as stage fright. haha cause i know myself and this is the barrier that i'll hve to cross by myself. only then i can really express what i wanna express, my music.
results, while waiting for the results, walked around and talked, i didn't even dare to listen to anything, i was isolating myself from the reality at that point of time. that was th 2nd most torturous moment of my entire life. i was blasting ly's nano, MUSIC OF THE NIGHT, beautiful indeed, indulging myself in music...i wasn't confident whether i was able to enter the finals, i wasn't bothered, fact is, i WAS VERY AFRAID. until geckies and many others rejoiced when the last number was called out. [ NO.11 ] they rejoiced i was happy yet at the same time worried, because i know i have to practice extra hard for the finals. i was still in a dilema ....
"Don't worry if God is for you who can be against you.. " my friend sent me this, thank god and thank YOU if it wasn't for this, and your faith in me, i wouldnt have done it :D

rumours spoil friendship, so please stop the rumours cause there's nothing going on at all
just friends, and i'm happy that way :D

Congratulations to all those who made it into finals
HUIRONG
JEREMY
ZHIWEN
JINGWEN
JUNWEN
PEIYAN
DEREK
LIMYANG
LIMQING
WANHUA
SHUNTA
WANGLONG
CHINGI
QIN KAI
SHIWEE
JESSICA
STANLEY
MARILYN
-sorry if i missed out any of my friends, cause i really can't remember..