right, i feel like a lousy emo-shit now
i realised i haven't been doing some self reflecting for a long time
and it suddenly came to me that, yes its time, i should really wake up
it's not easy being me
well i mean i'm lucky to be blessed with all the wonderful friends that i have
but somehow, i dont know who to talk to, so i ended up talking to myself like what i am doing now. recently, loads of stuffs just came crashing on me at once.
the irritating PAE, 1st three months. i really dont know what to do and what's the best choice for me, everything sounds wrong, everything that i do seemed like a risk.
i know you guys are gonna go like "life's all about taking risks"
but can i just whine like nobody's buisness for now before i start going crazaye again?
because i HATE TAKING RISKS. i was nver an adventurous person
i dont know if talking to joel helped any whee bit just now, well i guess it did
i know you meant well, i know you didn't want to see me suffer what you're suffering now
i know despite your irritating-ness you always tried to cheer me up.
i need chaaarlie now, the candy mountain!
yays (: hehe
i'm starting to miss ----- alot.
it was never right from the start . good bye