performance today
was alright, just abit boring, teeny winey bit
think im a gone case already
suffering from depression again ):
you know you know~ uhuh
thought alot yesterday
- alot as in more than usual
yup, its reallly miserable alrights
DO YOU KNOW? doubt you dont even give a freaking damn
maybe jealousy is getting over me =i don't know
tried to hate you, succeeded for 1 hour+ and FAILED the next
i still cant forget ):
how much it hurts to see how you "ignored" me
looking as though you don't know me and go oh-we're strangers~
you know how much it hurts to see you with OTHERS
while me stoneing somewhere?
you know how much it hurts when you NEVER seem to care
perhaps all in all, you DON'T
felt like a fool, asking you to take care and stuffs when you don't even bother
maybe youre just taking me for granted
felt even more like a fool when i got so worried when you're sick
but you never seem to care..
i don't know its just different...
but somehow deep down inside, i assure you tht that LOVE still exist
-maybe you have even forgotten what actually happened, what are the words tht you have told me, those times we shared..perhaps you've forgotten..at least you could, but i'm still stuck here..tired but failed..
perhaps people tell me that you're so not good...tht makes me hate you for 1 sec..but soon, tht hate becums double the love...really really
time really flies ):
O levels next year, perhaps, studies first...i don't know, we'll see
but yea, don't worry i know my priorities, its not gonna affect me


sad-ed post
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