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Sunday, June 15, 2008
today's sunday
i should be going over t church later with jeremy and his mom and tutor
talked to jenny yesterday and the songs she sent me were awesome
很有感觉 i like (:
weather has been nasty yet it still feels good to be seeing the sky so blue sometimes
i feel like playing badminton, hehe i'll ask next week
& i just saw this flying crawling thing outside my window. i'm-freaking-out
but thank god it flew away (:
anyhow, 最近好像发生了很多事 让我感触还蛮多的
开心也好 不开心的也好。 都让我在了解的过程中成长 ^-^

been reading this book "turning point" by vaughan roberts
very meaningful, something about realising the meaning and purpose of life.
like how people are never satisfied. how people feel empty and stuffs like that..
it all comes down to their "spiritual thirst"

its lunch time!
wil update more tonight !

<3


my boyfriend threw some pepper into the cup of water & said...
"here dear, drink some water...."

anyhows it was zoo with the girls, sit rae sq + jw
it was hot, crowded but nonetheless fun (!)
then theory lesson
nyny
hoooome ♥

love you all
i'm gonna get some reading done today .


i miss u jenieh`

(:

i've abandoned this blog for like almost a year
hehe, but cause jenny can't read my xanga i shall try to update here too so that at least we know whats going on with our lives.

<3 anyway, its really an awesome feeling catching up with someone that you missed dearly
& of course ly, i really hope you're fine and get back to being your happy self. i'll meeet up with you again really soon

love,
yiqing ^-^


Thursday, August 23, 2007
I'VE OFFICIALLY MOVED TO.

WWW.XANGA.COM/APPLEBANANAS

bye dearest blog, you've been a great companion a great ranting space, but now i've found someone better and i'm gna ditch you. but nope you'll always be in my heart. awwwwwwww i love you blog. and i'm gna miss you, so very much. xoxo


Thursday, August 09, 2007
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decided to use xanga, cause the skin is prettier . hahahahahhahaha
www.xanga.com/applebananas

i think NDP 07's pretty good :D
i love the fireworks and the songs towards the end.
sis is there though i'm like at home resting my ass on the comfy sofa.
just wish i was there to watch the fireworks too.
but howells, there's always next year & the fireworks look pretty on teeeveee too. so that pretty much made my day.
should stop complaining about how boring my day is bcause i thought i'd be understanding, since everyone's busy.

gna like busk in the sun @ east coast park.
something random, but i love singapore :D
its friday tomorrow though.

don't stress yourself,
& i miss you.

lotsoflove
.yq


"♥ Yq says:
yea i know read your blog (:
haha
寧 says:
=) oh oh
you know
i write only cuz
i really dont think people read all that bs
hahahahhaa
seriously
you must be bored
/♥ Yq says:
NO, CAUSE THATS HOW I KNOW HOW YOU'RE DOING AND STUFFS.!!
at least it updates me. (:!
haha
寧 says:
>_<>
and i always treat blog as like a
writing 發洩工具
/♥ Yq says:
but seriously, its really quite inspirational sometimes
it makes me realise about some stuffs too
寧 says:
=).. that's nice
/♥ Yq says:
I'M SERIOUS MAN!
hahaha
=)=)



^________^ Miss HoYiQing.. a true candy heart. a very....bored candy heart. hahahaha"

JENNY NIEH CHIH NING'S SUCHA FUNNY CHOCOLATE HEART THAT MELTS
CRAZY GIRL! OMG
i was just catching up with dearest nini(:
& what else can i say? too much to say actually
and i can't wait for september so that i can visit you in xiamen(:
REALLY HOPE I CAN!
and then december<3
i can't believe how good our memory is, those small little details back in sec 1 and 2.
classic (:

i love you jenny nieh even though you're like SO WEIRD and VIOLENT and CRAZY
but you're special :D
miss you-


Wednesday, August 08, 2007
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secret was pretty good (:
dinner was great with good company. with sheila spying and stuffs
i loveLOVE cranberries
please please keep yu ang in your prayers cause he's been hospitalized for some lung thing D:
i know i shouldn't be feeling like this, but damn it. gaaah, feeling upside-down
mugging tomorrow. to keep me occupied while everyone's busy
good night-



i realized everything that i've wrote in my blog is just a summary of my day.
but what about stuffs that i've unknowingly learnt, the emotional aspects, i don't really write it here. not that i don't want to, but i don't see why i should.
but i guess everyone just needs to be inspired but before being inspired, someone has to actually inspire you first. be it intentionally or unintentional, whether the purpose is solely for the sake of inspiring. but to me, my inspirations come from everywhere and anywhere. you don't ask for inspiration, all you have to do is to look around. you'd probably find it somewhere you least expect it to be.
i've seen too many people, trying to be someone they're not.
i won't say i'm not like that sometimes, because i'm human too.
but what is 'identity' ? chinese not being able to speak proper chinese?
i don't know, but i'm starting to realise that chinese is a beautiful language, so deep and mysterious.
i can't say that trying to be someone you're not just to fit into a group isn't right, its a part of social skills anyways. its a society we're living in. but losing yourself just to fit into this 'social-circle' just isn't what i'd agree with.
i'm just me, me as in myself, myself is i. alright that just sounds wrong, but you get the idea.
i was knocked on the head like a dingdongbell which really woke me up, back into the reality. or is it what i perceive to be 'the reality'. who am i? have you ever walked down the streets, like orchard to only realise that everyone looks the same, everyone dresses the same way etc. its like everyone's being crafted into what the society wants us to be.
not really pin-pointing anyone, because what can i say? i'm just me. thats all, fullstop(.)
i haven't been spending time with my family, just realise i've got the cutest parent though.
mom&dad are always busy with their work, rarely see mom in singapore. won't see dad until 1230am. that is if i were still awake. then i realise, once you've become a mom and dad, your life won't revolve around you yourself and i, you'll start to think of your spouse(s), sacrificing their time, spend half of their lives working their asses off, for us. that is, unconditioned love.
&whenever they've got time off, they'll hope that we as children would spend quality time with them, but we'll always say ' oh, i've gotta meet my friends ' - its quite sad isn't it
i think my parents are great people :D
SO, i guess point is, be true to yourself. you are who you want to be. people can't bring us down, because we have our own sets of beliefs. perhaps they are able to influence us, but at the end of the day, its we ourselves that chose to be who we are, they don't make the choices for you.

i guess thats it, i've said too much for today. sheesh
(: love


/its a beautiful mistake right from the start

yesterday my frigging broadband thing wasnt working, i couldn't watch DISNEYCHANNEL & i couldn't go ONLINE D:
anyways, yesterday's physio test was D: ! because the paper was super tricky.
omgomgomg i wrote pheripheral nervous system instead of central nervous system. i wrote CNS first then i changed my answer after thinking about spinal cord and brain. owells
today was suppose to go to school, but being sucha pig i overslept which explains why i'm happily typing this entry here.
on a happier thought, I'M GNA MEET BESTFRIEND WONGLY LATER! and DEAREST SHEILA too. in town, going to watch SECRET! :D hope it'd be good
anyways, outing with ly always ends with a tummyache, YOU KNOW WHY! :P
its wednesday already! alright, everyone go "WOOOO HOW TIME FLIES" tgether with me.
NATIONAL DAY'S TMR and i've got no one to watch the fireworks with D: !
owells. guess i'll end here before i'm late to meet ly

lots of love <3


Tuesday, August 07, 2007

it'd be prettier if you were here
met up with xueqi today to mug
OMG, i actually took the train all the way to payalebar and mugged at the coffeebean.
like there's only ka fei dou cafe in payalebar, but it was rather productive, kinda finish my physiology, i'll just pray really hard that whatever i've read will stay there until tmr.
we got really distracted, by this couple cause xq was complaining that the woman kept moving, and i was distracted by this lesbian couple opposite me. not that i've got any thing against lesbianism but yea, i guess you get the point.
CRANBERRY MUFFIN IS LOVE ! & oh, i wasted this whole LARGE cup of mango creme cause its really gross D: ! o man, i love cranberries :D !
anyways, after mugging we headed off to chjimes cause xq wanted t collect her pay :D
afterwhich we couldn't decide on where to have dinner, OMG we actually thought of calling people to ask where to go for dinner please. AND GUESS WHERE WE ENDED UP AT!
sakae. its alright since i havent had that for quite awhile :D
for the first time since donkey eeyore years, i felt so bloated.
went over to esplanade to 'take a walk', saw lim wei there though.
we ended up chilling at the library there, using my laptop and camwhored.
i think the library's a damn frigging nice place to mug during weekdays :D !
osgkajflsjdjsaoighoiajgpodjkosajflsaf & we went home !
it was so funny towards the end :D all was fun & i enjoyed the company
well, i'm really glad we've manage to meet and catch up.
its funny how simple things such as 'chilling' at the library could bring so much joy.
its just like how just sitting at the playground could make my day, i guess its with the right company.
"putting yourself in other people's shoes" i think if everyone would at least TRY, the world will be a happier place, there'll be less prejudice, more understanding, more love and more care & concern! yq, DREAM ON! you can't make the whole world put themselves in other people's shoes, but at least i really hope everyone around me will. i guess even for myself, i've gotta learn how to do tht sometimes too, you know, when you get too carried away. you'll forget why you live, your core value of life. and the whole world will revolve around me,myself&i.
you know, i was thinking, even if the shoes won't fit, at least you've tried and you know how it feels (: isn't it?

i'll pray for your math test tomorrow dearest cowstick :D
no worries, it'd be fine <3 love you many! & xq's test & for everyone taking the physio exam tmr :D hugs&kisses


Sunday, August 05, 2007
credits/jmie:D
i just found this picture really cute. hahahaha

sunday's kinda :D and =l
went for church in the morning, sermon was pretty boring but funny at some parts.
and someone had to make me laugh like shitzxz in the middle of the service. so i had no choice but to contain my laughter and LAUGH SILENTLY. (LOS! fyi, its laugh-out-soft)
i should have just poke you . urgh!
THERE'S HOLY COMMUNION TODAY
brand new start for the new month
lunch as usual, then rushed off cause jere has lessons
jeremy "your eyes are small ... "
yq " NO! MY EYES IS BIG! "
j " eyes ARE big "
yq- seriously thinking of what to say.
" my pair of eyes is big "
j " pair of eyes are big la..."
both " that sounds wrong too "
finally, the brilliant yq " I'VE GOT BIG EYES laaaaa "
okays actually i dont think its funny, but still, it was funny in you were listening to our conversation. omg haha
went grocery shopping, bought cereal(CRANBERRY&ALMOND! is love <3 )
wholemealbread&breakfastham to last the whole week, zoolandbiscuit, wangwangbunbiscuit, meijiyoghurt. wells I'M SUPPOSE TO SAVE MONEY so i though i'd rather bring bread and eat bread LIVE BREAD EVERYDAY :D haha
went home and slept all the way till like 7, im suppose t study for physio.shitass
not going to school tomorrow since there's like no physio tutorial and its pointless to go for mbio lecture when she finish teaching everything. though she might give us some pointers or smthing, but still its quite stupid to go school for 2 hours. so WE decided to give school a skip.
gna like wake up and go to the library to mug whole day for physio.
though its just MCQ and fill-in-the-blanks.
so much to do, so little time, really can't wait for 21st aug.
& i guess no fireworks this thursday since everyone's like busy, i'd spend my national day mugging my ass off (?) IDK owells.


i love you


Saturday, August 04, 2007
my brilliant masterpiece :D PERFORMANCE WITH JEREMYWONG today @ beattysec
i enjoyed my day today :D even though the management thing sucks and the performance sucks still, we manage to find laughters and smiles despite feeling stress and stuffs.
we had to wait for like 3 frigging hours before it actually starts.
so we went to the playground. can you imagine, ARD 3 HOURS SITTING AT THE PLAYGROUND. but it was fun though :D managed to entertain ourselves.
silly talks and spastic faces and kbox-ing and bickering
YOU'RE THE " COW-STICK "!
haha(insides) but anyways, jeremywong you're so predictable too :D !
we performed 36 and yizuwuqu. OMAN
okays i'm gna like brag about myself. hahahaha
we totally didn't prac for yizu AT ALL.
we just went on stage and i played cords and stuffs for him. impromtu
after the thing i was like "OMG I THINK I ROCK! " :D haha
so we've come to the conclusion that those performers that we met backstage, the uncle that drives the van, nice 'teacher' i think who helped me carry my qinjia so jeremy can help me carry the yangqin down the stairs, the indian uncle(s) who helped me to open the door everytime without fail are all damn NICE PEOLE :D but those people like the DJ, 'JASON', management, are like shit. okays haha wait they can't be shit. CAUSE SOMEONE LOVES SHIT!
man, it sounds so wrong and crude, but anyways yea you get the idea of how they treated us there. i almost had a BTICHFIT THERE. hahaha!
i was nice not to flare up or something though i had the urge to do so.
wongxinrui, stop stressing yourself and feel sad over YOU-KNOW-WHAT.
lets mug okays :D
love you!
SEE LY I TOLD YOU I'M GNA BLOG ABOUT THE MANGO ICE WITH PICTURES!
cause i was complaining about how i see this picture on everyone's blog, and i want it too. not that i'm following the trend or something but, its just for fun :D haha!
i remembered it collapse before 5 minutes. butbutbut we saved the day !
i love ly too :D

SATURDAY!
woke up late D: ! i was suppose to wake up at like 7am and go to the airport but omg i woke up at 9-ish I WAS LIKE SHIT. ( cause i dreamt that i woke up late ) then in reality i'm really late. dangs! so i cab all the way down to the airport, spent like 20bucks.OMGOSH but its all worth it :D i finally saw stephanie chiang since donkey years :D even though its for just for an hour or so, we've caught up. which makes me a really happy girl. its really great to see you again, but we've gotta part, okays i sound damn drama. but this time it doesnt seem as bad as the first time i sent her off. i remembered crying damn badly when we bid each other goodbye. same place, same people, less tears. perhaps we've grown stronger. but i know that feeling of emptiness each time i leave the departure hall is always there. alrights i know, its life, people come and go.
stephanie chiang nini number 2, takecare of yourself in taiwan alrights, dont get scorched by the sun ! i'm gna miss you until next year when you're back again. :D i'll talk to you soon! <3
PS/ send me the pictures when you're online! xoxo :D




i STUDIED after practicing while waiting for some people :D
lots of love, yq


FRIDAY'S D: & :D

:D because SOCCER WAS LOVE
& I'M GNA MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY SOCCER BUDDIES. REALLY
and practice tonight, i've got no comments. just that some people just can't really keep their mouth to themselves. well, you know who you are and WE know who you are. so yea shan't comment before someone sets up a IHATEYQ-CLUB or something. sheeeesh.
anyways, today wasn't a really good day because i was so darn stressed over the damn performance and my frigging physiology exam on tuesday.
SO YA. i'm having mixed emotions now, which believe me, isn't a really good feeling.
i think when they say i'm crazy, its pretty true D:

alrights, i'm veryVERYVEEEEERY tired. gotta wake up like superduperly early to send stephc.
since i havent seen her for like, a year! ): and after that i shall stone somewhere and attempt to study or something, and practice for the 'performance' at night.
SIGH, this stupid feeling is coming back again.
the feeling of everything's-so-screwed-up.
the mixed emotions, i can't control.

WHATEVER MAN. i'm sick of myself too.
sorry for venting everything here. sheesh! you dont have to read it though.
but by the time you read this, you've read everything. OMG i'm starting NOT to make any sense. ): i'm just not very :D now. so, take care people. <3

Sureeporn Ho YiQing♥
seventeeeeeen
i love the music & the SUN, omgosh! BEACH!
" Dear god, please make this world a happier place. Amen"
cause you are special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way :D
i'll love all who loves me too! :D


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