thank you for tolerating my imperfections
thank you for everything you did and said.
i'll love you, until the very end

i never knew i could be so weak, i couldn't even fight what i was feeling
i knew i hated to feel that way, yet i just let the emotions run free
i acted waaay childishly like a child deprived of candies.
i know, sometimes i can't stand myself either
i get pissed, dissed, irritated at the slightest thing.
& you know how much i appreciate whatever you've done(?)
so much to say, but i'm not good with words and i can't type everything out here bcause ... yea, you know why.
thank you for the prayer, thank god for showing me the blessings that i have in life, thank you for waking me up from the materialistic world and thoughts that ran wild. most importantly, thank YOU for staying by me, though i was really at my breaking point. haven't felt this bad for sucha long time.
<3 i'm still quite sad that i didn't go back to cchms for anniversary ):
sorrry dearest harmonians. i love you girls + 6 guys tooo.
and i'm so damn proud that so many of you people are going on stage to recieve that award ! heehee
and sheeery darling :D i'm sorry for ps-ing you alrights? we'll meeet up real soon, promise. somehow we'll find a way to meet oks. loveyou too!

promise&doublepromise that i'll try to be a happy girl now&forevermore.
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anyhows, watched transformers with boyf today.
after my CATS project thing, i think i'm gna miss my group members when cats end, really ):
okays, transformers was rather good. they manage t inject quite alot of humour into the plot, so i guess we had our laughs. :D
& yes, HARRY POTTER'S NEXT! hahaha
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xoxo