This Love/ <3

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Sometimes when I'm with you
These feelings falling
Like a landslide
As both of our dreams collide

alright tuesday's over :D !
today's not a really nice day though.
i got pretty irritated by some people yknowyknow.
i can be really nice and stuffs but don't test me. cause you don't even know me.
and those who know-know me, knows that they won't wanna try.
okays, enough of being sucha bitch.
school was a bore. practical was alright did lots of stupid and retarded stuffs as usual
went home straight after school.

watched shows when i'm suppose t study =l sheesh
then slept and woke up and RAN!
to the silly girl who can't sleep at night for three days.
and feeling troubled by THAT-THING-YOU-DO
no worries alright, i'm sure things will turn out fine. :D

thats all i guess, i think my life's pretty boring sometimes.
-i know, stop whining about it. i can hear you chanting it into my ears please. hahaha
i love you <3

Monday, July 30, 2007

Tell all the dreams that you have let slip right through your hands
Do you feel lost inside of someone else's life

helloworld :D ! its monday though D: !
but anyways there are still things to be happy about.
(1) thing that made me SMILE AND LAUGH AND GRIN! stephchiang is back in singapore!
i forgot t tell her i changed my number though. gotta know it through joyce and i was like OMG! :D steph lets meeet up soon! <3
(2) watched alone with sheila. IT WAS SCARY OKAYS! i was hiding behind my labcoat.
but the show was quite nice with an unexpected twist. rather good plot. i think i'm gna have nightmares tonight though.
(3) met ly after movie. :D :D :D !
walked around first then headed to HKCAFE for dinner. omgosh :) we ate for 2 hours.
ordered some nice noodles thing :)
then we had mango snow for dessert. OMG it really lives up to its name.
we were literally freeeeeezing. and my erector muscle contracted, my hair was standing and my teeeth were like clattering . sheesh! okays i think its like 10 degrees in that cafe okays!
but mango snow was nice. though it collapsed even before 5 mins. and ly and to SCREAM cause it really toppled over. hahaha i've got pictures but i'm just too lazy to upload.
chillled, literally and talked about stuffs. I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND <3 !
jiayouly! you can do this man :D thurs will be here soon!
love you, hugs!

its tuesday tomorrow anyways :\
lotsoflove<3

Sunday, July 29, 2007

When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

TODAY'S A PRETTY GOOOD-SUNDAY, if you get what i mean.
CHURCH WAS :D cause sermon was kinda :)
"TIGER AIRWAYS..." pretty funny that left us :O !
& it rained, pooor laptop was kinda wet. but no worries cause its still alive and kicking. though it died on me just now :l ran outta batt and everyone was hogging onto the powerpoint @ the library ): !
lunch with steph nic jere at tekka, we braved the rain okays! HAHAHAHA
afterwhich we headed to bishanlibrary. studied mbio and did integration.
NIC AND JERE WERE PLAYING THEIR GRANADO ESPLADA GAME THING.
i helped jere with his integration okays! :D hahahahha!
we had subway at 2+ and nic was complaining that he's hungry at 5+6 . OMG
so we went t cafecartel :D no more sirlion steak ): ! so we had this meat lovers thing.
sheeesh & we both liked the porkchop more than chicken. :D! hahaha
took a cab home and dropped jere at his place. ( how nice of me! )
today's a :D day! count the number of smileys i have man.
tssk and i didn't know you guys were so...into such stuffs. ! omgomg! hahahahahaha
it was super funny okays, nic OMG. you have no idea how funny it was unless you're there.
and jeremywong. HAHAHAHA you never fail to amaze me with your. urms, self-aclaimed intelligence.
my vandalism rocks right :D ! iknowiknow .
i feel so GAY.
but mbio prac tmr, just totally spoils my moood.
seriously, just the thought that tomorrow's a MONDAY, spoils it all D: !
sheesh i can't wait for the next weekend! its AUGUST YO!
FIVE FIVE FIVE more months to CHRISTMAS ! ^^

loveyouall

Saturday, July 28, 2007

SOCCER MATES! :)
desiree christina michelle coach sebastian beatrice kenneth clarence myself + SIT -kendric
check out kenneth yo`

my house i OVERPOPULATED. thanks to my mom who thinks we live in some huge bungalow or smthing, thank god its only for TWODAYS. now i'll just have to squeeze and sleep in the same room as my sis bro and mom&dad(?) IDK.
anyways, ITS FRIGGING NOISY NOW. urgh!
-i studied
-i ran! with my sistaaaaa OMG.
- gna wake up early to run again before church.
-i'm gna like, STOP EATING SO MUCH. cause i think i'm fat.
i am fat.
haha. howells. (:
its sunday tmr! BEAMS WINK WINK. &all the whatnots.
STUDYING TOMORROW <3
heavy laptop): but no jeremywongxinrui. I'M NOT gna exchange it with you
you're just jealous of my SEXAYE LAPTOP. hahahahaha
sidetrack, watched that tad hamilton show just now. quite funny i guess
i think that guy's kinda cute though. oh and the girl's quite pretty too.
HAHAHA OKAYS.
pretty productive today even though i was kinda sick in the morning.
STUDIED CHEMISTRY AND MBIO!
alrightys, GOODNIGHT! :D

your smiles(:

LAKE ODYSSEY 2005 & thats one of the reason wo ai zhong zheng! :D
i miss those practices till late at night at esplanade.
joel rina and i would always ALWAYS rush for the last train back from cityhall.
i remember rina's cute coca cola shoebag.
i remembered how we as a school, putting in so much effort to show what we had and have. how the alumini(s) came back and helped out.
how each and everyone played a part, putting aside the fact that we're just a student or a teacher or even a principal.
how ritxu, HAHAHAHA amazingly charmed many YOUNG GIRLS. or rather, blinded them.
sheesh, i remember how everyone thought he was oh-so-charming and hot. but time, seriously proved otherwise. ( i'm sure everyone in co will agree yea? )
alright, KIDDDING. :P
the part where we all stood and sang the school song with pride.
i remembered everyone sang so loudly. some even touched to tears.
i love my school! i hope my loveliest juniors will learn to love the school too. :)
and of course, DARLING JUNIORS WHO ARE TAKING THEIR PRELIMS SOOON.
mug hard alrights, it'd be over soon! <3 !

man, i'm feeeling so patriotic suddenly. sheeesh!
today i am proud of chungcheng
tomorrow chungcheng will be proud of me.
<3 xoxo

FRIDAY :D whenever its friday i'll be (1) super happy that weekends are here (2) once the weekends are here, it'd be over soon ! which means the whole frigging cycle is gna repeat itself AGAIN. howells, doesn't really matter since it makes time seem as though its flying.
super packed with stuffs that i don't have any time for fun anymore. not until the holidays are here, that is.
went t school at 3pm cause there's only soccer tday, quite alot of ppl turned up today, but we couldn't play any game cause it was raining, all we did was to run 4 rounds and did some stretching. and coach explained the rules of the game. hopefully it doesnt rain next week cause its like, THE LAST SOCCER LESSON D: ! the soccer group took a grp photo today, shall upload it when mich sends me the picture!
went for geco practice, today wasn't a really goooood day for prac though. making everyone feel kinda pissed and stuffs at the end. hopefully the nxt prac will be a good one(i hope)
wong xinrui, jeremy's sucha copycat for feeling sad cause i was sad too.
SILLLY OLD POOOOOO :)
i love you <3
& i love everyone too.

/ you are my strength when i am weak(:

Thursday, July 26, 2007

METUBE! :D my loveliest CATS team-mates

leeying xiaowei & xuanfang <3

while waiting for math t start, dearest rach is gna send me nice song(s)!

:D yays! okays i've got nothing much t update except that there's ge practice later.

& i've got physio essay t write. so ya ):

BEEEEEEEEEEE-SEEEEEEE

at least i'm trying t keeep myself busy. so time flies

anyways, its gna be end of the week already.

christina's last day in school and soccer tmr! ):

even though we don't really talk much.

but still, they make soccer fun!

Create your own Friend Test here

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

i realise, i realised.
i haven't been catching up with ALOT of you(s)
i'm like, totally detached from the social circle or smthing.
i don't even HANG OUT anymore. i don't go shopping i dont just go chill at someplace. like i dont even think i have a life. srsly-
everyday's just, wake up-school-go home. weekends' no difference anyways
you just minus the "schooling" part and that pretty much sums up my week.

miss LILY wong liangyu i really reallly miss you alot! i sound like a les. but HOWELLS! you know what i mean :)
i miss talking to you and everything. you stupid woman. we'll chill when you're freeeeee. till then, STUDY HARD BFF <3
i love you manymany worzxzxzxzxz :D

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU :D
nothing, i've just got this sudden urge to do that.
school's been a bore, but was entertained by the bimbotic-ness of my classmates, which made lectures, hmmm. much more interesting.
well, i see lessser and leeeessssssser people turning up for lectures though.
but hey! I ACTUALLY TURNED UP FOR ALL THE LECTURES THIS WEEEK! oh man! its a pretty HUGE accomplishment y`know.
delia's so funny, haha i know you're reading this :D !
& you're suppose t refrain from the you-know-what-word.!
i feel happier and retardeder(i know sucha word doesn't exist. howells!)
thanks to some person. who was 'nice' to me suddenly. ahem. <3!
right, shall end here!
bye all. hugs&kisses

/ your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

/ a part of me is missing you

is it me or the weather, bcause i'm feeling VERY cold & i think i'm running a fever.
GRRREEEEAT.
chem prac exam was alright, i guess. went home straight after school.
watched youtube and slept wasn't feeling very well. woke up feeling worse.
feet and hands are like, icy. coool(not) 'natural-aircon'
SAVE THE EARTH. ANSWER THE CALL
hahahahhahaha
doubts(?) nooo, i wish i was stronger. i'm gna pray or read the bible later. to make me feel better
living by faith.

be happpy everyone :)
make the world a better place.
sometimes i'd just imagine my own world with everyone laughing and smiling
then i'll go " its a pretttyworld afterall "
but in reality, i guess its otherwise. i think i'm pretty retarded.
sheesh alrights.
its wednesday tomorrow. nothing much.
bye, i love each and everyone. <3

Monday, July 23, 2007

/ for everything that i was...

spent time blog hopping, reading my junior's blog, reading random blogs from cchms. i can't help but to start ____ again.
i'm so glad i didn't transfer out the other time. thank god for his plan, for bringing me to cchms, a place where i truly felt i belong. i don't mind exchanging another 4 years there.
you know how it feels like t be missing home when you're far far away? how you missed your siblings and parents. thats how & what i'm feeeling now.
haven't been emo-ing for a long time. other than occasional angst has been a long time since i felt this sudden surge of emo-ness.
EVERYTHING ABOUT CCHMS IS LOVE. i can't explain
perhaps you won't understand what i'm saying now, perhaps you don't know how it feels like. so just, let me say whatever i wanna say.
"Lost love is still love. In a different form. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end. Love doesn't."
got this from jamie's blog which i find it rather true.
i feel so 'home sick' suddenly.
but i'll just smile...

wo ai zhong zheng.
wo ai 4hm06`
yong yuan yong yuan. forever&evermore

I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED TODAY :]
therefore i'm satisfied and happy
I TOUCHED CHEMISTRY ABIT, gna get help from dearest rina though
I WENT FOR IPC LECTURE EVEN THOUGH I REALLY DONT WANNA GO
and only 6 out of the 17 in class turned up.
i guess thats a pretty HUGE accomplishment considering the fact that i'd be the one who won't stay for lecture given the frigging 4 HOURS break inbetween
hmmmms, on a random note. 3 MORE WEEKS TILL EXAMS, afterwhich is holiday ^^
PRACTICED! yes, haven't been really practicing since IDK when.
i really feel super guilty. BUT NO WORRIES, because i'm finished my diploma 'lian xi qu' already ^^ just neeed to try to memorise the score and go for lessons. shall prac all the songs to surprise my teacher. (:
ANYHOWS, i'm so happy for you today too & you know why!
<3
hugs&kisses

ps/ i just need t remember how blessed i am, & that will make me smile.
sheeeesh, i'd keep myself busy. YES I'M BUSY, VERY BUSY like the beee

Sunday, July 22, 2007

P. MAKES EVERYONE GO ):

its sunday, woke up feeling super sleepy but still dragged myself to church.
those kindergarten kids were rather cute though sermon was pretty boring.
hey i was paying attention okays.
okays, here's the part where i get my stupid cramps, and i didn't feel like talking. feeling quite saoasnginsa, can't find any better words, but nope, i wasn't angry. just, thinking about some stuffs.
headed t PS, for IDK what reasons. and everyone was rather angsty-ish ):
seriously, its spreading around.
then jere steph nic and i went t town, t get nic's bag. STEPH I WANT THAT 'JUNKFOODTEEEEEEE' ! ahh lets go back there again! alrights.
ANGST WAS AMONGST US AGAIN. sheesh ):
walked out and went over t lido, decided t catch vacancy.
someone was stupid for feeling stupid for watching a stupid show :D
but ITS A PRETTY STUPID SHOW WITH A DUMB ENDING.
definitely NOT worth the money . dangs!
&&& i'm not angry, nver was.
perhaps i'm just frustrated and pms-ing.
sorry boyf for ps-ing you making u bring your laptop for nothing. but at least you played games on it. BUT STILL, i felt super guilty
jiayou okays :D we'll pull through, in a few weeks time, it'd be over. for awhile
i love you<3
& everyone else too.

im so tired i think i'm gna go sleeep NOW.
:D

PS/ STOP THE ANGST, ANSWER THE CALL. i'm starting to make no sense. howells! i just don't like feeling like that, and i dont like seeing people whom i love feeeeling troubled or sad. and i can't do anything ): SPREAD THE SMILE!
realised i enjoy laughing alot. somehow it makes me feel happy(DUH) and it makes me forget all those stuffs that i worry about. i hope everyone's week will be better than mine. at least i hope there's no more rollercoaster rides for me.

hugs&kisses

Friday, July 20, 2007

this was like LASTYEAR.

stephchiang, when are you coming back ):

has been like forever since i talked t you about anything.

you know the thing about how friends tend t drift apart after one's overseas.

you wont communicate and stuffs.

hope you're doing fine !

just so you know, i miss you alot, make that times 131432532432!

xoxo

sq the crazy-woman :D
@ cats now, just finished presentation. SO GLAD ITS OVER
so i'm here for a quick update.
had practice again yesterday. someone was nice enough t buy cold-cut for me.
that made me a happy girl ^^
but j was ): and O<- STONE bcause he has remt test tday.
no worries, prayed for you! SMILEEEE
<3 love you(s)

Thursday, July 19, 2007

i like having long talks with lots of laughters and spastic-ness
i find it rather amusing, the reaction, when we realise its already so late.
i love you.

came home from geco extra practice. rather productive I THINK(kinda)
just realise i could live on faith&trust :D
its thursday already! there's math test which i'm SO PREPARED.(NOT) ):
hey hey you! don't feel too stressed alrights! smile, you spastic dingdongbell :D
i shall end here. because i don't know what to say
maybe my brain's just tired
NEO ER JYN'S BEING SUCHA PEST! but i'm nice so i shan't be petty

lotsoflove

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

edit/
shitzzxzxzxz, my itchy hands caused me to press on th video i did for the harmonians last year ): and it triggered my harmony-is-love feeling again. i miss EVERYTHING that we've been through. you guys were always there going through thick and thin with me. i don't think i'm gna be able t find such classmates ever again. (:
at least i won't feeel alone!

FHM06<3!

hello :D
i spent 2 days watching that smiling pasta show my sister bought.
OMGOSH, its super sweeet & funny & cute!
y`know what, i dont like the feeling when a drama comes to an end.
yet i'll keep watching cause i wanna know what happens in the end.
super contradicting, I KNOW- sheeesh!
its wednesday! & there's math test tmr ):
life's a bore now. i'm just alive and kickin`
SO, there you go! thts pretty much the life i'm having now.
gotta go mug for math and complete my cats project.
take care <3

hugs&kisses(:

Monday, July 16, 2007

steph's coool blue tongue and her monster sweet!

haha

i like this picture :D shall entitle it, the crazy siblings<3!
igosaifjsaojlsa, love you many tooo!
HAHAHAHA CHECK IT OUT YO!
hahahaha x) i love you many !

can you beeelieve it?
weekends just woooshed past, and i can't believe its the dreaded monday again
school wasn't sucha bore since i've got my funky classmates to perk me up and make me laugh for the weirdest reasons.
REASONS WHY YQ'S HAPPY TODAY
- greeeat, cause its officially the LAST frigging mbio prac for the semester! no more boring tcher t sing us lullaby after our lunch break.
- ONE MONTH TILL SEMESTER BREAK. i can't wait for 9th august!

tday during the practical bryan neo cc and i started loooking at the calender and count the days left till study break and exams then vacations! & prac tday was rather funnnnny bcause weijie was high and he looked and sound like he was having a hangover. sheeesh! but it was fun trying to press the counter thing for as many times as possible for one minute. NEOTHEFAG won, cause he pressed like 500+ times. while the rest of us pressed like 200,300-ish.
the weather's sucha bitch ):
i couldn't count the number of times i almost died of heatstroke.
HAHA, i was just exaggerating but no, the weather was a killer.
TUESDAY TOMORROW/
guess i'll just go home & sleep or something.
yea, i feeel so piggish nowadays.
I LOVE YOU <3

Sunday, July 15, 2007

firstly, i'm gna thank each&everyone who told me to cheeer up and stuffs. even though i find it hard to cheeerup but at least i know you guys cared and that made me a happy girl somehow :D
thanks xq, sheerydarling, sq, jake and many others but i can't really remember cause my brain's like dead after sleeping for only 3 hours. for assuring and REASSURING me about some stuffs. i know i can get quite uncertain and insecure about some things. but you guys just made me feeeel awholelot better.
thank you nickho, for accompanying me at my "DARKEST" hours. for talking and assuring me about some stuffs again. seriously, i think i would have just broke down or crumble and fall if you werent there t talk t me. and of course, making things better. gaaah poool was fun ! i think i kinda improved and wells, i won 1/5 times we played i think -_- thats pathetic, and i won only cause nick hit the black ball into the hole.
its you its you (: !
thank you for telling me everything. i love you !

anyways, today was fun yet tiring. ups and downs for everyone. i'll update tmr or smthing when i'm not so tired. chillingandshopping with steph & nick's damn funny and spastic. but i missed those laughters and i'm so glad i laughed alot today. thanks to my superfunnyfunkaye friends. HAHA! and of course, boyf for pouring lemon all over me(not literally) but...making me laugh cause you're sooo funny too :D
thanks to steph(see, credited you. but seriously its sam that saves the day)!
some people(s) got their haircut. and i swear its a million times bettter than their previous hairstyle. hot stuffs :D! really. just don't be lazy, SOMEONE. and the other one, stop touching your hair! tssk (:
sugar rush and got high while they're getting their makeovers omg, it was soo exciting :D

okays, before i end.....
since sheeeery tagged me. i'll just do it since i'm bored :D

10 weird things about me.

1. i've got weird hormones
2. i like laughing at stuffs which are not really that funny.
3. i can't stand noises.
4. i can't roll my eyes ): !
5. i can't sleep with the lights on . even the bed lights, i'll get very irritated
6. i dont adore shopping but i'm okay with it.
7. i answer my own questions most of the time -_-
8. i'd wanna go Africa if i were RICH.
9. i've got really weird skin which is very sensitive to touch. i'll scream and run around or just collapse if you'd put your hands or fingers near me. especially my "kidney" area, IF U GET WHAT I MEAN.
10. i'm AFRAID OF BUTTERFLIES. LIKE VERY VERY VERY I'VE GOT BUTTERPHOBIC!

I LOVE MY FRIENDS AND YOU and everyone else, who loves me too, that is. :D
XOXO

Thursday, July 12, 2007

I said a prayer
That someday I would find a boy
And together we'd find joy
Maybe someday
And he would care
About the color of the sky
About the things that make me cry
Maybe someday

seeeeeeeriously i dont know what's the problem with me.
trying my best to fight off that feeeling. i don't wanna succumb to it.
highhopes always means disappointment when the hopes are dashed or when things don't turn out the way you expect them to be. which happens most of the time.
i'm lying to myself if i said i was ok, when fact is, i'm affected by every sentence. it struck me like some big dingdongbell. the "oh i dont think you care anymore. whatever "-thing will ring in my head.
then i'll laugh at how silly i am. and then i'll get scared, bcause i've become materialistic(not in the context of money-stuffs.but if you get what i mean) that i'm so hard to satisfy.& this feeling has been on-going for a week.
you don't deserve someone like me.
whatever happened to the happy&gay girl i was? at least i was contented at least i knew what'd make me happy.
SO, point is, i'm not gna be who i am now. i feel so superficial, and i dont like it. and because you don't deserve someone like me now, i'm gna change, i'm gna pray everynight. i'm sure things will be okay.

-----
talking to nick was, gooood.
i felt so much better after that.
anyhows, i'm feeeling better now.dont worry

GRAND FINALS :D
told you ! so damn proud of you <3
-i love you

hugs&kisses

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

thank you for being the pillar of support i needed.
you people know who you are :D
thank you for reminding myself how i'm loved.
for being the sweetest friends <3
& not forgetting you who tolerates every single of my rubbishes and damn emotions that i'm going through.
-what else could i ask for?

THANK GOD and all the YOU(S) in the world!
bcause i'll try to be happy and everything, for you and everyone else.
& i'm gna be more independent. HA. alrights...
love, yq

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

hello world.
i guess i'm a bad girl that keeps abusing people around me.
be it intentionally or unintentionally, i dont like who i am and what i'm feeeling recently. its quite contradicting like how i can hate the person i am now. i feel spoilt and stuffs.
especially t yoou. ): i really hate 2007, and i missed 2006 ): alot
now ppl's gna tell me t move on. i know, but .....howells
anyhows, i need a break from everything, i can't catch up.
i just need to isolate myself from the world and everything. i dont even have time to think for myself... alright i'm not gna update EVERYTHING here, it'd be stupid.
i think i'm gna like, isolate myself until my major exams are over, which is during the 2 months vacation. i'm soooo gna take a looong break. and there's lots of catching up to do.
sorry for gettting crazy and mad over some of the littlest things. this is why i dont like myself now. "if you dont love yourself, how can others love you? " HA! i dont expect people to like the mee now since i dont even like it. i hope i'll be back, the normal one. feeeling so bad everyday.

im missing out on every small details in life.

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand (:
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

love you! <3

Monday, July 09, 2007

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.
so i guess you get the point that i've got nothing t update tday
except dearest badd is sick and he ditched us in school tday ):
get well soon! hahahaha
tuesday tomorrow :D
i love you!

bye!
ps/soccermakeuptomorrow ): ! omgomgomg frigging 8AM.

church today and all the nothings in the afternoon pretty much sum up my whole frigging day, rather unaccomplished.
but sermon was really funny. i think-

talks about the future makes me one troubled and worried girl.
quite silly of me to think that way, but i just don't like it when i don't plan ahead. or at least THINK about whats gna happen and stuffs like that. even though someone told me to take a break and live one day without a plan or smthing. which also reminds me that I CAN'T WAIT FOR SEMESTER BREAK! 2 MONTHS OF VACATION! i can't wait!
anyhows, ther's stil the MAJOR EXAM before vacation starts, so i better mug for it and not fail CHEM AGAIN . i don't wanna disappoint drkueh and most importantly, I DONT WANNA RETAKE THAT DAMN MODULE. had enough of inorganic chemistry thank you.
STOP TIME STOP!
i wish it was that easy, that i could control time and everything, the pace of the society and stufffs ... but seems like life's unfair except the fact that everyone's given 24hours each. (life's fair afterall) hahahahaa
realised i haven't been catching up with lots of people. and maybe what YOU said was right, i've got too many, that i can't even keep track of stuffs. and you know i hate leaving out people and ignoring them. but sometimes i've got too many stuffs to do that i forget about people. that i didn't have time to catch up. but y`know that i'd still love you guys the same alrights :D deeeeeeeep deeeeeeeeeeeeeep down!
i'm rambling nonsense. its 1am now, THATS WHY
i should be sleeping but i slept from like 230pm till like 7pm and i watched THE CORE. then i ran and i was stucked infront of the comp since then. well, at least i realised my sis downloaded nice songs so i transferred them to my phone. HAHA.

AVRIL LAVIGNE'S WHEN YOU'RE GONE IS NICEEEEE :D
alright, i shall go on my bed and TRY to sleeep now.
TUESDAY TUESDAY! <3

thankyousomuch
because ,you make me whole :)

Saturday, July 07, 2007

thank you for tolerating my imperfections
thank you for everything you did and said.
i'll love you, until the very end

i never knew i could be so weak, i couldn't even fight what i was feeling
i knew i hated to feel that way, yet i just let the emotions run free
i acted waaay childishly like a child deprived of candies.
i know, sometimes i can't stand myself either
i get pissed, dissed, irritated at the slightest thing.
& you know how much i appreciate whatever you've done(?)
so much to say, but i'm not good with words and i can't type everything out here bcause ... yea, you know why.
thank you for the prayer, thank god for showing me the blessings that i have in life, thank you for waking me up from the materialistic world and thoughts that ran wild. most importantly, thank YOU for staying by me, though i was really at my breaking point. haven't felt this bad for sucha long time.
<3 i'm still quite sad that i didn't go back to cchms for anniversary ):
sorrry dearest harmonians. i love you girls + 6 guys tooo.
and i'm so damn proud that so many of you people are going on stage to recieve that award ! heehee
and sheeery darling :D i'm sorry for ps-ing you alrights? we'll meeet up real soon, promise. somehow we'll find a way to meet oks. loveyou too!

promise&doublepromise that i'll try to be a happy girl now&forevermore.
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anyhows, watched transformers with boyf today.
after my CATS project thing, i think i'm gna miss my group members when cats end, really ):
okays, transformers was rather good. they manage t inject quite alot of humour into the plot, so i guess we had our laughs. :D
& yes, HARRY POTTER'S NEXT! hahaha
(.)
xoxo

Thursday, July 05, 2007

its retarded to keep reminding myself how lucky&blessed i am . to make myself feeel better.
but thats all i can do....right?
sheesh, really i need endorphine

(: rascal flatts songs are nice.

DE XIN & MIN RU (:

I LOVE THEM ! ALOT

min ru's a baby, tsk ....

dexin&i " looks like some wedding ceremony"

yays (:

IDKWHY i look damn spastic in POSED picture. its not even candid! OMG ):

atadbit better, but still.....hoowells

that was what min ru & i shared, and we couldnt finish

i love you min ru! okays, it'd sound wrong if i say i love your win win too. hahahaha

anyways, i'm feeeling sad. like SAD.

that emo-ness is getting me. y`know like how i'm missing jenny and stephaniechiang alot now. and i suddenly remember the thing about how friends come and go. and how nothing lasts forever. and how promises are broken. and how short lived love is, because eventually it turned out to be lust. gaaah, how sad can the world get?

imagine you're a child, being given a lollipop and your mom asked you to stay where you are and she'll come back for you.

you waited with anticipation. but mommmy didn't return. now, how does that feel? wells, its something along that line, if you get what i mean.

its gna be friday tomorrow, the day i've anticipated since sunday.

tell me, am i the only one anticipating it?

sheesh. this sucks. I NEED ENDORPHINE!

SERIOUSLY.

i miss everyone (:

random shoutout to WLY! dearestest bff, we need t chill out like soon. LETS MUG! hahaha <3

shitzxzxz, i dont like what i'm feeling now
i think i think too much rubbbish.
yea, thats what happens when i'm left alone for too long.
"DOUBLE-U"
my nonsense and whines and complains and everything
ends here(.)

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

I RAN I RAN I RAN! {okays, point noted}
met up with primary school bffs, which is love
sq and i had a really funny and hilarious, WAIT funny=hilarious(?) howells, anyways. as i was saying, the HORNYBIATCH was ...kinky.
it all started with "I'M GOING TO MEET MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS" ANDandand!
guess what she heard, " i'm going to meeet my _____ school friend " (guess it yourself cause its rather crude t put it on my blog.ahem)
i was like omg, and it took me quite awhile to understand what she was trying to say. and if you think this is the end, YOU'RE SO WRONG. bcause this conversation continued all the way from convention to canteen1 to bus stop to bus to clementi. OMG.
like how my primary schoool friends should wear helmet for protection.
and how i should go LONG JOHN SILVER for dinnner.(insides)
that took me quite a while to understand and trust me, i dont think it was funny but somehow, we just kept laughing. SHEEEESH.
i guess these are the only interesting stuffs that happened today, otherwise, life's pretty mundane, hate t say it again. blame it on th lack of vocab. or rather, the mundanity of life.
on a lighter note, ITS THURSDAY TOMORROW (:
i really wanna watch
-transformer(i know i'm slow)
-diehard4
-harrypotter

hate to say it, but have to admit it, though its stupid.
i miss you, quite alot .

thats all i have to say.
xoxo

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

IN MEMORY OF MY LOVELY AND CUTE TORTOISE NECKLACE THAT I LOST LAST SUNDAY. I WAS SOOOO SAD ): IT WAS SOO NOT COOOL ): !!

divided reality by expectation, you'll get a happiness quotion. But when you inverted the equation. expectation divided by reality. you didnt get the opposite of happiness, instead it was hope.
Assuming reality was constant, expectation had to be greater than reailty to create optimistism. On the other hand, a pessimist was someone with expectations lower than reality, a fraction of diminishing returns. The human condition meant that this number approached zero without reaching it. you never really completely gave up hope; it might come flooding back at any provocation. (:

pretty interesting stuffs i read from Nineteenminutes.
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it wasn't really productive today.
what can i say? i've got nothing to update about. except that i'm pretty ___ that i've been misssing on little stuffs in life bcause it has been going waay too fast for me to even take a breather. i wish time would slow down though(ha! i know i'm contradicting myself)/ bcause at the same time i wish time would fly . like how i wish tmr's friday. but hey! it'd be WEDNESDAY tomorrow. at least i've survived half the weeek! nothing to look forward to, just can't wait to get my asss in schoool, lectures after lectures. get my ass home. i'll be so happy that wednesday's over. yada yada. muscles ache from running just now. sheesh ): but twas refreshing. JULY PLEASE BE OVER SOON SO THAT AUGUST COMES THN IT'D BE VACATION AGAIN. TILL SEPTEMBER SCHOOL REOPENS. BUT HECK, CAUSE Y`KNOW WHAT. AT LEAST I'VE GOT 2 MONTHS OF VACATION, AND I'M GNA ENJOY IT BEFORE I START CRYING MY ASS OFF IN SCHOOOL. BUT HEY IT MEANS OCTOBER'S COMING SOON. (?) HMMMS, still quite a long way. heeeheee

bye, people i love <3

Monday, July 02, 2007

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart...

even though today's a really very very tiring day. VERY. i have to emphasize. 9am all the way till 6pm. i stayed during IPC, so proud of myself ! that i didn't skip lesson! afterwhich i rushed t meeeet min ru and winston and de xin! :D
had a sumptious dinner at fisherman's catch(ithink) at clarkequay (:
OMG, i should have shared with de xin cause ahmun and i can't finish ours ): and everyone had to help us finish it. after that they brought out the cake de xin baked, peppermint cheeesecake (: nice, i wanna learn how to bake tooo! SHEESH, i promise i'll give you one of my muffins/cakes/cupcakes if i bake okays? HAHA. we were SO FULL. walked around and i'm so gna go back there to shop! anyways, we sat by singapore river. and talked about stuffs, took some pictures that are with de xin , promise t post them up once i get them . had icecream and enjoyed the breeze, love talking with them (: ! alot- de xin& i laughed soooo much we got abs after dinner :D watching ru and winston is really entertaining and cute. then tooook the train home alone, even though i was REALLY REALLY VERY tempted to take a cab. i resisted the temptations! yes (:

thank you girls for making my day tday, de xin i'm sooooo gnna misss you so much when you return to australia ): sheeesh, get your asss back in november and i promise we'll meeet up again! <3 ! loooove you!
HENG MIN RU, guess what its already 3RD JULY! its a AH-MUN-DAY! omgomgomgomg HAPPY 18TH ! love you so much you stupid spastic fishball bouncy mooncake girl. but you're like so hot (: HAHA (curvy) srsly its a compliment! you know i love you soo much too despite the fact that you're abit weird, but i loved you so! have fun okays <3

i'm quite a happy girl today because i laughed so much i get abs and my mouth is like so tired and i get blisters from walking too much. talking with arfah and rach and the girls is really nice and funny tooo. well, have to say school was fun today. rather entertained by the guys during MBIO prac, when they started having their guys talk infront of my face. sheesh. okays I LOVE MIN RU DE XIN 1MO3 AND YOU <3!

-yiqing

Sunday, July 01, 2007

i just realised its JULY already (:
& so, i've found new inspiration, thank god. its amazing how prayers are answered indirectly. read from a book, that says, god gave us 2 ears and 1 mouth. because he wants us to listen more (: which i find pretty true.
& through this poem, i've found a new meaning to life, a reason to be happier, something to feel contented about. and i guess, life's a blessing already. isnt it?

On Being a Champion
A Champion is a winner,
A hero...
Someone who never gives up
Even when the going gets rough.
A champion is a member of
A winning team...
Someone who overcomes challenges
Even when it requires creative solutions.
A champion is an optimist,
A hopeful spirit...
Someone who plays the game,
Even when the game is called life.
There can be a champion in each of us,
If we live as a winner,
If we live as a member of the team,
If we live with a hopeful spirit,
For Life.

- Mattie J.T. Stepanek

"I think that's so important, especially now, when everybody is feeling a sense of fear and having been terrorized, to look at what you have in your life and have a sense of gratitude and see the miracles in your life. And you, even though you're hooked up to all this equipment, and we had to plug you in during the commercial break to give you more oxygen, you still see miracles everyday in your life."

Every journey begins
With but a small step.
And every day is a chance
For a new, small step
In the right direction.
Just follow your Heartsong.

hope everyone's happpppier <3
bcause i'm feeeeeeling happy, contented, blessed with a sense of gratitude, for EVERYTHING. i shall not whine anymore. seriously. i wish i was stronger and less vulnerable to my stupid hormones. ahh i shall fight my way through, i can do this. i hope (:

sorrry for all the hormones thats becoming weirder and weirder

what can i say? patience is a virtue :] ( i think i'm a rather patient person though ) HAHA, right

alrightys, soccer on friday literally drained everything outta me or rather US. everyone was super worn out. even though it was only for an hour plus, and coach let us off early, reason being, alll of us can't run anymore. we arent professionals, but socccer is rather satisfying (: had fun pairing up with desireee, we were like " left? right? " SHEESH i cant tell which is right and left and i got US confused . hoowells

& its a HAPPY VICK'S BIRTHDAY. met vick and hazel with jeremy and played pooool. it was hilarious seeeeeeing boyf misssing the white ball though. had my laughs (: but that place's damn scary . and i saw YVONNE ONG - OMGOSH. of all places. hahahaha =D

saturday, went t watch chunmei's piano thing, kids were cute. left early, cause we had a performance to rush for. we were soooo hungry. performance was alright, sound system was horrible, cant blame them since its a gig kinda performance. and derek was like , crapppping with me the whole night. rather childish-ish. okays VERY. but it was fun and amusing to watch him play the yangqin (: - we were VERY entertained.

sunday, church. sermon was goood, i guess. the usuals. and i walked around PS alone after jeremy and steph left. it was quite nice. shopped around. refrained myself from spending money, but i bought a new screen protector for my phone considering the state of my horribly scratched ex-screeenprotector i really need a new one.

then i was bored and i can't meeeeet jeremy and nick ps me. SO, i decided to take a walk down singapore river. alighted at clarke quay. i was greeeted by THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE RUNNNNNNNNNING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTION. i'm not exaggerating, its some community run thing. i started walking at 415PM and my destination was suppose t be raffles place MRT station. i reached there at 6PM. reason being, SMARTY-PANTS me with SUPERB SENSE OF DIRECTION walked the opposite direction - which is AWAY from raffles.

i knew i was lost, cause somehow it seeeeemed wrong. and i was quite scared. but thank god it wasnt dark yet. so i stil happily walked all the way to the end of singapore river. some KIMSENGPARK around river valley. i was like OMGOSH- DEAD END. and i had to turn back cause i dont know how to go home from that ulu place. and so , while walking i was perspiring, listening to songs, dodging those people runnning. yada yada. alll the way BACK to clarke quay and to rafffles. and i went home.

so frigging tired after the walk. LOOOOOONG WALK.oh and i ran today again (: i should like, increase my metabolism! go yq! i can do this!

TOMORROW, DINNNER WITH DE XIN, MIN RU AND WINSTON(ithink) oh man, i can't wait! ages since i saw min ru, and DECADES since i saw de xin! sheeesh, CLARKE QUAY <3!

& to the one self proclaiming that he sucks. which is truly, OTHERWISE. i'm sure you'll find that faith again! o wells, even if you can't find it. i'll help you! and we'll find it tgether! two heads are better than one! even though sometimes i'm like, sooooo weird and sooo unpredictable. but i guess somethings about me just won't change, and i'm pretty sure you know what :D i'll pray, every night! promise and double promise <3just dont dont dont doubt and condemn yourself, bcause i know that faith is still in you. just calll for it, silently, but not literally if you get what i mean. I HOPE. you make me a happpy girl everyday with your spastic-ness and stuffs. sooo, YOU ROCK! just so you know. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL THE APPLE ORANGES IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! AND ITS TILLL THE END. <3 ^^

ps/ can't wait for next saturday, cchms anniversary and dinner with harmonians.

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