hey! don't bother looking at the post below cause i can just sum this up in one sentence thanks to girlfriend :)
that is, to understand what your heart means.
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it just amazes me how one can be so insensitive. that kinda pissed me off
i don't like the way i felt, because of something someone said it made me think&think
about whether its wrong . then i realise, why am i so bothered about it? you're just someone crossing my path in life, why am i so affected by some comments you made? why are you confusing me, stirring up my thoughts. obsticles god made? for us to grow stronger?
you know i can't control this feeling, and now i'm quite certain of it. those doubts that existed seemed t fade away. those problems and questions that i had were all answered. thank god :)
FYI, i'm not feeling emo now. just hmmmmm, doing some self reflecting since its the start of MAY already.
i think i can just sit there all day doing nothing, with you by my side.
i will be happy as long as you are. & when you are truly happy, i can never ask for more.
but to thank god, for bestowing me sunshine even when dark clouds starts forming and the rain starts pouring. xoxo

love, me

ps/ i should sleep early, you should sleep early too :D tsk headache isn't getting any better and i'm starting to sneeeeeeze . ):
pps/ i am happy i am happy i am happy because i feel blessed and that keeps me going.