fred's like the cutest and craziest senior :) missed u goospla !
my mind's like messed up or something
was a tad bit disappointed with my microbio results, kinda expected it cause i didnt really prepare for it. alright, MY BAD. & this knocked some sense into me, i was reminded by how much i slacked the past month. promise to start listening during lectures and do my tutorials dutifully (: UHUH!
omgosh, math test tmr! and microbio common test next monday. i need a miracle , LIKE NOW! i can do this :D -i hope
someone's not feeling well and is stil at co TSK. someone's not feeling well and had icecream for dinner TSKTSK. someone's not feeling well and doesnt wanna sleeep early TSKTSKTSK. can u eat something PROPER other than biscuits? alright that was RANDOM BTW. haha YAYS because the week is ending soon which means weekends are coming AGAIN! but i really dread the end of weekends which is sunday night. ): i need motivation!

sigh, is it my bad? sometimes i just wanna disappear and go to somewhere ulu where life is simpler/happier. was thinking whether life will be the same if i never talked t you(s), if our paths never crossed. will our lives be any better? will you even know i exist ? will i still smile happily today, will my purpose of living be different? will my perspective of the world still be the same? its just so amazing how time literally flies. 2006 was a really eventful year, shed lots of sweat and tears. met lots of people and some became an important part of my life in one way or another. stephaniechiang left for taiwan, i was really sad, still remembered that video i did for her. we're all living our own lives now, but i still truly miss her , and sometimes when i'm alone or in school i'll remember the times when we had our little talks, our little walks to the watercooler. that scene when i was sending her off. and yes jennynieh you too (: that scene 2 years ago is still fresh in my mind, i can vividly see you smile, and that trying-not-to-cry-but-failed-look. its pretty amazing despite the distance and the not-so-usual-way-of-talking->email that we are stil able to share our worries,joys and perspectives and stufffs. thank god . yes i'm looking back, but whats wrong with loooking back? i mean, yea we need to look forward. but when i'm looking back it doesnt mean that i'm stucked there, not moving on. so sometimes i'll just blog about what happened in the past to remind me to start treasuring the present. because life's just full of coming-togethers and partings. ( don't worry, bcause i told you i need a lifetime to figure you out. believe me like how i've always believed in you and yes god too. i love you ) anyhooos! its gonna be the end of the month so yea, MONTHLY EVALUATION and permisssion to get emo (: but i'm not emo though, just thinking about some stuffs. seemed that some things just change even if i tried holding on, i just hope that you're happy and stop living life selfishly(sorry for being so blunt) but yes, its becoming more of a chore and it shouldn't be like that. you can't change the world, so start by thinking how u can change yourself for the better so that the world will smile, because of you. to you, i'm just someone that you think will never understand you and your thinkings, someone that is from a totally different world. are u even sure that you understand what your heart truly says? do you know how it feels when i tried to reach out but you're pushing me away. i'm just sorry that i can't be the friend you want me to become. just hope that you'll find more motivation and reason to smile and be happy, not for the sake of smiling but because the world gave you reasons to. when that day comes i swear i'll be so happy for you that my smile will stretch from one side of my ear to the other.HAHA imagine- omgosh. alrights.
i know life's not gonna be smooth sailing i know that there'll be rocky roads ahead of us & i know i'll not be so lucky throughout my life. but i'm so glad i'm not walking this road alone, because ive got you and my thebesterestfriends. my angels in disguise indeeed, how true (:
IN CONCLUSION, may has been really great, realised that i've widened my perspective. learnt alot through going through shits(not literally). & yes, i feel closer to god. its a really really REALLY special feeeling. its like talking to someone, pouring out your emotions and doubts. then POOF! you get your questions answered. don't you think that its WAN-DER-FOOOL? (: you came into my life, okay actually you WERE there since i-dont-know-when. thank you for everything too okays. i know you've been giving into me , yet sometimes you're soo mean. but i know i've got your hands to grab when i feel like falling, and thats prolly the reason why i told myself to smile despite everything going in the wrong way! thank you <3 & thank god AGAIN.
- ALRIGHTY, I KNOW ITS A LONG LONG POST BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO READ IT, ITS JUST TO REMIND MYSELF TO START TREASURING EVERYTHING AND YES, START MUGGING. HAHA
-love, yq

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