hey all, i'm awake like 1130am, its early okays.
had this really bad dream, and a nightmare D: which totally spoils my moood
and you know what, funny thing was when i woke up, i actually forgot which day is it tday and i was like, " i feel funny, i thought there's something for me t do tday, why do i feel so empty then? " it took me moments to realise that its friday and there's geco. was woken up by estelli tzw and pauline's call. hahahaha nicejuniors
right about the bad dream and nightmare, i think i'll cry if it reallly happens.
what if one day you wont talk to me anymore D:
what if one day you just walk outta my life D: D:
found someone new and we're not even friends anymore bcause you'll be busy with your own life and i'll be whining about my life.
then so much for being a lucky girl eh .
omg, that's like damn sad so i almost cried, gooooooodness, emo please
seeeeee BAD DREAMS TOTALLY SPOIL MY DAY.
got the urge to go back cchmsco tday again though, even though i'm not gonna go back. kinda miss their jkdlf/qbmy <3 okays i still love my juniors even though i was pissed at them yesterday :D
hmmmms maybe ltr i'll go marina or vivo and catch a movie alone or something
noooo, i'm always laughing at people watching movie alone, better not.
BUT hey, maybe shopping alone? hehe not literally shopping , but yea walk around and maybe i'll go to esplanade, OOHH MRS FIELDS
& you know what, my mom wants me t acc her t thailand next week, was actually tmr then i was like NO! there's SYF nxt week. so yea i think i'll be leaving on the 4th, after watching SYF. she's gonna like drive, i was like EH WHY CANT WE TAKE THE AIRPLANe! then she was like, bcause we wont have a car t drive cause my mom's car is like in bangkok and we're going to another province, and we're gonna visit my grandpapa and grandmama, i LOVE their place. omgosh :D but you know what, which means i'll miss geco and maybe church cause i'll be coming back on the 7th.
WELLLLLLL, haha dont know if u guys will miss me when i'm gone, but yea i know i will! haha shopppppping at thailand is so cheap and stuffs like tht, it makes me wanna go.. ooooh la la~ ( so bimbo please. ewww ) haha okays. i'm just trying to cheeer myself up after that horrible dream and its aftermath.POOOO
FYI, i'm not a loner and i hate being alone. i HATE eating alone. but i guess i'll have t learn doing stuffs myself and stop relying on others.
hope everyone that is not feeeeeeling cheeered up will cheeer up soon
and tday sld be a happpy day, but somehow i feel otherwise.
its so oahsfoishioerw when everyone's busy and you're super freee D:
well, cheer up ME! cheer up YOU!
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