GIVE ME OIL IN MY LAMP,
KEEP ME BURNING BURNING BURNING
GIVE ME OIL IN MY LAMP
I PRAY, I PRAY! :D
remember singing this song when i was back in st.andrews cat, which was quite long ago. damn cute
anws! just came back from runnnning, muscle ache and NOT FEEELING WELL
oh man, stomach feels weird again D: dangs!
cchmsco prac today, shant say much, but i was quite disappointed today
and pissed, some people just have HIGH EGO. shame on you! tsk tsk
oh! bfore that, hehe. ESTELLI LIM LI JUN DID SOMETHING SUPERFUNNNNNY!
joane: ESTELLI, I'M ALL YOURS!
estelli : yea okay ( & SPRAY JOANE'S FACE WITH A DEODE. OMG! )
actually joane wanted estelli to help her spray jamie's deode.
after that jo was like " I DIDNT KNOW DEODE. WAS BITTER "
me and jamie were laughing our asss of, like seriously for crying out loud! HAHA
oh oh, then after co walked outta school with them, and yes went 7-11
been ages since we sat there and talk :D
anws, dearest WEIGIN! omgosh, STAY STRONG, we're always here dear
LOVE <3!!!
sigh, r/s these days are just. i dont know ):
argh i'm so gonna buy that classic black notebook from vaio :D (WITH A BUILT IN CAM)
gonna forsake my C. vaio for that i think. haha!
& its LIGHTER, okays right need t talk to my mom and dad about it hopefully get it by this week? :D yays

someone's gonna blog soon right, LIKE FINALLY. hahaha
i'm still not feeeeeling welll, and suddenly i'm emo. {shit}
must be th P. like seriously. its so unfair )x
we have t go through all the stupid stuffs like P. and pregnancy, and stuffs like that. SO MUCH FOR EQUALITY OF THE SEXES. FROWNS to the max/
guess i'll write more in my diary later. cant really type anything personal here since like you know, xxx and xxx-s read my blog, though sometimes i doubt anyone's gonna read it. cause its full of rubbish. but yea :D
still, this is a VERY VERY GOOD PLACE TO WHINE, and i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE whining
here.

give me oil in my lamp
keep me burning burning burning
give me oil in my lamp
i pray, I PRAY! <3

/ love&kisses.

helllo deleted the whole chunk of things i typed just now.
feeeling so oaigosagojsaofjl dont know whats happening and i'm like breaking down now. freak

mom's like nagging now. WTF,again.
i was talking to her damn nicely, and she went on and on and on and on yakking
and you know what, she said " when me or your father is talking just keep quiet and listen and dont shooot back " i cant even say what i'm feeling. whatever~ so sick of it already, and she says that i can only buy my laptop on sunday.
and now she's like talking to me about the stone. saying there's its heart shaped.
freaky, one min she's like screaming at me and now she's talking nicely to me..
WOW. i really dont know what t say already, is it me or what?
omg- sigh i cant control my emotions anymore nowadays.
perhaps i'll just catch a movie alone tmr, i really wanna watch that show!
yea thats what i'm gonna do tmr i guess since everyone's so busy with their own stuffs


ps/ i wanna volunteer at singapore children's cancer society :D yays.
welll just wanna do something instead of just studying and studying and studying either that i'll be wasting my life. we'll see. hmmmmmmmms or SPCA? haha omg.
lol i'm still thinking about which organisation, and being a volunteer aint simple. ): but i guess seeing others smile makes me wanna smile too .
^^
pps/ i guess me and my mom and my dad are alright now :D thank god.
after my mom asked me about tht stone, she gave me chocolate cake! OMGOSH. yums its DAMN NICE I TELL YOU, THAT CHOCOLATE ....! HEAVENLY my dad just said " omg, 7bucks a puny slice of cake you still buy?! " haha , well thats my mom.
sinful i know, like chocolate cake in the middle of the night, i'm so gonna grow fat. BUT I'M GONNA RUN TMR. i swear! :D haha
i'm so glad everything's alright now, and yays i'm gonna get VAIO SZ. pretttaye
SIGH, you know what? my parents wanna cancel my yq lessons. i was like NO! )= please please please please dont. i feel like crying again. i've been with my tcher since like PRIMARY 2 ! he taught me so many stuffs, he's like my 2nd daddy( SOUNDS WRONG ) but yea you know. he not only taught me about music, but also taught me about life and many stuffs. i really REALLy dont wanna stop lesson ): I DONT WANT. pease please please. i'd rather you reduce my pocket money by like half . i'd rather you buy me a cheaper laptop rather than tht vaio one i wanted. BUT NO. please dont cancel my lesssson =( sigh, i'll be so freaking sad and depressed without it. then i'll have no one t talk to.. and you know, i DONT WANNA DISAPPOINT MY TCHER. he just asked me if i wanan further my yq and music. and he's abit disappointed tht i didnt choose a music path. but he was fine with it. he said why not take a double degree? HAHA my tcher's cute . funnny, i'm not some smart ass that can juggle so many things. i'm so gonna mug my ass off once sch term starts. SCHOLARHIP! hopefully i can get it. D: its like so hard please. JIAYOU ^^
cheeeeered up already, yays