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i think i like to rant alot on my blog.
hahahahahaha, like typing rubbish and stuffs like tht.
seriously hope dad's gonna buy tht oven soon so i can bake, staying at home all day isn't fun, i'd rather go to school.
haha but i guess once school starts i'll be like. omgosh, wish i was at home.
we're never contented with what we have.which reminds me of econs, unlimited human wants. HAHA- but i do love LOVE the word ceteris paribus :D
looks like its gonna rain soon. & yes, you know what rain reminds me of.
( i assume, so even if you dont, just say you do oks :D )
used t look forward t every friday! like so much.
but somehow everything's different now ):
the people, the music, the discipline, the purpose.
no, i'm not being emo or depressed, told myself that i will be happpy (hei pi) like everyday. somehow there's a reason for me to smile yesterday today and tmr. for that i'm blessed & thankful.
know what? maybe i sld start reading the books i bought.
i bought "why we believe in what we believe, the earth, simple words, one litre of tears, size 14 is not fat either, eragon" LAST YEAR, and i haven finished any .
the only 2 books i manage t finish were MY BEST FRIEND'S GIRL AND that book by nicholas sparks. haha-
& maybe i should start prac-ing hard. dont wanna disappoint my tcher :D
how time flies, o levels is over, competition is over too, the dreaded results were out, kiss-goodbye to 1st 3 months, saying hello to new poly life, bye to uniforms.
i realise i haven sum up my year. well you know, from 16 to 17 ( 18th march ) right.
it has beeen a fulfilling year, perhaps a year tht i'll never forget.
significant stuffs happened and memories wil always be etched in thy(haha) heart
LAKE ODYSSEY 2006
remembered practicing so hard for co night( 18th JUNE 2006 )
learnt so many stuffs, watch my little juniors grow and improve
cried like shit, laughed like nobody's business, the building up stress.
but all were worthwhile.
at the end of the day, these three words means so much.
LOVE FAMILY PRIDE :D thank you cchmsco <3
GECO CONCERT ( omg you know it took me 5 minutes to remember whether it was held LAST YEAR or the year before! )
loved the music, love the people then, learnt so many stuffs
& i miss samuel & ben lim & yanjun! :D
that was when we got so bonded, but i guess things kinda changed now.
thank you geco for the opportunity and stuffs like tht -
MOE CAMP 2006
well, wasn't really significant, BUT quite okays-
even though i miss practices like so many times, didn't appear for sectionals and even for combined practices. sorry dear peiyan :D
tht was when i realise the gooooood " mo qi " i had with peiyan ! hahahaha
& it was when i got to know people like jeremywong & ivan ( actually its not then, abit later, but yea )
quite a funny experience i had. considering the fact tht i wasnt even there for 3/4 of the practices. omgosh! haha
MUGGING MUGGING MUGGGGGGGGGING! ( prelims + o levels )
well, i didn't literally mug my ass off during the prelims period, but i really tried and studied the best tht i could for the o levels.
recieved lots of help from people like kaili, peizi and rina! oh okays, not forgetting koh xiaole :D helped me with the subjects i'm weak in.
and i really miss studying @ marine parade library with my study mates
me&ly, me&meixuan&dalina, me&xiangrui!
and i do miss studying ALONE @ bishan's cc ( thanks t rina )
i remember going there after school like almost everyday to revise and study stuffs.
i miss the condusiveness of that place, miss those irritating cat high guys tht kept irritating everyone by making the most noise.
i miss those smart asses from various schools tht motivated me to study
i've got alot of memories @ tht place too.
& yes, remebered tht time i saw jeremy there @ dome, cause he was "studying" with his senior or smthing. damn funny, tht was the 1st time i saw him since dont know when! and THE BA CHOR MEEEEEEEEEE ! hahaha, i've got really goood memory.
tht was when i got to know you better okays. hahaha!

STEPHANIE'S DEPARTURE
okays, super duper sad ): cried like shit when she hugged me before heading for the departure gate. you've got no idea how much i miss her company during recesses and after school. she has influenced me in alot of ways, like eating healthily, drinking more water and stuffs like tht. & she did't even tell me the time of her flight and which terminal she was at when she was leaving, until benji told me then i went. silly girl! it was reallly sad to seee best friends leaving. heh heh, but i'm glad she's doing fine.
DELIFRANCE SAKAE BREAD! hahahahaa, yes my dear girl, miss going those places with you
i love you stephanie chiang <3
GRADUATION CEREMONY ( 14th October )
THE BESTEREST CLASSSSS I CAN EVEN WISH FOR, 4 HARMONY 06
say gooodbye was the song we sang together on stage, and tht unglam moment of me looking spastic was caught on the freaking year book ):
anws, 34 girls and 6 guys :D thank you all for everything, showering me with lots of love and tolerance( regular pms-ing ) I KNOW! haha
WE WON THE ZHONG ZHENG JING SHEN JIANG, well didn't get 1st but 2nd thouugh.
but i still love you all so so much <3
and yes, MY DEAR PARTNER YEONG DONG LIN has been reallly nice t me, despite him always sleeeping in class. but you're always cheering me up everyday! and i couldnt ask for a better partner :D
FHM! <3 love {LOVE}

" because true love never dies"

DAILY RUN!
omgosh, i ran like everyday during this period, lost some weight i guess :D hhahha!
you've got no idea how freaking fat i was last time unless u know me since like long ago? haha i've got my motivation :D and somehow a daily chore became a routine. whenever i feel stress during the prelims and olvels period, i'l just go downstairs and start running . and i'll feel good after a run

ACTUAL O LEVELS
- pure torture, studying WHOLE DAY.
but i dont mind studying again :D
very very stress and fun period, love striking out the days from my entry proof
counting down to the last paper. 16th Nov. !

PROM NIGHT
hilton hotel, thanks to benji, the prom was a great success.
i HATE shoppping for prom, hehe did it with dearest ly ^^
spent alot of money. dangs! heh heh.
but everyone loooked so pretty and hot tht night! <3

PRACTICING FOR COMPETITION
geco, omgosh we had practice like on so many days, though we were splitted into 2 different groups, I LOVE MY GROUP alot :D right rozie! hahaha
it was really really fun and we really bonded so much
gossiped and thank god for derek! heheh he really made geco prac fun and entertaining. LOVE YOU ALL <3
practicing is tiring .

COMPETITION
omgosh! ensemble was really unexpected. bcause we didnt play our best at the finals.
both teams of geco were gooood ^^
tht was when i learnt tht in an ensemble, its not about solo-s but listening t each other. and tht even one mistake you make will affect not only yourself, but the whole team. I WAS DAMN STRESSED AT THE FINALS. bcause i just couldnt get my solo part right. ): but they believed in me ! and i guess i did it :D
for my solo, hahahhahahahaa preliminary was alright i guess, but my finals, i swear i really really wanna cry so so much tht time. i wanted so much to withdraw at backstage. but i pushed myself to go on stage and play the best i can. it wasnt the best but at least i tried. thank you xueqi and jeremy bcause you guys came and waited for me right after the competition, tht stopped me from breaking down !
and yes COOKIE SHOP, MRS FIELD'S ROCKY ROAD! <3 !
oh and i manage to control my stage fright by alittle already!
even though, somehow my hands still kinda shake even when i'm NOT feeling nervous.
i'll try t curb tht problem soon ):
- oh and got to know more friends during this period too.
like xueqi,nick, ivan, jake! hahahaa

HOLIDAY
quite fun, tiring, ate alot thanks to my mom.
heh heh, SHOPPPPED <3!

COUNTDOWN WITH GECO MATES
kuangit, chunyang, ly, peiyan, randy, well not alot of people but it was still fun
and we dared RANDY T DO SOMTHING AGAIN! very funny ! hehehehehhee
glad i spent my 1st day of the new year with these bunch of ppl <3 LOVE!

1st 3 months @ INNOVA
omg you got no idea how much i dreaded it.
i've got a SCREWED ORIENTATION, hated the school so so much
0731B, thank god for atiqah sarah priya and many more who i talked t everyday.
the gossips! hehe, you guys made live in ijc less boring.
even though i kinda skip school once every week, haha!
had some conflicts amongst classmates during certain period. but i guess everything's resolved now.

RESULTS
I LOVE CCHMS! scary freaky but it's all over now, got what i expected though some disappointments but still.. :D
i have to say it again, but i LOVE MY SCHOOL SO MUCH !


STARTED GOING TO CHURCH ONCE AGAIN
heh heh, i love sundays. okays kinda.
hahahaha started going t this church @ little india
service is quite funny sometimes, our usual lunch-ing place at tekka centre
my SOYBEAN DRINK! <3 hahahahaha
then visiting j's granparents textile shop every week.

LOVE THE BEACH AND SUN AND EMO PLACE
18th march birthday
nothing special, was pms-ing. which was a bad bad way to spend your birthday FYI.
rotted . no birthday cakes as usual. sounds pathetic, but i still feel loved i guess. sweetness <3 each and everyone of the blessings makes me happy ^^ reallly
you know what i'm gonna say i think. thank you(s)!

SWEET 16 WAS A VERY VERY FRUITFUL YEAR
gained so much and lost quite alot too.
but i love sweet 16 bcause it was when you/you all entered my life
because of LOVE OF ALL FORMS, it became my reasons to smile each day <3

p/s: omgosh, this is quite a boring post, but its SO LONG! hahahahhaha
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before someone starts complaining i dont update my blog.
WHICH I DO EVERYDAY, i think your computer is super lag la please.
my post will only show up like a week later? :P
anws, WATCHED FINAL DESTINATION ALONE LAST NIGHT! damn freaky.
was playing worms while trying to ignore the gore scenes, and guess what
I WON TWICE STRIAGHT IN A ROW! ( haha- great achievement alright )
then watched extreme makeover, then i slept.
woke up with a SWOLLEN EYE, sneezing. ):
i'm not gonna friend you( sounds familiar, so yesterday ) because you played maple and tried t be mean by making something so unfamiliar, familiar . EVIL and you're not going t ge, which makes you even evil-er ! go PRAC NOW! ( thats if yo're reading this. )
wanted t find someone t acc me t NP'S it fair, but decided not to, since everyone's busy busy,except for me. sigh-
not looking forward t ge tonight, at all. getting boring and boring-er .
so purpose-less..( if there's sucha word)
right, whatever( irritatingly ).
hahahahahhaa :D
uplate ltr, LUNCH! oh my gosh, so much for laughing at pigrui for having lunch alone, I'M HAVING LUNCH ALONE TOO. wth ! ): hahaha nvm.