i'm mentally exhausted.
went to NP early this morning, and i've made my choice.
i was really worried and scared cause i was alone there, dad dropped me off . anyway i'm pissed with someone. so like.. thats your problem not mine. damn irritating D:
gonna do biomedsci in NP/SP and acjc's my 3rd choice. i cant believe i forsaked acjc. but yes i'm not gonna regret bcause its my choice. and i'm gonna live it to make it right. haha
and im still irritated. blahs, dangs!
okoks, shant be bothered.
:D i dont know what's gonna happen in the future, quite scary . but i'm doing what i like so yea, wish me luck !
and pray that everything will be alright . ( amen )
happy valentines`i'm worried .i try to make myself feel less worried. i tired to calm down, but my heart was thumping so hard, that i felt like crying. there, i stood infront of the place, all alone. the first time i felt so helpless. i tried to be strong, but the thought of it made me uncertain. i need affirmation, i need the strength, i need the believe, i need the strong faith. i need to know that i can do this. FYI, i'm not regretting. just worried. i need a break from all these. i need to sort out my thoughts. i need not answer to anyone, but myself. I AM SCARED. really.....i'm really amused by my own fear. i dont know wth i'm doing and thinking now/ i'll be alright soon. back into meditation ( ommmmmm.)-& it goes on.....
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