just came back from lesson not long ago, i wasnt' at my best today, maybe i woke up too early to prac in the morning, so i was literally in a daze tried my best to stay focus but my hands just wont listen. wrist still hurts a little but once i get into the music-thingy i'll forget about the pain, so it'll be alright dont worry :D
after lesson i was into my DEPRESSION STATE, was crying while walking i dont know why, maybe it's because of the stress, the lack of confidence, the lack of faith. one reason, FEAR
so i laughed at myself now for being so silly, i've practiced, i've done it before and tomorrow it will be no different, yes i can do it :D
talking to ivan and xueqi helped me quite alot, so thank god for my friends !
i belive i can do it tomorrow (:
so can HUIRONG & JEREMY!
yays- yiqing cheered up .

ps. thanks ly for coming today, i know its far and you have your lesson too. crazaye girl, love u!