if i ever offend any competitors for this competition, i sincerely apologise.
this is my blog and this is how i feel so i'm writing how i feel about this competition now.
9TH DECEMBER, Esplanade-Recital Studio 0900 hours
been reading some blogs, well some things do bother me
do you guys agree that "competition will still be competition.."
despite teachers/parents/adults going, " it doesn't matter if you win or lose"
fact is WINNING IS EVERYTHING IN A COMPETITION, undeniable
who goes for a competition and hopes that he doesn't win?
well there are SOME, a pathetic few that really compete for the sake of experience
but as i've said, winning will always be what you reallly want & 2nd comes the experience
humans tend to be greedy, once u get 2nd, you yearn for a 1st
if you had a pager, you'll yearn for a handphone <-- get the idea?
when there's competition, it acts like a catalyst, causing the greed within us to grow
-we, being the vulnerable human, will eventually lose to greed and before we knew it, even before the competition starts, we have already lost to ourselves
i guesss these are the bitter truth of competition
i feeel ashamed of my teacher's students. i really am
looking at the "alliance system" within ourselves, i laughed at our childish acts
where has all the teachings gone to? i thought music will allow maturity to grow in us?
& to that person who said, " its the competition. its the number of people who are supposed to be in the OPEN category who still want to stay in the YOUTH category that is freaking me out" sorry to that person, cause i ripped the whole paragraph. i sensed the sacarsm and i'm pretty sure she was refering to me. who are you to say WHO SHOULD BE IN THE OPEN AND WHO SHOULD BE IN THE YOUTH ? get a life and grow up girl (:
okays, first its the --- against ---
soon it'd be US AGAINST US (how ironic)
so i guess its time we grow up and start looking things at different perspectives
HEALTHY COMPETITION- at least i hope
enough of all these "nonsense and childish acts" by yours truly
bye-

the above is 100% pure yiqing's thoughts
if i ever offended anyone sooo badly because of this post. i sincerely apologise once again especially to those yq ppl, you know who you are....
because i really need to vent this out or i'll explode like mount merapi