hehe, just finishd talking to huirong (:

i love talking to her, though she's just sec 2, but she gives really good advice !
was talking abt music, competition, songs blahblahblah..
& she sent me chun yu, quite nice! somewhat similar to gu dao xing
well, some ppl askd i'm in th youth cat, y am i playing yang guang?!
hahahahaha, i was inspired by samuel, long story
when my teacher askd me what song i wanna play, th first song tht came to my head was -yang guang, uhuh` i askd his opinion, and he said okay! i was very happy tht he agreed. so at nafa, when we were practising yang guang, my teacher will play with th drums in the music room, i think its super nice (: and my teacher always gets excited when we're playing yang guang together, super cool, its like having an accompaniment.
for the second song, my teacher choose gu dao xing for me, though its not as technical as yang guang , it requires alot alot of feelings..i like this song too so i was happy...
both songs r demanding in their own way, so yqing jiayou! i really hope i wont disappoint those that always believed in me, especially my teacher, i have been disappointing him for the past few years, especially in the previous competition, so i really hope i can break through this emotional barrier - stage fright! - >.< i cant lun when i get too nervous...
oh wells, i hope the experiences tht i have accumulated for the past 2 years since th last competition were enough to make a break through..hehe

alright i was reminded of the last lesson i had at nafa,
i saw marilyn's parents, surprised alright! i din know her brother learns yangqin from wei lao shi
so her whole family(except her came) i was playing tian shan shi hua....
was playing the kuai ban and lao shi was playing the drums AGAIN~ told ya he likes the drums!
hehe, then i playd like i was having a "little concert" , also taking this as a chance to practice my stage presense.....
uhuh, what touched me most was the applaud tht they gave, they smiled and say "very good" , " i can feel the music"... this is not well, self praising or whatsoever
i just wanna say tht i was really really happy`! and my teacher was happy too, yays-

alrights, i think i'm some emo crap, everytime after i accomplishd something, hearing the applause, i will tend to tear very VERY easily...
* looks back at the 180606 co concert*
but i believe every musician wants to touch the people with his/her music
like what my teacher had said " use your heart and soul to play the strings of your instrument" , you dont play with your hands but with your heart ; not literally !! okay tht was a direct translation ... " yong ni de xing qu chu dong mei yi ke qin xian" if you get what i mean...
uhuh, so i should enjoy playing to the people that appreciates my music (:
and i enjoy the feeling of being appreciated, okay now i feel like a emo plus self obsessed crap`
but what i really wanna emphasize is that music belongs to each and everyone, though it sounds cliche , but hey! its really true..

-these were all that i felt after chatting with huirong.

hehe oh! and we were gossiping about something, lalala =P i shall be nice and not tell the content of the gossip...

alrights, goodluck to my dear juniors taking exams tmr! (:
love all <3

-byee