This Love/ <3

Monday, October 16, 2006
HELLO, busy day (:
happy birthday, wongy <3
bishan cc's study lounge is a nice NICE place to study, really (:
blog on hiatus till 17th NOVEMBER 2006
until then, MISS ME and wish me LUCK!
love all that loves me <3


in courtesy of rina phua
"i pledge to study so hard
i have no time to think about cute boys (: "

-BYE


Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'm sorry i have to be rather mean here
but you guys should know i'm rather nice, VERY NICE
& although i rarely HATE SOMEONE, when i do, I'LL BITE
this is just to vent my frustration alrights! (:

TO THAT PERSON WHO HAS MY LALA AND MOMO AND REFUSE TO RETURN IT TO ME
HELLO, i thought you were a NICE person so i askd u to get my lala and momo from nafa since you're studying there... THAT WAS 3 WEEKS AGO i guess
i askd if i could meet you or something to get them back
each time your excuse was "I'M BUSY" yea, i believed so i let it DRAG all the way till now
NOW this is pissing me cause I NEED THEM BADLY AND YOU KNOW I DO
on FRIDAY, i even called you PERSONALLY so that i can get meet you the next day at marina to get them back, YOU SAID OKAY, and will get back to me the next day.
ALRIGHTS, so i waited, saturday came, i recieved ZERO MSGS/CALLLS from you. not even saying "SORRY I'M BUSY, I CANT COME"
do you know how IMPORTANT LALA AND MOMO ARE TO ME?
do you know i need them URGENTLY THE NEXT DAY?
do you know i got LESSONS AND I CANT PRACTISE B`CAUSE you REFUSE TO MEET ME AND RETURN THEM TO ME?
do you know HOW IRRESPONSIBLE YOU ARE?
i had to borrow derek's booboo! and he has to be scolded by me on friday cause he didnt go geco and so i had NOTHING TO PLAY WITH, ended up using a chopstick. derek being nice lent me his boobooo TODAY .

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED WHY YOU NEVER SUCCEDED IN ANYTHING?
WHY ALMOST EVERYONE DISPISED YOU?
WHY EVERYONE LOOKED DOWN ON YOU?
WHY ARE YOU DEPRESSED EVERYTIME?
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS BEING PS BY PEOPLE TIME AND TIME AGAIN?
do you know why?
- let me put it simple, so that your teeny little brain can UNDERSTAND, cause you, being an asshole DONT HAVE THE RESPONSIBILTY AT ALL, you DONT KNOW HOW TO PRIORITIES your stuffs, you DONT KNOW HOW TO KEEP YOUR PROMISES & thus, YOU GAIND ZERO RESPECT .
i detest people who smokes and gives the reason "I GOT NO CHOICE"
like WTH, everyone HAS A CHOICE , just that you being IGNORANT just dont understand the SIMPLE facts of life. oh, maybe you dont even have a life, so i guess the LEAST you could do is GET ONE.
wls was pissed off today with you alrights, so dont think youre OH SO GREAT
do you even think your skills/feelings are so darn effing GOOD, sorrry to hurt your fragile heart but lx is so much better. i dont think the msg you sent wls was REAL ALRIGHTS, it looks more like a total crap and a LAME EXCUSE to skip lesson to go out with your FRIENDS or whatsoever.
& SO, PLEASE GET A LIFE, AND RETURN ME MY LALA AND MOMO
dont think IGNORING MY MSGS WILL DO YOU ANY GOOD, CAUSE I BITE.

-BYE AND I DONT WANNA HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU AGAIN
IRRESPONSIBLE ASSHOLE

sorry for being mean, those who know me will know that i'm NICE (: so pardon my language!


141006, emo day
GRADUATION! so , i've graduated from this school that i used to loathe so much
i remembered the first time i step foot into this cheeena school, i told myself i gotta leave, this aint a place for me, yes i was sulking i was frowning. HOWEVER, never did i thought i will miss this school so much, i love the caring teachers, i love the wonderful classmates, i love the condusive-ness of the school. guess this is the way it has been, you'll only learn how to treasure when you're about to leave ):
graduation was great, we performed for the last time ! SAY GOODBYE was our song, told myself not to cry and embarass myself infront of everyone especially so when i was holding onto the freakng mike, but still when i was singing happily and turned to SHEERY HONEY, she was crying, so i started crying like a effing retard too ): managed to cool myself abit and continue to sing. it was really a memorable time for us, the guys(6 of them) sang too alrights! gave out my present after the singing. hope they like it
GUESS WHAT! we won zhong zheng jing shen jiang, though 1st runners up, but we felt as though we won the real thing. OUR EFFORT PAID OFF, OUR LOVE WAS RECOGNIZED <3 ice ="l" size="2">someone had dinner at shatec yesterday , spent 130 bucks on clothings
awfully sinful, but its YOUR birthday tmr boy (: so self indulgence though sinful, will be pardoned hehe. okay i'm worried about something =l oh wells, what's sent cannot be unsent
SO I'LL JUST PRAY <3

-BYE

harmony spells L-O-V-E




Saturday, October 14, 2006
i got a effing maid ):
so i sent the present together with the one yeeling wanted me to send .
went to payalebar to meet yuang donglin n theresa to go HCJC'S open house
sorry yuANG for making him wait .
yea,as i was saying HCJC wasnt what we were expecting, was quite boring there =l
then met ruru and she passed me th CDs then she met her monkey
so i travelled all the way back to paya lebar to meet theresa to accompany her back to school!
was hiding myself, praying hard so that i wont be caught for wearing civilian la, but who cares!
did the graduation stuffs in class and i finishd it- damn nice (:
dont you wish your classmate was NICE like me! okay that was crap =l
then we headed off to BUGIS (:
yays- bought MY bag, a skirt, nice earrings !
tmr i wanna go BISHAN J8 to buy the skirt from XCESSORIES!
went to geco after that, derek din come , there goes my qin zhu ):
was kinda pissd la, cause he said he will be there but he didnt turn up and didnt even bother to say ! so i was left with a qin and no qin zhu . DAMNS
then zhang lao shi gave me a pair of CHOPSTICKS to play, was so dot-d
hehe, geco was alright today (:

8 hours later, we're graduating ; sigh
harmony spells L-O-V-E <3
LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !

-bye


Thursday, October 12, 2006
jogged in the night AGAIN =l
i'm tired, doing graduation stuffs, hehe hopefully they'll like it
plus -------'s present .
feel like sleeping, suppose to go HCJC tmr with theresa yuang and partner!
yea, meeting theresa at singpost at th same time send out the parcels yeeling askd me to send (= then meeting min ru at 3pm DOVER. sigh sorry jie ): make you do so many stuffs.
i really love you okays ): feeling damn guilty

<3 love all


was talking to ivan just now, got to know something that made me doubt about something =l
now i'm feeling uncertain, why? why did something he said swayed by thoughts?
alrights, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY ):
first was flag raising, sang school song for the last time, WE REALLY SANG DAMN LOUD especially the IT guys, plus we said the chinese pledge so loudly that i couldnt hear the pledge taker (:
then mr soon actually surprised us, by asking th school to turn towards the direction of the sec FOURS, and askd them to clap and give us their "SUPPORT". welll, its really damn touching almost cried during flag raising, but i swallowed it down
during lessons, wasnt really paying attention but i could see that the teachers are really putting in their last effort to teach us, thank you teachers for everything <3
i was crazily taking pictures like a cam whore, posed with everyone in class (: yays- accomplished my MISSION of the day!
after school, we stayed back and practised our song
damns if i knew i will cry until @$!%$#&$# i wouldnt have chose this song ):
after the 2nd stanza i was tearing already, its horrible, i didnt wanna CRY okays
just pray that this doesnt happen on GRADUATION !
its' really saddening, and so many of the girls started tearing too.
but i was tearing and laughing non stop , so yea =l
LONG MAMA was so sweet (:
she gave us this file with a precious moment sticker on,
saying some stuffs that made me wanna cry and just give her a hug !
i really really appreciate what all our teachers have done for us. guess its never too late to treasure?
well, i could stil vividly remember LAST YEAR'S GRADUATION, we were watching, our seniors were leaving. THIS YEAR, its already our turn -> hell fast!
i dont wanna leave so soon.
i miss harmony already ):
we'll see each other again right?
true love never dies!

alrights
love;

i'm still reflecting on what ivan said.
its kinda true, i dont know


Wednesday, October 11, 2006
RURU ; you dumb girl, i'm gonna watch with you okays (:
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WITH MIN RU - OUR DATE NEXT YEAR!
<3

hehe, had school today, SECOND LAST DAY.
was buried under autograph books and MORE autograph books.
gotta treasure the LAST DAY tmr , sitting beside dong
its sad, but its still life
went to ada's house and did chemistry, watchd the movie version of POTO, first disc =l
hehe, was fun!
went home for tuition, I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP without even realising that while doing CHIJ amaths paper, then my tuition teacher actually snap me outta it
told ------- about it, and he laughed laa. but it occurs to him quite often too, so yea xp
went for a jog in the night ! COLD-
uhuh, back at home had dinner, nothing much, effing bored
so BYE (:


RURU ; you dumb girl, i'm gonna watch with you okays (:
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WITH MIN RU - OUR DATE NEXT YEAR!
<3

hehe, had school today, SECOND LAST DAY.
was buried under autograph books and MORE autograph books.
gotta treasure the LAST DAY tmr , sitting beside dong
its sad, but its still life
went to ada's house and did chemistry, watchd the movie version of POTO, first disc =l
hehe, was fun!
went home for tuition, I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP without even realising that while doing CHIJ amaths paper, then my tuition teacher actually snap me outta it
told ------- about it, and he laughed laa. but it occurs to him quite often too, so yea xp
went for a jog in the night ! COLD-
uhuh, back at home had dinner, nothing much, effing bored
so BYE (:


RURU ; you dumb girl, i'm gonna watch with you okays (:
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WITH MIN RU - OUR DATE NEXT YEAR!
<3

hehe, had school today, SECOND LAST DAY.
was buried under autograph books and MORE autograph books.
gotta treasure the LAST DAY tmr , sitting beside dong
its sad, but its still life
went to ada's house and did chemistry, watchd the movie version of POTO, first disc =l
hehe, was fun!
went home for tuition, I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP without even realising that while doing CHIJ amaths paper, then my tuition teacher actually snap me outta it
told ------- about it, and he laughed laa. but it occurs to him quite often too, so yea xp
went for a jog in the night ! COLD-
uhuh, back at home had dinner, nothing much, effing bored
so BYE (:


Tuesday, October 10, 2006
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA [23 Mar - 15 Apr 2007]
YAYS! i'm like so looking forward to the musical <3
hehe, anyone wanna watch with mee?
school was quite boring today ):
studied with YKT,GY, yaphuat, Alice
did chemistry!

-------- promised! (:


love all !
-byee


Monday, October 09, 2006
omfg - this is like the THIRD post of the day, OH WELLS!

specially for KOH SUWEN ( so kind of me )
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY!
time flies, take care alrights (:
i've never forgotten those times.
though you're mean to me sometimes ): BUT i still love you alrights!

love
-xiao porn zi

goodness, have been ages since someone called me xiao porn zi
i really miss those days
when she said xiao porn zi, suddenly feel like crying ):
cause it brought back alot alot of memories, happy sad angry misunderstandings
but its really memorable
i guess i'm really blessed with loads of great friends
YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE
whether male, female, tall, short, fat, skinny, weird
YIQING LOVES ALL OF YOU!
hmmms, its like each and everyone of you have a special place in my heart somehow
LOVES ((:


i love green
i love mutton
i love the mutton that loved green (:

hehe, i'm tried after starring at the computer for so loong
was talking to ------- just now.
nothing much, i'm just bored =l


hi all (:
thanks for the tags ! i feel so loved <3 hehe
i love you guys too, and peiyan ---- randy is not nice =P hehe okays, he's quite nice
wells thought of something to do for graduation, i'm like so excited now, but my excitement cost quite alot i guess ): now i'm kinda broke...100 bucks became HALF in one day -> FREAKY right!
today's lessons are quite boring, thought there's chemistry but instead, there's BIO, i din bring anything! great =l so copied the ans down.
alrights i'm bored, going t run ltr since the haze isnt THAT BAD (:
SAW SAMUEL YESTERDAY, so cute !
was with ly yesterday after meeting up with seniors for the superstar thing
oh! javin and jiaqing, we still love you and will always be proud of you ! <3
we went esplanade just to watch the performance at the concourse by the TENG company.
HAHA - MISSED SAM'S SOLO ):
as usual, ly copied me again, dont deny kays cause you did!
we went super high when the harp player played YANG GUANG, its like so cool!
BUT SADLY, she played quite a small part only...
hehe a day well spent
CONFESSION TIME ; I'M SORRY I DIDNT REALLY STUDY THIS WEEKEND , I'M SORRY FOR SPENDING SOOOO MUCH MONEY, but its the last week till graduation ): sigh

alrights,



LOVE YOU ALL <3
i love min ru, liang yu, stephanie too !


Saturday, October 07, 2006
4 HARMONY

ada; i'll always remember going home with you, your lovely smile and the gossips with you
adele; our FRIEND OF SINGHA, i'll remember your kindness, motherly-ness, and the encouragements that you gave
calista; goldenchicken! you're always so sweet, thanks for everything!
alice; zhaoyang! i'll miss your laughter and dumb-ness not forgetting your not-so-wenrou-ness, like seriously, i dont know how 4HM will be without you, perhaps quieter? but thanks for the memories you gave me, definitely memorable!
caroline; mocking bird! i'll miss your bullet-train speed when you speak, never judge a book by its cover, you're one cool and lame person, NO KID! thanks for your cuteness
dalina; loveliest ex-partner! thanks for being so sweet, always so considerate. i love sitting with you and singing songs together. I LOVE YOU DALIZHU!
guanyuan; i'll miss you, my classmate of 4 years. i'll miss your laughter, and act-cuteness, i'll miss you acting not your age (you're EIGHTEEN18!) hehe
helena; i'll miss your tall-ness, i havent forget during orientation, my reaction when i saw you, the first impression you gave. i know you're a talented artist, so rock on!
huimin; darling, loveliest, nicest. i never told you how much i appreciate you did i? well, i really do. thanks for being there for me always. you never fail to make me smile with your cuteness. i'll really miss you so much
jasmine; the east coast outing was really memorable, thanks for riding me across the bumpy road! you're really cute in your own ways, continue to rock on, FUTURE DESIGNER!
jiamin; i really love your cuteness alrights (: lab partner of FOUR years. i'll remember the times when we had our silly dispute, silly misunderstanding for ONE whole year. But i'm glad we overcame it and since then i really love your company! thanks for everything!
jocelyn; aww, the girl sitting behind me for the first half of the year, i'll miss your sweetness, really miss those times alrights. the days when steph was still here, those gossips and stuffs that we used to talk. i love you more than words could say !
deborah; i remember sitting with you, and will always remember those songs we used to sing. you're really nice and sweet and i still keep the cute little lizard you gave me last birthday (:
kaili; wongwong, i'll always ALWAYS remember those times u sat with me and meixuan. those craps that we used to crapped, those talks on "healthy living". i'll always remember the help you've given me whenever i'm confused, whenever i'm having problem with math. sweetie pie
lynette; you dumb girl, always gossiping about --------, evil sia, but i'll always remember those times when we will LAUGH and laugh about --------. you're really nice though you look dao. i'll miss your UNIQUE voice, and your singings in class, you're definitely unique yea!
lynn; i love you lynnwong! so cute (: really . love your specs and i love the things you draw. i seriously will miss your company! thanks for crapping so so so much with me. hehe
meixuan; da nai, i so love sitting with you! you're so nice, always making me laugh. hehe really hope you'll stay positive yea? and smile more, i'll always remember those times when we will go studying tgether at marine parade library. love
pauline; you'r a crazy ass, damn cute, okay shall stop these praising cause i can visualise you floating to the sky now. hehe. you're really mature despite your ahem, height, wells i enjoy talking to you. and will miss those times at sentosa, really memorable.
peizi; thanks for all the CHEMISTRY help you've given me alrights, really appreciated it alot. i'll miss your "retard-ness", cuteness, lameness. really i'll miss those laughters you've given me. rock on!
priscilla; lala, though we've not talkd alot this year, but i still remember you okays. you're so cute! omfg, my classmate for FOUR years too. i'll really missssss you ):
samantha; so cute, now i know why lin lao shi mistake me for you, cause i'm as cute as you, perhaps even cuter! hehe nah` but i love hanging out with you yea? lets go shopping some day. hehe. i'll miss the look you give when you're smiling (:
sheery; HONEY! i'll miss you so so so so so much okays, though we rarely speak nowadays. but those memories have been etched in my heart! you know what i mean, smile more okays? promise! i hope that you'll stay happy wherever you are honey!
shirley; hehe, you have a doll looking face, i'll miss your hazel eyes, and your good complexion. enjoy talking to you too. i wont forget you, cause you're special (:
teckian; haha! i'll "miss" your irritating-ness, singings in class, like seriously. you japanese freako. rock on kays!
veronica; hey girl! you're nice to be with, always so crappy. though i'm not really close to you, but you've made a difference in my life just by being in this rockng` class, so i'll remember you!
waiying; my ex-partner! i'll remember those times when your ligament tore, those times when we will keep eating those sweets during lessons, i'll miss those times when you wrote sweet stuffs for me, I STILL KEEP IT! thanks so much sweetie, i'll miss you so much <3
weiyi; LOO! hehe i love teasing you, and dont worry i still remember that incident that happened when we were in sec ONE. you've been repeating it infront of everyone ever since then. hehe but i love your frankness and your smile. keep rockng` okies (: i'll MISS you!
xiangrui; LEEXIANGRUI, there's too many things for me to list already. so i shall cut it short. i'll miss EVERYTHING about you, you're really very special yea? hehe. thanks for the laughters you've added in my life, i'll miss those times we've spent together alrights ?
xiuli; TURKEY! i love you so much. i love going out with you, i'll miss those times alrights. and we do love gossiping right? hehe i love you turkey, because i love you, i swear i wont eat turkeys on thanksgiving (:
yanni; RABBI , i love your cuteness and smile. you brighten my day with your "lame" jokes too alrights! haha, i'll miss those times we spent in sentosa! i love you so much <3
yaphuat; yappie! i'll miss the "wo men pai zhao bah!" remembeR? i think i'm gonna remember it for the rest of my lifetime (: touched? hehe i love going out with you too! yays
yeeling; sweetie! thanks for all the enouragements you gave. i'll always remember you! and i'll miss your lovely and powerful voice alrights. and you really loook like your brother okays! hehe
yiyang; for the past few months, sitting infront of you have become really interesting and entertaining, i'll miss those lame stuffs that you used to crap during lessons, i'll miss those laughters and smiles, you'll be missed!
kaiting; YKT! you zi-bi laa, but i'll really miss you, promise to stay in contact okays? we have shopping to do! i'll miss those times we went shopping together, i'll miss those lalas that we used to do, i'll miss your company, i'll miss YOU!
yu ang; you're really nice alrights, i swear! just that sometimes you're abit weird, hehe. but i'll miss those times when you say "SHUT UP LAH" really memorable. you're unique so i'll miss you! haha
zhiying; SWEETY PIE! omfg, i dont know how i can survive throughout the video making days without your encouragement! thanks so much alrights. i'll miss your smile your sweetness your encouragement your cuteness, thanks for everything! i love you <3
theresa; i'll remember those times we took 31 together, i stil remembered the time we first met. the INCIDENT that brought us together. i'll remember those times we talkd about almost everything, i'll remember those advices you gave, i'll remember that day we went cycling at ECP after we studied. i'll remember you!
yvonne; ORNNIE, guess no one calls you that already eh. i'll miss you la! i still remembered the time you came my house for a sleep over, damn lame and funny, we had alot of fun! i love you for being so cute sometimes, hehe. I'LL MISS YOU SHI HAN!
donglin; PARTNER, i'll really miss you okays! you better miss me too. sigh thanks for those encouragements you gave, thanks for the advices you gave, thanks for the laughters you gave. though most of the time you're always BULLYING me, but sitting with you really brightens my day. TRUTH okays. i'll miss talking to you , i'll miss your company. thanks for everything my dear partner! (:

spent like ONE hour to type these..hehe just some random thoughts (:
well, i'll miss HARMONY & these memories i'll keep.
thanks for everything, as we treasure and cherish the last 5 days we have in school.
each and everyone of you are special in your own ways & i loved you guys so.
thanks for making a difference in MY LIFE
these 2 years spent together is definitely memorable and fruitful.
we've seen how xiangrui's voice broke, how he grew taller
and of course many of us grew to become more mature.
but saying goodbye is parts and parcels of life.
no matter how much we dread it, we still have to leave each other some day ):

"sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for
destiny
sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for
you and
me
though its the hardest thing to say, i'll miss YOUR LOVE
in
everyway
so say goodbye, but dont you cry...
b`cause a
true love never dies"




promise we'll still keep in contact
promise you guys will never forget me
promise to let this harmonian spirit live on
i love you guys <3


PSI is really high today, 143(tania told me just now)
hehe, which is BAD! having headaches now...
someone took medicine thus not affected by the haze
well, today's a not-so-fruitful-day since i did not do much revision ):
i will tomorrow okays?
suppose to go suntec tmr with min ru joane joel sylvia zhiyin <3 CAN'T WAIT!
i miss my seniors so much ):
uhuh, and i changd the picture on my blogskin in conjunction to GRADUATION on 14thOCT06
i dread that day to come, i love my class <3

oh ly! we haven't been going out, so have to catch up soon alrights (: i miss u girl!
<3

-byee & take care people

p.s: RANDY is being mean today!


Friday, October 06, 2006
hehe, hi all =D
today partner din come to school, so YKT sat beside me
she was super mean and evil today kept bullying me!
attepmt to do the "surprise" today, and she kept laughing at me PURE EVIL
didn't realise school ends early today like 1215.
msgd min ru and met her after school !
omg, sat huimin's dad pickup, so freakng COOL
thanks so much for the lift out yea? was fun with dalizhu and meixuan
met min ru and went orchard, wanted to catch a movie, but the timing wasnt right
cause min ru got a musical to catch, hehe
so ended up shopping, min ru and me bought 2 shirts each, so freakng cute laa :]
yays! had fun <3 monkey ="P" people ="D" away ="D">because of you <3


alrights nights!
-byee


hehe, hi all =D
today partner din come to school, so YKT sat beside me
she was super mean and evil today kept bullying me!
attepmt to do the "surprise" today, and she kept laughing at me PURE EVIL
didn't realise school ends early today like 1215.
msgd min ru and met her after school !
omg, sat huimin's dad pickup, so freakng COOL
thanks so much for the lift out yea? was fun with dalizhu and meixuan
met min ru and went orchard, wanted to catch a movie, but the timing wasnt right
cause min ru got a musical to catch, hehe
so ended up shopping, min ru and me bought 2 shirts each, so freakng cute laa :]
yays! had fun <3
thought of what to do for graduation already hehe. well what else can i do?
then went home after ru met her monkey =P
practically stoning
still ran despite the freakng haze, hate it totally
haha, was alright la
went for geco's meeting, super funny la junyi and moses
and had fun teasing peiyan and wanglong
after that walkd out with junzhi and shijun, nice people =D
i swore i almost died of suffocation on the way back
the haze is damn horrible )x freak!
hehe, ------- was being dumb today la
cause i was like " eh, yiqing's theory is that guy's hands will stop growing after his 16th birthday, so yours will stop growing in 10 days"
------ : " argh! so fast?!"
me: omg, you really believed? =l
------: OH.. -_-"..
damn cute right (:

P.S: take care PEIYAN, haze is really bad today~ so take care kays!
------- hahaha you take care of your RUNNY nose too, dont let it run away =D


because of you <3


alrights nights!
-byee


Thursday, October 05, 2006
sorry cause i didn't want to send the video )=
b`cause i wanted to wait till graduation for the premiere of the video =P
i love you guys alright! <3
hehe, ------ din go school today , the copy cat actually did what i did YESTERDAY like totally
1st : woke up and decided not to go school
2nd: turn on to 98.7FM at 630am. MUTTONS! yayness
3rd: fell asleep -
so yea see i got the prove that someone copied me still dare to say i copy you, dumboooo !
hehe, school was quite BORING
but xiangrui entertained me with his SONGS during lessons..
and partner was like taking videos of EVERYTHING =l
OKAY! i thought of what to do for ------- already!
yays- hopefully it will turn out fine <3

OH! my ulcer isnt getting any better sigh, just like the haze its getting worst!
BLEAHS- someone suggested me drinking soya milk , i'll consider, haha!

okay, shall end here
-byeeeee


Wednesday, October 04, 2006


i miss my lala and momo so much ): that i feel like crying
so helpless without them
at home my nana, pooo and rara are almost dead, especially poooo
have been using it since i left my lala and momo in nafa
and the OH SO BUSY haosong, refuse to meet and pass me my lala and momo, cause he's busy
so helpless without lala and momo, P-LEASE come back, pretty please
i cant practice properly cause pooo is almost dead
i better tell me maid not to put my pooo rara and nana by the window
cause they will get sticky and its really bad
I NEED TO PRACTICE ON MY YANGQIN LIKE NOW! )x

right, din go school AGAIN- `bcause i was doing th freaky video from 6PM TO 4AM
goodness, in the end i couldnt SAVE it , damns!
i dont know what to do. sigh-
------'s school ended early tday, damn funny, someone saw justin from"MUTTONS IN THE MORNING" right . hehe ------- can practise but i cant practise, this is so irritating )=
oh ya, then yesterday was damn funny too, ------ was like "muttons is so funny!" then i was like, "oh! how did u know i was listening to it, copycat la" then talkd all th way to school
PING AND PONG are cute, apprently someone cant stand HIGH FREQUENCY voices =P
alrights, shall try to practise again`with pooooo
its so hard to practice )=

YIQING'S REALLY SAD.
-bye


Monday, October 02, 2006
hehe, just finishd talking to huirong (:

i love talking to her, though she's just sec 2, but she gives really good advice !
was talking abt music, competition, songs blahblahblah..
& she sent me chun yu, quite nice! somewhat similar to gu dao xing
well, some ppl askd i'm in th youth cat, y am i playing yang guang?!
hahahahaha, i was inspired by samuel, long story
when my teacher askd me what song i wanna play, th first song tht came to my head was -yang guang, uhuh` i askd his opinion, and he said okay! i was very happy tht he agreed. so at nafa, when we were practising yang guang, my teacher will play with th drums in the music room, i think its super nice (: and my teacher always gets excited when we're playing yang guang together, super cool, its like having an accompaniment.
for the second song, my teacher choose gu dao xing for me, though its not as technical as yang guang , it requires alot alot of feelings..i like this song too so i was happy...
both songs r demanding in their own way, so yqing jiayou! i really hope i wont disappoint those that always believed in me, especially my teacher, i have been disappointing him for the past few years, especially in the previous competition, so i really hope i can break through this emotional barrier - stage fright! - >.< i cant lun when i get too nervous...
oh wells, i hope the experiences tht i have accumulated for the past 2 years since th last competition were enough to make a break through..hehe

alright i was reminded of the last lesson i had at nafa,
i saw marilyn's parents, surprised alright! i din know her brother learns yangqin from wei lao shi
so her whole family(except her came) i was playing tian shan shi hua....
was playing the kuai ban and lao shi was playing the drums AGAIN~ told ya he likes the drums!
hehe, then i playd like i was having a "little concert" , also taking this as a chance to practice my stage presense.....
uhuh, what touched me most was the applaud tht they gave, they smiled and say "very good" , " i can feel the music"... this is not well, self praising or whatsoever
i just wanna say tht i was really really happy`! and my teacher was happy too, yays-

alrights, i think i'm some emo crap, everytime after i accomplishd something, hearing the applause, i will tend to tear very VERY easily...
* looks back at the 180606 co concert*
but i believe every musician wants to touch the people with his/her music
like what my teacher had said " use your heart and soul to play the strings of your instrument" , you dont play with your hands but with your heart ; not literally !! okay tht was a direct translation ... " yong ni de xing qu chu dong mei yi ke qin xian" if you get what i mean...
uhuh, so i should enjoy playing to the people that appreciates my music (:
and i enjoy the feeling of being appreciated, okay now i feel like a emo plus self obsessed crap`
but what i really wanna emphasize is that music belongs to each and everyone, though it sounds cliche , but hey! its really true..

-these were all that i felt after chatting with huirong.

hehe oh! and we were gossiping about something, lalala =P i shall be nice and not tell the content of the gossip...

alrights, goodluck to my dear juniors taking exams tmr! (:
love all <3

-byee


hehe i quoted everything from xiangrui's LONG blog entry due to my laziness


"I am back from... SENTOSA! OHMEEGEE, i tell you all something but dun be so jealous. psss, we have so much fun! The outing is totally a success and i should comment that theat it is really funfilled and thrilling. IT IS JUST so PERFECT!

Wanna say sorry to miss mok. Cause i mistaken the time and made her wait for a good 25 mins. The dumb dumb mok is crazy can! While waiting for me, she is trying to shoo from all the cameras in the mrt station as she is afraid that her osama-looking face might be mistaken as a terrorist -.- yes, this crazy bird really found a blindspot where all the cameras are not able to capture her, shall we give her some appluase? *grin*

Then, me and mok try to rush as fast as we can cause we are like darm late. Oh ya, mok does not know how to change line *HAHAHA* Opps! But to our surprise we are THE EARLIEST! Then, we met at the conrol tower and soon donglin, yuang, yiyang, yanni, pauline, deborah, guanyuan, superporn turn up!
TADA, we are ready to set off!

We took the free shutter service provided to reach sentosa. Then, we all have to fork out $3 as admission fee:D I sAW DELIFRANCE, and i can hear my stomach drumming and telling me, " Go get some food, toot!" So i bought this really yummy apple turnover which cost $2.20 to fill the greed of my evil stomach.

Sandy white beach and clear blue sky. The cooling sea breeze refreshed our face and the water... not very clean:D haha! The water is really very salty. Poor me, i think this large amount of salt in my evil stomach might give me kidney problem! OHNO, NKF~ craps. We are actually the palawan ebach and soon we jumped into the shallow water of the beach. Deborah, mok and guanyuan refused to play in the water cause they do not have extra bra. But in the end, splash and there they are in the lovely water due to the Great xiangrui! We played human seahorse, where porn is the gigantic ugly lowclass idoitic seahorse and she will help to carry passengers onboard. It means that me, pau, and yanni is basically staking onto porn and porn is like a Los Nes Monster:D IT IS SO FUN!

After that we have a game of water rugby. It is quite lame but it is still very thrilling seeing oursleves acting like monkeys. Poor yuang, he was scratched by the claw of the vicious seahorse aka Los Nes aka Superporn. Tsk Tsk!

Next, we started to play waterbomb! eermm, saltwaterbomb:D i was just too tired and decide to slack around. Poor me, I am bombed by everyone. WHY am i the common enemy? i know cause i am too cute and you all want to disfigure me with saltwaterbomb, seaweeedbomb, sandbomb, AIYAH, i am bombed by pratically anything they can find on the beach:( so kelian... Oh ya, someone please call the police, i wan to arrest pauline! She just simply took the whole tube of plastic bag meant to put fruits in NTUC! BADDIE, go to jail BOOHOO.

Time for burying donglin:D We bury donglin in the sand and the donglin have iron lungs and every breathe he inhales, the sand cracks. Then everyone will say " Donglin!" and u can see twenty over hands trying to repair the cracks donglin made. The cracks are like plate techtonics, lucky it dosen;t diverge or move... then, i am the second one to be buried. I create less crack then donglin:D Call me pro! Fun fun fun.

Soon, samy and zhiying came. History repeated itself as samy and zhiying do not want to be wet. But un the end, they are just as wet as us. We started to chat and gossip in the water about our ambition. It is really interesting listening to what each and everyone wants to do. Donglin wants to be a pilot and Pualine wants to be a teacher. Donglin have colourblind, wonder will he not able o see traffic light and crash the plane:X And the students of Pauline will sure will have a hell time understanding what crazy thing pauline say:P

What else, oh! me, donglin, yiyang, yuang started to pull down his other pants. SICKO, lucky i am so flexible and agile in water:D Or else my pants will be transported to Malaysia with the longshore drift. Heng! We also form a circle and attempted to walk into the deep water. However, only me, yanni, donglin, yuang, yiyang can swim. The rest like guanyuan, zhiying, mok, samy, deb are having a hard time letting their legs touch the seabed. That is really a very cool activity we did.

After so long, i lost my mind. Maybe is having head cocession after getting bombed. I become siao and use seaweed as hair and sing " charsiewbao" and "chachabo". Then, i acted as Dachangjin and also i used a coconut shell as a telephone and speak to Harjit Kaur. I also keep singing the song " Under the Sea". They seems to be so enjoying seeing me losing my sanity and acting as an idiot. Everyone is laughing till their jaws dropped open:) I am a borned actor~~ *grins*

Later, the rest went up to the beach to do sandcastles while me, samy and pau are having wrestling in the sea. I bashed pauline and sinked her more than 20 times. Heehee. I also knocked samy into the water for numerous times. Both of them were in shock to see me, having so much strength in the water as i beat them like making roti prata:] what a nice game, shall do that to pauline again in chungcheng lake:D

Half of the day is gone, but we are having sosososo much fun le:D We went to take a quick shower and then we ate Sakae and we are shared ghost stories with one another. Yanni complained that the service is bad and the food is blend. SO people, dun go to Sakae at Sentosa or u will be a fool!

After eating, it is cycling time! FUN FUN FUN. Donglin, yiyang, deborah, yanni, porn went to cycle at sentosa bicycle trail. I am totally deadbeat and from this trip, i can conclude that i do not have much mitochondria:( The rest on the us went to kill time. IT is really killing time. We took the free Tram ride back and forth till we spotted a Jungle Trail:D IT SOUND SO EXCITING so we decide to fuifil our curosity and start exploring the 'so called jungle'.

We saw rock structures and sketeton of dragons and also 'waterfalls' that do not have water flowing downward*eyes roll* Instead, it is a breeding ground lor. We took wonderful pictures and photos as we hiked the trail. Oh, we realised that caroline's sis lived in the jungle cause the signboard indicated the prescence of Bulbul bird. HAHHA Bulbulyn mok yin leng... HAHA -.-

After the exciting hike and went to play Luge. It is to slide down from the top of the hill in Go kart manner. Each paid $5 to take the skyride up. The skyride is scary:( me and mok is like praying and having illusions of what if we fall:X instead deb, is enjoying so much and think that it is a wonderful trip. we saw someone slipper fell and struck on the trees:D HEEHEE. Seriously, i think they should build a lift for me and mok:)

The Go Kart is fun can. We learn how to cross obstacles and slided down the hill so skillfully. Being such a good driver, iam able to CUT yanni lane. WOW! and the funny thing is porn is stranggled by her helmet and the camera took a picture of the dying porn. Guanyuan nearly have her car capsized twice and samy crashed halfway thru. I am so proud of myself!

Time elased, and we decide to take a few beautiful pictures at the Palawan tower. I rode the bicycle while thee rest took the tram. I lost my way can! BUT, i am so intellegent and my map reading skill are so fantastic and i managed to reach there 10 mins eariler than the tram. We took really nice picture at the tower and posed so sweetly, esp me~

It is evening and many have to goes. We bid goodbye to yiyang, mok, guanyuan, deb at Habourfront MRT and we moved onto have our light dinner. Me and Donglin ordered roti prata while pau and porn shared a fried rice. Yuang , samy and zhiying just have some drinks.

Then, they kept on persuading ask me go to see them play pool. Being such a kind soul, i agreed. But frankly speaking i can't handle the cues! Me and samy and zhiying and porn are noobies so we end up playing photohunt by the side instead of pooltable. F5F5! The photohunt game is a cheater! We do not have lifelines and sometimes there are more than 5 mistakes in the photo! CHEATER BUG! $3.00 fly away*sob*"

-xiangrui

well, something like that, minus the part abt me being the "gigantic ugly lowclass idoitic seahorse" in fact, i must haven been the prettiest seahorse la!
bleahs, hehe outing was super fun tiring and fruitful thanks to everyone who made it possible, though its only a mere TWELVE of us which is quite a pathetic number, but oh yea we rockd alrights! love you guys so so much! partner, xiangrui, samantha , yu ang, yi yang, zhiying, yanni, pau, caroline, guanyuan, deborah and ME ! indeed like what everyone said, these memories will definitely be etched in my HEART <3

okay, slackd my morning, woke up at 11am since there's no sch tday! poor ------- we're the children so we get children's day holiday! and ------ is with his tuition teacher now, apprently th tuition teacher is more interesting =l so i'm being ignored, bleahs. did homework at macs AGAIN- well its a great place to study with hot guys to look at sometimes, okay i take back my words, not really...
did ONE essay and th dumb compre, left ONE more essay damns, why must they give us so much english homework!!!!
uhuh- then went home and ran! woooo~ din wanna run since the PSI is like so freakng high and th last thing i want to happen on me is to get any kind of respiratory diseases, but decided to haha.. oh wells!
shall end here, school's tmr! see you guys and i promise to upload the pictures SOON, promise! =D

love all
-byeee

Sureeporn Ho YiQing♥
seventeeeeeen
i love the music & the SUN, omgosh! BEACH!
" Dear god, please make this world a happier place. Amen"
cause you are special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way :D
i'll love all who loves me too! :D


p/s : i love you(s)

Escape

Speak
Credits