today's a day of shock, disappointment & more disappointements (well except for a few moment of "happiness")
OH! yesterday donglin xiangrui and zhiying came over my house and we had a sleep over, did the graduation thing, and i'll post it asap! =D
it was so freakng funny that we laughed so much okays, hopefully its UNDERSTANDABLE to all
loads of stuffs happened, and did loads of stupid stuffs too =P
but i guess we had fun , despite being
deprived of sleep
it was so bad that i resembled the walking zombie in the afternoon . perhaps that was even an understatement =l
got back some papers today, like SS, which i was disappointed with, did not do 7 marks, kinda flopped my essay, but thank god i passed, which was a relieve
shouldn't complain too much due to the fact that i actually skipped a 7 mark question which was so freakng easy to score! & the essay part i wrote about CATALYST, i really hope mr soon re-reads my essay, cause he gave me a 6/13 for that question
2nd paper was Amath, i knew i was going to fail, just crossing my finger, hoping that a last miracle will happen, & tht i wont fail that badly
cause my amath was never superb and i'm always cursed with the "SINGLE DIGIT curse" ever since secTHREE
but i was super happy laa! cause when i got back the paper, though i failed , but hey! its an improvement, TWICE th marks of what i scored in mid years.
at least this time i lost marks due to plain carelessness and not JUST -CAUSE-I-DONT-KNOW-HOW-TO-DO kinda questions =)
so i was still happy despite the marks, and hopefully the paper2 dont disappoint me
i swear i put in quite alot of effort this time for my amath, as compared to previous times. this is the first time i really liked amath
so i guess i did not disappoint mdm tan! <3
then HMT )x
i was utterly disapppointed with myself, how could i ever score a NEGATIVE DIGIT for "changwensuoduan" even those that summarise the wrong para got higher than me okays! this was what happened....
yqing got back her paper, turned to the last page
yqing: stares HARD at the marks( ZERO ) for chang wen suo duan
yqing: STUNNED, continued starring
yqing: WTF )= what happened?
yqing: continues starring-
( this continued for a few minutes and i couldnt get over it until now)
lucky i did alright for the rest of the segments, so i PASSED =l
wasnt really expecting such crap for HMT =(
[CONTENT : 3 LANGUAGE: 1 MINUS: 5 overall= -1]
then HISTORY, wasn't expecting anything good since i think i flopped essay, from the fact that i did not study LON and it came out, had a glance at who the big threes were...thank god my tuition teacher mentioned it to me before or i'll just leave the question BLANK
was practically DOZING OFF~
was munching guides cookies at the back, kind me gave xiangrui ONE cookie
HAHA! when i got back the paper, i was like
"OMG, SERIOUS?" i did not score the marks i thought i'd achieve but its better than what i thought, so i was happy
& i passed COMBINE HUMANS!
well, did equally not-so-good for both sections
17/25 , 15/25 respectively
scored 11 for my LON and a pathetic 4 FOR BIGTHREE
damns! =(
but nonetheless! i'm still reallllllly happy !
-rushd back home to sleeeeeep-
ada was tired too so we were sleeping on bus 31, as well as on the train, hehehehehe
xiangrui and eve were so cute on the bus, especially how xiangrui SLEEPS =l ada theresa & i were laughing out ass off when we were about to alight... =x
did i mention how bad my chemistry results were?
how much i disappoint mrs kee
stayed back yesterday, talkd to mrs kee and she went through everything AGAIN (: its really nice of her
i'm so blessed with a patient and nice teacher, i'll always remember!
kinda understand chemistry , i'll just need more practise, and peizi promised to study with me (x yayness, thanks alright for guiding me always! and thanks rina for teaching me too =D i really appreciate so much, dont really deserve friends like this.
i was crying when i saw the paper alrights, cried again when i talkd to mrs kee, i couldnt' control it, so i tried not to cry so badly when i was at LT1 cause so many pppl were there, ended up swaying myself from here to there
so that i wont CRY
kinda workd la, then xiangrui came and "save'' me
by talking to mrs kee..
what she wrote on my paper was what triggered my tears.
" Sureeporn, you have to work harder for yourself, dont give up okays! "
something like that... hehe
alrights, finishd this long long entry
shall continue talking with _______
=)
-bye all
music, it can be something subjective or something personal
to me, i know it may seem weird, but i really wanna thank "music" for letting me have a chance to express myself, my different emotions.
& thanks for always being there 24/7, when i need someone ; you're always there
when i'm all alone ; you make me feel that there is somebody in th world that still listens to you
when i'm craving for a certain emotion ; you were like sweets and chocolates - satisfying my every needs
i know these makes no sense, at all
but yea, just wanna say that i really appreciate music alot =D
& did i mention how much i admire my teacher?
he's my inspiration to music, thanks to him, he was like the portkey to the world of music
the many words that he said, unknowingly has touched me in a way
to motivate me, to practise, to understand and to love music
though some may find him nagging, long winded, but i guess after 8 years + under his guidance
i've grown to adapt to his way of teachings, and i realised i've stilll got more to learn, music is certainly not bounded by the limit- age
i just love my teacher so so much <3
i dont know abt the others who dislike my teacher, or has ever bad mouthd him =l
but he WAS IS WILL always be my teacher, the one whom has gained the respect from me
=D
i love music
& i miss ------<3
just came back from lessons =l drop dead tired
woke up like 930am in the morning, i was like wth` I'M LATE
took my time and went to hongkah cc for some co thing there...
saw weisheng! hahahahahaha (: talkd lots of crap with him...
uhuh uhuh, thn my mom fetch me...
off to orchard, with family
MY SIS'S BIRTHDAY! had lunch at paris dont know what seafood bufffet thing, quite expensive, 30++ per person, but i guess i ate like only 10 bucks worth of food.
it was alright, not really great, but was edible laa, my sis was gorging herself with food, loads n loads -
thn they sent me t bugis for lesson..
was there early, joshua was still having lessons..
talkd to wenjun =D lamed and stuffs-
[ GOSSIPING GOSSIPING ]
& i was so disappointed today )x
cause ______ & _____ smokes
i really really loathe ppl tht smokes, really )=
WHY?
-byebye
Saturday, September 23, 2006
gosh- practised "taxkorgan" 2 hours just now
hahahahahahaha, taxkorgan is nice (: but damn hard, sigh
i wonder if i can really do well for that piece with Os around the corner
i guess its really hard to balance both, but i promise i'll practise more NOW
so that when Os come, i can concentrate more on my studies
going china town ltr with my mom or smthing i guess....
looking around for the -competition-wear- -.-|l|
at least i wont have to be too bothered by that, so i'll be left with PROMdress =l
chatting with min ru now
hehe, gonna practise the "mountain" soon..
lesson's tmr! woah` ever since TWO WEEKS...
): ahahaha
Friday, September 22, 2006
finishd the series...
its so nice and so so sad )x
[ eyeballs are dropping ]
i'm crying like a freaking retard now =l
"SILENCE" is so damn sad )x
VERY VERY sad, its a nice nice show and i cant believe i'm at the last episode so fast
thanks `vonne for that lovely song!
yays!
You and I, cannot hide
The love we feel inside
The words we need to say
I feel that I
Have always walked alone
But now that you're here with me
There'll always be a place that I can go
Suddenly our destiny
Has started to unfold
When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story
Love has ever told
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
How can it be true?
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise
That I found my place in heaven by your side
I could fly, when you smile
I'd walk a thousand miles to hear you
Call my name
Now that I have finally found the
one who will be there for me eternally
My everlasting sun
Suddenly our destiny has started
to unfold
When you're next to me I can
See the greatest story love has ever
told
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
How can it be true?
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I
Found my place in heaven by your side
That I found my place in heaven by
your side
Heaven by your side, heaven by
your side, heaven by your side
When you're next to me, I can see
The greatest story love has ever told
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
How can it be true?
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I
Found my place in heaven by your side
Now my life is blessed with
The love of an angel
Heaven by your side
Somebody to keep the dream alive
The dream I found in you
I always thought that love would be
The strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I
Found my place in heaven by your side
- its so sweet right! <3
loves`
got back engP2 bioprac chineseP1 =l wasnt really satisfied
i swore i could have died, if i had high blood pressure!
gosh- my heart was doing its "lub dub" thing each time th paper was given back
i dont know how i'm gonna fare for the other papers, but i know i've studied and if i did not get the marks i want in this prelims, i just have to keep trying and practising until Os, hopefully i'll be prepared by then =(
- well, WISH ME LUCK! <3
went bugis with yaphuat alice YKT
shopped around, initial intention was to buy present for xinying or somthing
but as we walkd n talkd, saw this shop that sells those bubble tea kinda thing
decided to sit and drink some stuffs there, since YKT claims tht she's HUNGRY
haha! damns, the drink there kinda suckd, and its costly too
ALICE- again tried to show her gentleness , but it never faild to scare me off, SERIOUSLY!
did some dumb stuffs there, and alice shouted so loudly "EXCUSE ME"
& we were like, "I-DONT-KNOW-HER"
hehe, after that walkd around at edge, saw this pretty skirt, but sadly it doesnt have my size, but i want those 3/4! hahahaha =D
then alice left for tuition and yaphuat left too
so YKT & I decided to go bugis street...
loads of people, and i guess i'm kind of a "country bumpkin" for not exploring there before
bought this shirt and a BAG =D
& saw loads of stuffs i wanna get too, that BAG! its a nice place to shop!
P.S : ykt, REMEMBER OUR SHOPPING TRIP OKAYS! (:
oh then went home, was so so tired, and that shopping trip caused me my JOG! )x
hehehehehehe, i should be practising! jiayou!
-no geco today-
LOADS OF LOVE
-yqing ----<3
` GRADUATION'S ON 14TH OCTOBER )x
i dont wanna leave FHM so soon, i'll really miss each n everyone of you
SO MUCH !
Thursday, September 21, 2006
TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY =D
hehehehe
started off with geog P1, i think it suckd` oh wells at least prelims r over
thn took quite a while to decide where to go cause classmates r discussing & disussing
decided to go cine t watch movie, JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE, i'm telling u tht show is super funny and kinda nice, wei yi was laughing non stop yea?
alice was trying to push those popcorns to us =l horrible
oh! adele samantha lynn n the others din wanna watch, so we met them after the movie
ate and shopped around, saw this pretty skirt and some lovely tops (: shall wait for my mom
since she's like, back in singapore uhuh-
thn SOON AFTER, they decided t go home =l & so i went to meet min ru
dumb laaa, hahaha keep saying wanna cut hair ( crazy girl)
decided to catch ANOTHER movie, THE SPELLING BEE something, its another SUPERB movie and min ru & i were kinda crazy over th prince-looking-guy in the show, he's so "hot", in his own ways =D
thn headed home while min ru met her BABY, going to some "BEACH" haha
on the way i was like " min ru, m-i-n-*PAUSE*PAUSE*PAUSE*-r-u" get it?
haha i dont think you guys get it but i bet min ru does, right? =P
hehe, went home and joggd` been freakng long since i exercised since the PRELIMS and pre-PRELIMS period =l
HAPPY DAY <3
u make me smile (:
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
this was what happened to th hamtaro xiangrui gave =D
& thanks to nana, this snack is reallly nice
amath- so rock` =l (last min of mugging)
)=
finishd amath tday, was okay- well as compared to paper1 it was relatively easy
geog paper1 tmr (: LAST paper for prelims
and so im wondering where and what to do tmr after the papers =l
rather disappointd and saddened today
dont ask why, it has been happening recently i dont know why
is it me or what, cause you guys r really treating me like - uh i dont know- but yea...
she's saddened, disappointed at what she saw tday
on the bright side, watchd monster house with ada and theresa at j8 just now =D
super nice, cute and funny haahahaha
thn suddenly at the climax the lights went on and th show stopped
we were like WHAT THE HELL! frowns and more frowns
apparently it was due to some TECHNICAL FAULT -like duh-
hahahahaha, apart from it the movie was fine
saw xu zhen rong =l oh wells
we were like "look", and he "looks" back
oh! & i bought this really nice CD, winter story, contemporary music, the repertoires r super nice (: really refreshing and touching?
my 19 bucks was worthwhile.
damns, i spent too much this week already, like 100 bucks gone =l
`guilty
LOVE ALL <3
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
lalalala
& tmr's like the "last" day of exam, since on thurs there nothing except GEOG p1
(: AMATH'S TMR so dead- cause i din really practise alot alot...
oh wells, think i'll just pray its not that hard
YKT came over tday, yays
all cause i stupidly forgot to bring my AMATH BOOK ):
i brought emath instead =l dumb
i reachd parkway macs n was abt t start doing amath
thn i realised i brought my emath one instead, why? cause its PINK too ):
i was like, omfg- wth cant be!!! shit
i swore i was pretty pissd at myself
uhuh- thn sheery n ykt came, had lunch
attempt to do amath
BUT SADLY ): i couldn't
so yea, took 966 back to woodlands with YKT( thanks la )
thn grabbed my TYS and headed t macs downstairs
saw alot of my primary school mates
like err, hanliang! eileen jasmine weilun blahblahblah
well, miracle tht i could remember them
& hanliang was sitting right beside me n it took me 3 hours to realise(an exaggeration)
when he n his swiss cottage friend left,
they left his wallet behind, so i had to be NICE
and run after them with his wallet =D
& the conversation was like....
ME: HEY! *runrunrunrunrun*THEM: *turns back* gave the whats-your-problem-look
ME: you left your wallet HL: -stares- oh! thanks ME: nods head and smile -pause for a moment- HL: you're sureeporn right? ME: YEA YEA YEA! you're hanliang right? then we continued hahahahaha-ing away
this was how i met my primary school mate =D
yays!
alrights, shall continue tmr
since exams r ending soon (:
i really should practise more after prelims, I PROMISE!
jirmysmidklikidkunudkmstnicdbtwfutawilslimurssm ):
love all <3
Monday, September 18, 2006
never realised how a sudden mention of a name will trigger so much mixd emotions
-weird-
there's so much to say, but i just couldnt put it in words
all i have is your name and nothing else -NOTHING
perhaps i should just leave it alone =D
and pretend that nothing had happened, well nothing happened!
hahahahahaha, you're miss`d
WJ
<3
RUBBISH`
Sunday, September 17, 2006
HELLO!
slept at 3am last night, talkd to amanda (:
stupid, deprived me of sleeeeep [ =P ]
had tuition in the morning - supposed to meet meixuan
but its her turn to pangseh me =l
ended up meeting YKT n guanyuan at bugis ...
cut-d my hair, i think it looks kuku now
BIRD NEST man!
muggd, okay i din really mug alot, but yea...
thn went home.
oh ! took neos =D
lalala
another FOURdays, and i shall get my life back
-CANT WAIT!
yqing <3 hohoho
love all
oh did i mentiond tht b`cause ly was haha-ing at me yesterday
KARMAkarmaKARMA laaa =P
she had her lala tday (x
"ORBIGOOD"-hehehehehhehehee
Saturday, September 16, 2006
hi.
slackd alot today, damns ):
went toapayoh t watch jiaqing javin n rit for th superstar thing with joane..
congrats t jiaqing n javin (: yays! but rit dont feel disappointed after tday kays!
saw loads of ppl tiffy aurick osama fred zhaoting ryan guoming blahblahblah
zhaoting is super nice laa
intended t study geog. but only did plate tect..
i think i'm not gonna slp tday ):
[ my maid's irritating me ]
thn met rinaRINA
at j8 walkd around, bought stuffs
sneakd something in her bag <3
ate dinner thn went home...
STUDY STUDY STUDY
its just another week and i'll be free of exams for th moment!
hohoho-
-yqing
hahahaha <3
-bye
Friday, September 15, 2006
HELLLO (:
finally i'm over and done with weekONE of exam...
there's another week to go, but i guess its not as braindraining as this week's
woke up in th morning...
and i was like FREAK 650am -so dead-
changd n packd and went t get a cab.
reachd school thought of some ----- excuses but there was NO FLAG RAISING
first look at chinese paper
-stares into space- wth are those words, the zong he tian kong thing just doesnt make sense
thn i had this WEIRRRD feeling tht i'm gonna lalala and stain my skirt
*LY COPIED ME TODAY*
so after th paper i went over t ly's seat and screamd tht i think i have my menses
and she was like " eh you copy me, see la always copy me..."
WHERE GOT! =P
thank goodness my skirt was not stained, but my premonitions were right
- had my lalala today ):
no wonder i kept pms-ing for th week
BIOLOGY was relatively simple at the front, but a total disaster at the back
especially for the essay part. BOOO
and it kept thundering during bio paper
-after paper went to ulu place(city plaza) t eat the "nice handmade noodles"
was OKAY, roxy's one was nicer cheaper.
(: thn YKT n sheery honey went for tuition, had t walk all th way to paya lebar ALONE
and it was raining...
din go geco tday cause ly din go too =l
has been a long long long long time since i last talkd t steph
miss missing missed her so so much <3
right, bye-
Thursday, September 14, 2006
hi
just a quick quick quick post..well PRELIMS until now was a disaster, is a disaster & i reckon will be a disaster...its just BAD
its bio tmr! goodluck all <3
-bye
Thursday, September 07, 2006
SORRY for not updating recently =lwas BUSY you see, prelims in less than a week's time....LAST FRIDAYwent kbox with ru`ru at her own "concert", with a lovely audience =D and guess what, the room is SO FREAKNG BIG that ther's a pool table and some bar top thingy in tht room (: thn we headed off to gelare after shopping , hungry pig as you can see =DSATURDAY, before going NUS went ECP t roller blade with hs chunlian n senrong...bad news is i fell down, happily talking yada yada and i din notice the stupid hole/bump infront and i fell...DAMN PAIN LAA )xthat's my teacher and some unknown little boy =\ hahaha <3>
derek and haosong- LOOK ALIKE !
my very cool teacher and some of US =)
and that's yongyuan yongting me derek haosong and i forgot-whats-his-name
congrats to KOH HUI RONG and DEREK =) for clinching the GOLD
MONDAY-WEDNESDAY, studying at marine parade LIBRARY (=
study partner, we really studied kays, 12-6 or 7 or 830pm (:
i was kindly trying t explain the graph thingy, kinematics i think and BOOO meixuan took a picture of me...well i took hers too, ask me, its in my phone i'll gladly show it to u! haha =)
evil meixuan still take >:( hahaha
those cute little boys at the library, notice the SIZE/THICKNESS of the books the little boy in th blue shirt took ? hehe
LY REALLY STRESS (: jiayou girl <3
and i really was studying, i swear!
Friday, September 01, 2006
"THE LEGEND OF AH-MUN"THIS IS MIN RU ; evil min ru
& she requested that i should make her face look slimmer, and so.... i know she's weird =D but i love her still <3
yays!
i know my art suckd` not as good as xiangrui's but yea...
haha! pictures r worth a thousand words ((((:
HELLO MIN RU!
Sureeporn Ho YiQing♥
seventeeeeeen
i love the music & the SUN, omgosh!
BEACH!
" Dear god, please make this world a happier place. Amen"
cause you are special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way :D
i'll love all who loves me too! :D
p/s : i love you(s)
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