right, yqing here is super busy
schduled practices until 22nd june.
how GREAT can it get?
i dont know what to say now.
but what is th world turning into?
everything seemed so dark,
everyone's tht around u are with motives(not all) but most.
complicated. yea, tht sld be th word.
i felt really bad.
i know i'm not THAT superb in my yq.
i may not be as great as mc/my teacher.
but tht is what i am, accept it
i'm trying damn hard to change myself. to try to at least accept th stage,
and perform, i've been trying, i'm sorry to those i've disappointed especially my beloved teacher who never gave up on me (:
a word of honesty, i feel really stress there. though i rly enjoy th music.
i dont know. i just feel tht its not what we see.
there's a hidden agenda behind every door.
i wanna regain my passion, my hope, my life, my love for music.
though it never died, i believe there's still a spark.
but you people are making tht little spark disappear.
pardon me, but thts what i feel. n i felt tht there's really no one to talk to.
steph steph steph steph, i miss u!
where are you ):


12days, geco
15days, cchmsco

all i could say is i'll try my very best for cchmsco, guiding th plucked strings for th very last time. though there's little time, all i could pray for is a miracle.
for geco, i dont know what to say, perhaps no comments is th best comment.

sigh