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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
butt pain
cant even lift up my leg! ): gosh, thts horrible after the 5 items
2.4km tmr, so dead !
fell down like countless of times already
worst one was yesterday during 5 items
when i was doing th shuttle run. ran n ran n did a "grand finale"
skidded n fell on my butt >.< then i started laughing .
tday during pe fell down twice while trying to jump further for standing broad jump luh
tsk tsk ` haha
managed to get all A except for incline. did 11 only =\ n standing broad la. 3 more cm only! 180cm!
dangs! haha..but i did my best le , yep (:
has been raining these few days
& i pray it rains tmr. WHOLE DAY

amaths test tmr =\ chapter 14 is a flop!
oh! n i din know yap huat skates n got i think a cert for pre-delta? i dont know haha
thts cool
alice, kaiting lets go skating after mid years, yays (:
oh` n joce! kbox kbox.
hahahahaha

LOVE; sureepornho

-tooodles


Monday, April 24, 2006

firstly, got to acknowledge my faults tday

sorry to xiao mei ): i know you are feeling kinda moodless tday n` i still complained so muchabout my file thing, its not your fault though..just tht i'm feeling cranky

- monday blues symptom-

sorry to donglin =\ kinda showed him my pissed of face just nowSORRY alrights ):

feeling v guilty now.

kinda reflected on it n i felt it was my fault, sorry to you guys

th day started off quite badly

when i woke up n realised its 630!

i was like, dangs! i dont wanna go to school

but i realised theres alot of imp. lessons tday + moe camp briefing + chem testso i HAD to go t school (:

so i rushed everything, my hair was >.<

>.<>

then e maths, my careless mistake pulled my marks down ALOT, again, kinda disappointed (but i din study this test, so yea -.- )

then had chem test on organic chemistry during lunch break.i kinda STUDIED. but i din put in my best effort.i din practise, n my notes are in co room ): so, its a flopyiqing! you sldnt be so lazy !ought to put in yr best efforts NOW now now!

really hope i can buck up n put in more effort in my work (:

p.s : i miss my file my worksheets my notes ):

alrights, enough of talking.off to watch michelle kwan <3

& i miss benlim n samuel ):


firstly, got to acknowledge my faults tday
sorry to xiao mei ):
i know you are feeling kinda moodless tday n` i still complained so much
about my file thing, its not your fault though..
just tht i'm feeling cranky - monday blues symptom-
sorry to donglin =\ kinda showed him my pissed of face just now
SORRY alrights ): feeling v guilty now.
kinda reflected on it n i felt it was my fault, sorry to you guys

th day started off quite badly
when i woke up n realised its 630!
i was like, dangs! i dont wanna go to school
but i realised theres alot of imp. lessons tday + moe camp briefing + chem test
so i HAD to go t school (:
so i rushed everything, my hair was >.<>.< n i got a careless mistake!
then e maths, my careless mistake pulled my marks down ALOT, again, kinda disappointed (but i din study this test, so yea -.- )

then had chem test on organic chemistry during lunch break.
i kinda STUDIED. but i din put in my best effort.
i din practise, n my notes are in co room ):
so, its a flop

yiqing! you sldnt be so lazy !
ought to put in yr best efforts NOW now now!
really hope i can buck up n put in more effort in my work (:

p.s : i miss my file my worksheets my notes ):

alrights, enough of talking.
off to watch michelle kwan <3

& i miss benlim n samuel ):


firstly, got to acknowledge my faults tday
sorry to xiao mei ):
i know you are feeling kinda moodless tday n` i still complained so much
about my file thing, its not your fault though..
just tht i'm feeling cranky - monday blues symptom-
sorry to donglin =\ kinda showed him my pissed of face just now
SORRY alrights ): feeling v guilty now.
kinda reflected on it n i felt it was my fault, sorry to you guys

th day started off quite badly
when i woke up n realised its 630!
i was like, dangs! i dont wanna go to school
but i realised theres alot of imp. lessons tday + moe camp briefing + chem test
so i HAD to go t school (:
so i rushed everything, my hair was >.<>.< n i got a careless mistake!
then e maths, my careless mistake pulled my marks down ALOT, again, kinda disappointed (but i din study this test, so yea -.- )

then had chem test on organic chemistry during lunch break.
i kinda STUDIED. but i din put in my best effort.
i din practise, n my notes are in co room ):
so, its a flop

yiqing! you sldnt be so lazy !
ought to put in yr best efforts NOW now now!
really hope i can buck up n put in more effort in my work (:

p.s : i miss my file my worksheets my notes ):

alrights, enough of talking.
off to watch michelle kwan <3

& i miss benlim n samuel ):


firstly, got to acknowledge my faults tday
sorry to xiao mei ):
i know you are feeling kinda moodless tday n` i still complained so much
about my file thing, its not your fault though..
just tht i'm feeling cranky - monday blues symptom-
sorry to donglin =\ kinda showed him my pissed of face just now
SORRY alrights ): feeling v guilty now.
kinda reflected on it n i felt it was my fault, sorry to you guys

th day started off quite badly
when i woke up n realised its 630!
i was like, dangs! i dont wanna go to school
but i realised theres alot of imp. lessons tday + moe camp briefing + chem test
so i HAD to go t school (:
so i rushed everything, my hair was >.< but nvm.
managed to call a cab n reach school by 7:20 which was EARLY
was at parade square n` there's not much people..
then i scored badly for bio test. its a just pass, though i sld b contented with tht mark as i think many din score too well either, nevertheless i felt disappointed in myself, i sld have done better! i studied for this test! >.< n i got a careless mistake!
then e maths, my careless mistake pulled my marks down ALOT, again, kinda disappointed (but i din study this test, so yea -.- )

then had chem test on organic chemistry during lunch break.
i kinda STUDIED. but i din put in my best effort.
i din practise, n my notes are in co room ):
so, its a flop

yiqing! you sldnt be so lazy !
ought to put in yr best efforts NOW now now!
really hope i can buck up n put in more effort in my work (:

p.s : i miss my file my worksheets my notes ):

alrights, enough of talking.
off to watch michelle kwan <3

& i miss benlim n samuel ):


Sunday, April 23, 2006
-applaud please-
scatterbrain yiqing has left her precious file in co room on friday :(
----> thus she couldnt play during geco, which is horrible cause she looked forward to it!
& she couldnt do any hw cause everything's in that file . great aint it
someone just slap her, its the right thing to do =i've slacked my weekends away, feeling so so guilty!
i'm gonna study this whole week like no one's business ;)
alrights, the most -ahem- anticipating mid years is approaching
so yea, jiayou people - bless you-
love all , hugs (:



OH OH! saturday! hey syl joel tenghui! lets go studying (x


Thursday, April 20, 2006
"What are we to reason with every single thing that happens. What are we to reason other people's belief s and hope s.
Everyone has their own reason.
I'll never be a science student.
But that's not because i think it's too logical. It's because i chose to believe instead of prooving.
We all want to though. To believe..
Protect those who still believes. Dont deprive them of hope. It may be all that they have.. i like that quote.
Some of us..
dont believe anymore because of the world.
Some of us..
stil believe because of the world."

got this from jenn (;
n i think its awesome
i chose to believe
"The scientific may have made the world a better place to live in.
But the artistic gave a reason for us to live here in this place."
n` i thnk the same goes with music isnt it..
- just some little thoughts

well, din study much today =was feeling guilty, alas, gonna pack my file..haha
those worksheets -.-
woah`!
i thought there's NAPFA today
n it turns out to be [next] thursady
lala -.-
hahahahahahahhaa (:

alrights, love everyone
& god bless!


Wednesday, April 19, 2006
its WEDNESDAY!

& i really feel blessed with my friends around me (:
i cldn't complain further, for its a sin.
yiqing ought to feel contented with what she has
- she sldn't whine all day long about stuffs tht gets into her way
- yiqing sldnt argue with her parents =(
she tried to calm down, but i just cant put whatever's in my heart into words
but i do love them & everyone else too!
finished reading a walk to remember- definately a great boook tht left me teary at the end
[ faith ] is what everyone needs
sometimes, just a "i believe in you" will change someone's life/perspective etc.
thank god for my friends, sister, brother, parents, grandpa <3
-god bless

napfa tmr! 2.4 km
everyone will at least pass right 4 hm
i'll pray for everyone of you, lala
lets just hope tht it isnt gonna rain tmr AGAIN =hahahaha (:

okay,
love loads. hugs

toodles (=


Tuesday, April 18, 2006
a walk to remember is a freakng nice/sad movie tht's worth watching a hundred times!
shane west n mandy moore are both great n cute (=
co officially stops from this week till 15 may? hmmmmmmmm
hahahahaha, great -.-

only hope - mandy moore <3

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.


a nice song worth listening (=


Monday, April 17, 2006
no doubt there are alot of uncertainties in life.
tday, 2.4 was postponed due to the heavy rain *rejoice rejoice*
lesson was kinda crap, just dont know why i kept falling asleep =ate alot today which means i cant eat tmr !
gayed with xiangrui today - the suppranos frm 4 harmony-
was malu-d today luh, was singing so happily + loudly + high pitchy
-then lim may li walked past..
tried to say it was adele =lala . attempt failed -.-

SLEEPY SLEEPY DAY
and there's emaths n hcl test-es tmr !
oh oh! co's stopping this week, no co =\ until 15th may i think
which is like 1 MONTH! omg ! jiayou ~!

steph's so poor thing =lala .
i'll help you !

smiles`


Sunday, April 16, 2006
& it rains
i'm lazy to check out whats wrong with my chatbox thing
so yea` haha..
studied yesterday with joel sylvia n tenghui
finished hw...
nthing much though.
boring boring boring..
tata`


Wednesday, April 12, 2006
feeling rather worn out after tests
but glad its over..
lala` tmr's 4 school combine sports meet
hahahaha (;
ahh well`
theres this performance thing with tingkai tmr too
=\ haha..i just dont feel like bringng my qin over )=
lalalala

i need to get a
-running shoes
-jacket
SOON `

birthday wish not really granted yet )=
saddened, no one gve me a big big bear bear ..
ahh saddened..boohoo` !

why are mom-s being so kiasu >.< ?
especially co moms....
my mom too, everything is about studies recently
hell with life..
feeling damn pissed of regarding this stuff..
cant my mom for once buys me smthing nice...
freakng hell..why does she have to relate everything to STUDIES..

-whatever`


Thursday, April 06, 2006
& so, i've realised tht being a conductor aint easy at all =rather hectic life i've been having...realised tht there isnt even a wee bit of time for me to catch my breath.. and everything's just zooming past "how horrible" as yiqing would have said..
i mean 2 months to cchmsco's concert
3 weeks to MID YEAR EXAMS
and freakng 6 months to O Levels
woah` tht's alot of stuffs..
had extra practise today for co...
dont know why but somehow due to the lack of venues i ended up having percussion, plucked strings n wind 2gther , and belive me, its never easy being BOON CHAI # 02
i was like, freak! n i hit my fingers while hitting the thing
all i could conclude from today's practise is tht, everything's just not on the right track YET
sadly, especially some instruments, really hope they would buck up, and i wonder how many times have i said tht =( really not satisfied with practice today(not pin pointing to anyone)
ss lesson, soon was commenting on my shoes =\ cause we were discussing on 70% DARK COLOURED RULE -.-
blahs, digressed alot ....
oh` TMR'S FRIDAY =D
!!!!!!!! thts one thing to anticipate for (;(;(;(;(;
lalala


big hug to kaiting n zhaoyang (=
for tht COOKIE MONSTER <3
# loved it!


Wednesday, April 05, 2006
saw a msg tht upset me..
hmmmmmmm, its not the first time..
sometimes i wonder if its "fate"
BECAUSE, whenever someone wanna bitch behind my back..
tht msg would be SENT WRONGLY TO ME (=
aint it great, so i wld know who bitches about me...whao`
but yea, i shant take it to heart, thinkng maybe she din mean it
but if anyone wanna bad mouth me, please just tell me in my face instead of telling the whole freakng world, cause tht would pretty much piss me off =this is just a kind n gentle reminder` n nothing else

enough of the nasty stuffs i've said -.-
n for the happy happy stuffs`

its really fascinating , like how i walked into my teacher's hse feeling not-so-well .
yet i left with a smile and a heart tht opens e door of music, somehow he really inspire me alot alot (= and i'm glad n lucky to have him as my teacher. he not only taught me music, but most importantly - lessons of life -
i will curb my phobia! i will -pray-

yesterday was steph day (=
lalalala, choir concert and she's the MC
was nice, especially les miserible`smthing lke tht
its a musical and i think its cool n nice
but some people are being so rude by speaking ill of others
being teachers themselves =\ sometimes i wonder`
anyway steph did great` ! <3
took ada's dad cab to toapayoh(for some reason )
and had CAR SICKNESS right after tht
felt damn terrible, so yea, took a cab from toapayoh` =dumb` sld have just took it from esplanade there la, tht wld save alot of time
phone was flat ...went home then became half dead n pukey` =(

din go school today, did homework =)
cause felt unwell, with a headache/giddyness/punkey still
i hope i din miss alot of stuffs..

Sureeporn Ho YiQing♥
seventeeeeeen
i love the music & the SUN, omgosh! BEACH!
" Dear god, please make this world a happier place. Amen"
cause you are special, everyone is special, everyone in his or her own way :D
i'll love all who loves me too! :D


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